Victoria and Her Secrets

To children and the love we experience

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It should not have surprised me, given her strength of will, when she whispered in my ear at dinner.

"It's been four weeks to the day since Natalie was born. Will you make love to me tonight?"

She asked for only one thing. She wanted to ride me cowgirl, so she could control my depth. Just in case.

She came out of the bathroom wearing a set I had not seen. Burgundy bra and panty set, with a lot of lace. Matching thigh-hi stockings. She came to the bed and climbed on top of me to kiss me and to rub her body up and down mine.

I have missed this! We remained active with oral sex, but no penetration. It was only a few minutes away. I knew that because we both craved it!

She slithered down my body and took me in her mouth, as if I wasn't already a rod of steel! I pulled her back up, laughing, and threw her on her back next to me. I wanted at her breasts. I simply tugged her cups down to lick and suck on her nipples.

She threw her leg over me and sat on my stomach, unfastening her bra and making a show of slowly allowing me to see her bare breasts. She slid back a little, held her panty aside with one hand, and positioned me at her entry.

Our eyes met. Her mouth was open as she descended my pole.

We both groaned.

It felt so wonderful to be inside Victoria again. And so much for depth control! She simply slammed down all the way until our pubes met.

"Oh baby! I've missed your hard cock so deep in me."

"No pain?"

"None. You can take me any way you want!"

I was content for her to ride me to a vigorous conclusion. I knew neither of us would be patient this first time.

Our bodies writhed and wrestled together. When she tired, I rolled us over and pounded her to our mutual moans and climaxes.

We held each other. Smiling. After a few minutes, she whispered again.

"Raquel would like a turn."

I smiled, "Wait here, babe."

I went and got a scarf out of one of her drawers. When I returned to the bed, I grabbed her ankles and pulled her over to the edge of the bed, on her back.

I slowly removed her panty, leaving the stockings.

I turned her over, then used the scarf to tie her arms behind her. I knelt and licked her pussy, then stood and entered her, doggy style.

She screamed. Music to my ears.

I spanked her, thrust a few times and spanked the other side. She screamed again.

One glance at her face--her head was turned to the side--and I knew she was fine. She was smiling and there were tears.

"Scott, I love this. Please pound me!"

I was doing as she said, mixed in with a few spanks. Just as I exploded inside her, Natalie cried. She was awake!

Victoria and I started laughing.

"I would claim it was your turn, but you aren't equipped for nursing."

A few minutes later she was sitting in bed, naked, holding Natalie to her bare breast.

I had tears in my eyes. It was a moment of pure happiness for both of us. All three of us, I guess.

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The next night, Victoria wanted to talk about anal sex.

"Baby, I've figured out my part, how to flush my colon. Did you order the anal plugs we found online?"

"Got 'em. I think I understand the whole dilation thing. Are you ready to try this?"

"I think we should do this tomorrow night, right after Natalie feeds and goes back to bed. Is that ok?"

"I'm excited, apprehensive, aroused and l love you!"

Victoria sat on my lap and kissed me.

"Scott, if you haven't heard me say this too much, I hope you know I've never been happier. You've given me a beautiful daughter. You're an amazing and patient lover, and best of all, you're the best husband a woman could have."

"I share your happiness, but of course, you and Natalie are why I'm so happy."

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Shortly after dinner, Natalie woke up from a nap, and Victoria sat on the sofa, nursing her.

That's a sight I never tire of. Mother and daughter.

She put Natalie in her crib, where she soon fell asleep.

"I think we have at least two hours. I'll go do my preparation, Scott. I'll come out naked."

I got out our lube and anal plugs. I got some damp washcloths from the other bathroom and stripped down as well.

Victoria came out of the bathroom and into my arms. We hugged.

"Are you nervous?"

"A little, but I know how concerned you are about my safety, so I'm good."

"You'll tell me if things hurt, right?"

"I expect a little pain. Only if the pain gets bad."

I positioned her on her back, with her butt at the edge of the bottom of the bed. I knelt there, put my hands under the backs of her knees, and lifted her legs up and apart, opening her to me. I licked her to relax her. After several minutes, I licked around her anus. She was moaning.

"Could you hold your legs like this for a minute?"

It was erotic to see her holding herself open this way, inviting me into the most private parts of her.

With my finger, I lubed up her anal area and pushed a little lube inside. I lubed the smaller anal plug and carefully worked the tip inside her.

I slowly progressed through the steps we discussed. Inserting it fully, and then using the wider parts to pause and hold her open. She was moaning and panting when stretched, but each time I looked at her face, she nodded. Go ahead.

We repeated with the bigger plug. This was more challenging and took a little time. She was well-dilated.

"Are you ready for me."

She smiled. "Yes, my love."

I lubed up and added more to her opening. I was certainly hard! The anticipation had been almost unbearable.

I inserted myself into her. Just the tip. Then I paused and waited. She nodded, so I slowly pushed in another inch. She was really panting now but nodded.

We repeated this, going slow and pausing, until I was fully inside her.

"Babe, I'm all the way in. Ok so far? How do you feel?"

"It's intense. I'm so full! I love it."

I slowly pulled back and slowly back in. Several times. A little faster now. She was moaning more but nodded to keep going.

I was thrusting in and out more rapidly. Almost freely now.

"All right, Babe. Time to fuck,"

She nodded, still panting.

I took over holding her legs. She put her arms up on the bed, her hands over her head.

I was fucking her ass. Her breasts were moving all over as I rocked her entire body. The pressure on my cock was unbelievable, and I knew immediately I would not last long.

I paused for a moment, sliding slowly deep inside. I let go of her legs and reached for her nipples and pulled them.

"Ahhhh ... oh Scott ... so good!"

I released her nipples, spread her legs again with my hands, and resumed thrusting. Fast now.

She cried out frequently. It worried me at first, but she nodded--yes!

Each thrust brought me closer to my ejaculation, but I wanted more for her.

I lowered one of her legs and used the thumb of that hand to rub her clit. I was still thrusting, long slow strokes. She was panting more rapidly, irregularly. I knew the signs. She was close.

Still rubbing her clit, I pushed for my climax as well.

She exploded before me, with a soft scream. A wail. I let go of her clit, took that leg back, and pounded her ass.

I exploded inside her. There was a lot of cum, and I moaned with each throb of my cock.

When it stopped, I looked into Victoria's eyes. They were closed, and she was smiling. She opened them and looked at me.

"Scott, please stay right there. I love having your huge cock in my ass!"

After a few minutes, I shrank and dropped out of her. I used the washcloths to clean the two of us, then picked her up and carried her to the bathroom. When the shower was warm, I led her inside. We stood under the water, holding each other in our arms.

"Well, sweetheart, how was it?"

She looked up at me and kissed me.

"It was amazing. So intense. I've never felt so full. You felt huge. It's hard to describe. The border between pain and exquisite pleasure. Wow! Was it good for you?"

"Of course. It was certainly intense, and I'm so relieved you're fine. You're gonna be sore though."

"I know. Probably a few days, but you were so careful with me. I can't begin to tell you how much my love grows when you care for me that way!"

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That week we resumed our normal sexual activity. It was more frequent at first, but often interrupted or limited by Natalie.

Once, just when I was going down on Victoria, Natalie cried and was hungry. A few minutes later, as Victoria nursed her, I made her cum orally. She was laughing when I started but exploded when she climaxed.

After she put Natalie down, Victoria hugged me. "That was the most memorable feeding Natalie ever had. One I will probably never tell her about."

"Victoria, we haven't talked yet about a next baby."

"I want one and if it's ok with you, I don't want to go back on birth control. Whenever I get pregnant is fine with me. Does that work for you?"

"I agree completely."

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Just after Natalie was five months old, Victoria met me at the kitchen door wearing her tiniest bikini.

"I need you in the hot tub with me for a few minutes."

"Ok, but I need to go get my suit."

"No, you don't. Let me help you."

She stripped my clothes off me in a flash and dragged me out the door. I was laughing all the way. She adds such fun to our marriage!

We sat in the hot tub, in her favorite position.

"How was your day, honey?"

"It was good. I had several client meetings, so I didn't get as far on a couple of writing tasks as I had hoped. That all evens out, though. How about you?"

"I was good. Natalie is so cute at times. Her personality is really starting to emerge. Oh, and one other thing. I'm pregnant."

She said it so casually, it took me by surprise.

"Wait! What?"

She was laughing. "I'm pregnant. We're having another baby."

I grabbed her and pulled her onto my lap. We kissed for a long time.

"I love you, Victoria."

"I love you too, Scott. I'm so happy. I made an appointment with Dr. Winston for next week."

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A month later we went for a sonogram. Everything looked good and this time, it was a boy.

Victoria was more relaxed this time. I had also put her to work. I needed her to prepare a list of all the places I had money, to obtain original documents I lacked for each account, and to prepare a list of beneficiary or pay on demand designations. I assumed most of those would need to be revised.

I also explained to her my desire to put estate planning in place for us, so we would do that first and then change the dispositive designations to conform.

We had an excellent estate planning attorney in our firm, so Victoria and I met with him and made most decisions during that meeting. There were a few that we needed to discuss. The first was about guardians for minor children, an admittedly difficult topic to think about.

The other topic had to do with inheritances for our children. It's one thing to leave a couple hundred thousand dollars each to children at any age. It's quite another to leave tens of millions. This was complicated by what my parents had told me about their estate plan. I would eventually receive all the stock, and my siblings would receive most of the cash. Above a certain cash level, I would receive the rest.

The point is, my children would likely inherit a shitload of money, and for their sake, giving it all to them immediately might be more damaging than any other option. That required another meeting.

Eventually we made all the decisions and signed the documents. Victoria worked on getting all the forms we needed to sign to funnel all the cash and investments into the trust at our deaths.

That whole process of estate planning and funding documents lasted almost her entire pregnancy. Just two weeks before she gave birth to Nathan, we signed the last of those forms and submitted them.

"I understand now why you had me do all that. You wanted me to know our finances inside and out. That means a lot to me, Scott."

"That was certainly a major reason, but also I knew you could get it done accurately."

She had shared with me her spreadsheet listing everything and showing recent end-of year statement values. Our holdings now were just over $42 million. When she showed me that, she told me she was finally convinced we could afford that honeymoon we took!

One other thing happened that year. Roscoe died. He was about 12 years old--older than I had known--and he just went downhill in a big hurry. Victoria and I both cried when we took him to the vet to be put down. Losing a dog can be so hard.

I mentioned that loss to one of my law partners, someone I knew to be a dog lover. He told me of a neighbor whose wife had died. They had a female brown lab that was only three years old, and the family needed to find a home, because the husband would soon go into a care facility. I had him call the family immediately.

"Victoria, I'm calling to ask whether you trust me."

"Ummm, of course I do, but this sounds awfully open-ended."

I told her about the dog. She was excited.

"Go see it. You know dogs. If you think she's a keeper, bring her home."

I met the family, and they brought Sadie out to the front yard. She was calm and friendly. She came to me to sniff and get acquainted, and then rolled over for belly rubs.

That was how we filled the void left by Roscoe's death. Victoria immediately loved Sadie, and Sadie was careful around Natalie. She instinctively knew to be protective of our baby.

"Scott, I hope for one thing. She's a lab, so I imagine she'll love going on boat trips with us and swimming in the lake, but I sure hope she doesn't fart!"

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I was again present to greet our newest family member--Nathan, in this case--and once again, Victoria cried when she heard Nathan cry for the first time.

The mothers appeared together again and cried. I watched Victoria nurse Nathan the first time.

A few weeks before, Victoria had moved Natalie to bottles and formula. I learned by licking formula powder off my finger I never want to taste the dry power again! That cannot be healthy.

Dr. Winston again told Victoria four weeks until sex. Victoria immediately marked three weeks from that day on her calendar.

"There's no way I'm waiting four weeks again. There was no tearing, so my recovery should be similar to last time.

So it was, that three weeks later, we had sex again. Victoria screamed--mostly for joy, I think--as she impaled herself on me.

The next night, she wanted to talk to me. I figured she wanted anal again. We had only done that one time after our first time.

"Honey, would you be upset if I wait a little longer for our next child? I was more tired with this pregnancy, although the delivery was easier. I think I should allow myself more recovery time."

"Sweetheart, you know your health is more important to me than anything. Go back on birth control. When you're ready and you want to, we'll make another baby."

"Can we have anal sex tomorrow night?"

I called it. Order has been restored in the universe.

The next night we had anal sex for the third time and it was so much fun. We knew the ropes and moved ahead confidently. This time, however, we decided to have her face down with a pillow under her waist. When I entered her, I was drilling downward. She said afterwards it was a very different feeling. I loved her description:

"Scott, I felt like there was a steel rod down through me, pinning me to the bed. It was almost a bondage thing, because there was nothing I could do but absorb the impact. This was my favorite anal experience so far."

Within a couple of months, we had resumed all our sexual familiarity.

When Natalie reached eighteen months and Nathan was four months old, we took 5 days and went out on the lake. Sadie had the time of her life. As we were motoring across the lake she was watching--and quivering from excitement. We dropped anchor near an island again, so we could easily take her to do her business.

One difference was in the boat. I had installed a sealed trash container for dirty diapers. We had a lot of them! The nasty part was disposing of the trash liner at the end. I felt like we needed hazmat suits and environmental impact filings!

It was a fun week! We swam a lot, and even had a floating chair for Natalie. Victoria held Nathan, naked of course. I mean who needs a water-logged diaper?

Victoria got to spend time sunbathing. In the nude, of course. One result of that was no tan lines. The other was I tied her to the bed and had my way with her.

One night I gave her an erotic massage. I had so much fun making her moan, due to the soothing nature of the massage, and making her cum. She answered with a stunning blowjob. We seemed to sleep in the nude most nights on the lake.

Our days there passed too quickly. We also decided to talk to her parents and mine about each set of grandparents taking Natalie and Nathan for 5-6 days when Nathan was almost a year old. That was still eight months away, but we wanted to plan something special.

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Our trip seemed far away, but the months slipped past quickly. We wanted to celebrate our third wedding anniversary in style, so we found a cruise out of Rotterdam that visits Norwegian fjords and the Orkney Islands in Scotland, before returning to Rotterdam. Seven nights, eight days.

We decided to fly into Rotterdam two days early for some sightseeing and jet-lag coping. We planned to stay one night there on our return, before flying home. It ended up being about 12 days total.

We bought first-class air travel. Victoria cringed when she saw the price, but looked at my face and simply said, "I know, I shouldn't worry about it." We also booked a suite on the cruise ship.

We were willing to splurge, because this was our first real trip since we got married, definitely the first since Natalie was born. Still, Victoria was worried about missing her babies. We bought a wi-fi package on the ship so we could video call over WhatsApp with the kids. Not that either of them will care!

Victoria had stopped birth control, hoping to get pregnant soon, maybe even on our cruise.

It was on our first night on the ship. We had just left Rotterdam and had watched the sunset. The next day was going to be a day at sea. We had been to dinner and were back in our suite.

"Scott, I've had an idea on my mind that I want to bounce off you. I've thought a lot about my exceptional luck in getting out of my prior life, and how Sophia and Wendy didn't. I still cry when I think about them. My parents played a huge role, but I also found you.

"Here's my idea. How about if your company announces The Sophia Nelson Foundation. It will have as its purpose providing counselling for girls trying to escape prostitution. We could build a facility that offers medical treatment, housing, counseling, legal resources--whatever would make sense. Excellent security--really locked down.

"We fund it with seed money and then seek contributions from other big-name companies in the area. It would be tax-deductible and good PR for any company to participate. I think it would have to start out with a limit of perhaps 8 women. Not for one-night stays, but only for those willing to commit, knowing they would not get another chance. I know that sounds harsh, but girls working the street learn to lie to cope.

"I know this idea is rough, and we need to bring together experts in this area and build something meaningful and effective.