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Two Lonely Hearts Ch 01

Two Lonely Hearts Ch 01

by jasonjjones2012
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Hi all, back with another story. This first chapter could have gone in exhibitionist and voyeur, but I have chosen romance as that is where the heart of this story lies and where the story is heading.

Yes, this story will be released in parts, but like my other story, it will be finished and submitted in weeks rather than months.

Also, FYI there is no cuckolding or anything of the sort in the story (for those who worry about such things). This is another happy, easy romance that hopefully will leave people with a smile by the time it's finished! Enjoy! :)

Chapter 1

I looked out the window of my tiny, one-bed apartment into the night's darkness. Rain cascaded down it in smooth sheets, shimmering from the pale blue light of my computer screen. "Does it ever stop raining?" I muttered to myself.

I quickly checked the time and walked to my bathroom. The steady drip of my leaky tap was the background beat to my life at home. When the dripping first started, I hated it. I complained to my uncaring landlord for a straight week before he told me to 'shut the fuck up and get over it'. Now, three months later, I barely noticed it.

I squirted some toothpaste onto my frayed brush and began scrubbing my teeth. I looked at myself in my grimy mirror. The person staring back wouldn't be what anyone would describe as 'ugly', just... uncared for. Six feet tall, thick messy brown hair, and green eyes that stood out against my pale skin. Some might even find the features attractive, if they could see past the look of a man with no confidence and consumed by loneliness.

I spat the frothy toothpaste into the sink and rinsed my mouth out, hurrying back into my small living room/kitchen area. It wasn't much. A small, two-seater sofa and TV took up most of the room. The kitchen comprised of a small cooker, microwave, sink, and fridge freezer, all crammed along one wall with a small countertop and single cupboard beside it. I didn't have space for a table or chairs, so I ate most of my meals on the sofa. The last and most important thing in the room was my computer. It wasn't anything special - I'd bought it second-hand, but it was the only joy in my shitty life. I'd saved up for months to buy it, it connected me to the world from the safety of my room, allowed me to live through the videos and photos on it, and even interact with other people.

I turned my attention back to the pale light of my screen. The tiny clock in the corner told me it was nine fifty-nine. Almost time. I'd been waiting for this moment since exactly one A.M this morning, the only good part of my day.

I scrunched my fist into a tight ball and pushed it into my thigh. I was pathetic. The only good part of my day was three hours between ten in the evening and one in the morning.

I tuned out the sudden howling wind that caught the rain and threw it against my window in lashes. I focussed on a black window in the middle of my screen that currently said

Offline

.

The clock in the corner changed to ten o'clock. My heart skipped a beat as the

Offline

changed to

Connecting...

Then a crystal clear image sprung into life, momentarily dazzling me.

A floating logo in the top right-hand corner of the box said:

Raven's Room.

I paid it no attention. I knew whose room it was. My attention was on the petite figure in the middle of the window, staring at the camera with those gorgeous ocean-blue eyes. Long midnight hair flowed over her shoulders like liquid night, and her smooth, pale skin was made all the more pale by the light of the screen.

She flashed a pearly-white smile. "Good evening, Mr-E." She stuck her tongue out playfully and relaxed back in her gaming chair. She was wearing a loose top that hid what I knew to be disproportionately large breasts for such a slim frame. Her bottom half was out of the picture but I imagined she was wearing a pair of tiny shorts that she sometimes pranced around in. "Right on time, as always!"

I typed my reply in the chat box.

Good evening! Of course, nothing better than our talks each day.

Raven sighed wistfully. She looked... slightly sad? "No, there isn't," she said. Then she shook her head and perked up. "So, tell me about your day!"

It was boring! I went to work and then straight back home, the weather here is miserable! What about you?

Raven rolled her eyes. "I'm sure it wasn't as boring as mine, the weather here is miserable too! I wanted to go to the library today but the wind and rain kept me indoors." She flashed me one of her quirky smiles, making her cute dimples stand out. "So, no lucky ladies tonight?"

My heart gave a painful beat and I was as miserable as the weather as I typed my reply.

No, no lucky ladies... unlucky me :(

"Well, it's lucky for me! I get to chat with my favourite person! Say, can I tempt you tonight?" She lifted her top slowly, making eye contact with the camera the entire time.

My cock hardened as the bottom of her generous breasts came into the frame. It was a game we'd played since her first-ever cam session six months ago. She'd tease me, trying to get me to ask to see her naked. I pushed temptation aside as I typed,

Nope, not tonight. I'm happy talking if you are.

She pouted at the screen but there was a hint of... something behind it. Was it frustration? Respect? Anger? Happiness? I couldn't tell. My experience with the opposite sex was limited, which is to say, non-existent. "One of these days I'll get you to break, Mr-E!"

Then, we chatted back and forth. There was an unspoken rule between us that we'd never delve into our personal lives. It was a strange friendship. She'd never seen me before but we'd spoken every night for three hours for six months.

I'd stumbled across her by accident. I was feeling low one evening and wanted something to distract me. I hadn't cum in a while so I flicked on my computer and went searching. Porn wasn't enough - it was all so standardised and fake that I couldn't get aroused by it. Then, I noticed an ad for a webcam site. Interested, I clicked on it and found myself in a world of thousands of online models stripping and masturbating on camera for tips, tokens, and money.

I refused to pay anything but clicked through a few of the newer cams. That's when I came across her... Raven.

I could tell she was nervous and she looked sad, maybe resigned. Suddenly I wasn't turned on at all. I felt pity and sadness for the beautiful woman staring through the camera at me. So, I messaged her in the chat box. I was the first ever person she'd spoken to on the site.

The conversation was awkward at first and she looked on the verge of tears. So, I reassured her. I told her I'd had a horrible day and wanted to talk to a friend. That had perked her up. She told me she'd also had a horrible day and could use a friend.

We spoke for three hours. By the end of it, I even got a smile out of her. She told me she'd be on at the same time the following day.

The next day, I created a profile and logged in. I could follow her profile so it was easy to see when she was online. She logged online and I introduced myself as the person from the day before. Another three hours later and our strange friendship had begun.

Over half a year, I learned that Raven was a small bundle of excitable energy once you got to know her. I got to know her likes and dislikes. She didn't like rain, but she liked the smell of the grass after. Chocolate was her favourite thing in the world, but never,

ever

with nuts in it. She liked sad books with happy endings or scary movies that made her hide beneath her covers for safety. If she could go anywhere in the world, it would be Italy. I discovered all these things and much more about her and found that many of her likes matched mine.

As nice as it was to learn about each other, what made our friendship better was when either of us had a rough day. We'd vent to each other - not specifics, but feelings. We listened patiently and then reassured each other and we'd talk and talk and talk until we were smiling.

Her personality coupled with her beauty was intoxicating. She was my best and only friend.

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Yes, it's sad to say it: I was falling in love with a woman I'd never met.

"So," Raven said, relaxing back in her chair and stretching her arms overhead. It lifted her top just enough that I saw her toned stomach. I'm not sure if she did it on purpose. "How is the writing going?"

Meh, it's OK. I've written quite a lot now but I don't have the money to get a beta reader or editor, not to mention the confidence to take them to a publisher. I've had thoughts about starting a new book recently, though.

Raven leaned forward eagerly. "Oh, tell me, tell me, tell me!"

Well, I think it's going to be a romance, but I've never written one before so I'm not too sure if it'll be any good.

A small crease appeared between her eyebrows and she bit the side of her lip. It was adorable and one of her signs that she was thinking something carefully through. "Why don't you go to a library and read some romance novels? It might give you some pointers or ideas of dos and don'ts?"

Hmm, that's a really good idea! I'm not sure where the nearest library is though.

She rolled her eyes. "Uh, that's what the internet's for, silly! And if you need a beta reader, sign me up! I'd love to read your work!"

I don't know... what if it's not any good?

"Then I'll tell you... nicely! That's what beta readers are for, isn't it?"

It was new territory for us. It would mean communicating outside of her camming hours and also exchanging emails. I hesitated and then decided to go for it, she was offering, after all.

Sure, that sounds great!

Her dimples pounced at me through the screen. "That's great I-" Her smile dropped as another name popped up in the room. Bigdick69. I sighed and shook my head, a stab of jealousy that I had no right to feel burning somewhere in my chest.

I watched his message pop up.

Wow, you're one sexy slut! How much to see you fuck a big fat dildo?

Raven smiled but it didn't reach her eyes. I could see the embarrassment in them. As always happened, I felt the familiar shame of watching and second-hand embarrassment. "I only flash in public, and I don't have any dildos," she replied, trying and failing to sound upset at not having dildos.

Bigdick69's reply was quick.

Stuck up slut. Fine, let's see that frigid pussy.

His message was followed by a yellow message with one hundred hearts - the website's currency. I think it was probably worth about five pounds in total.

My heart was pounding in my chest as Raven adjusted the camera down to her tiny shorts. She could have had her head in the frame, but I got the feeling she didn't want me to see her face.

I was torn.

On the one hand, Raven's lush body was a thing of perfection. I'd seen it all before, only when others had paid - I'd never once asked or paid for it. She had a narrow waist and hips that flared out ever so slightly, enough to give her sexual curves that would drive any man wild. But she was slim, there wasn't an ounce of fat on her body. A flat, toned stomach, large breasts with big nipples that looked perfect to suck. And then there was her pussy... two delicate lips and a small clit at their crest. Always shaven, the cutest and yet most sexual thing I'd ever seen.

But on the other hand, it was awful to see Raven humiliated and forced to bare the most intimate part of herself for assholes like bigdick69. His messages were pretty much standard from what I'd seen before. There was no respect, no care, only a horny man looking to get off. He didn't care if he degraded Raven in the process, as long as he came.

Raven slowly lowered her shorts. She wasn't wearing anything underneath. The smooth area above her pussy came into view, followed by her lips, softly nestled between her legs.

Bigdick69 wrote another message accompanied by another hundred hearts.

Lay back and spread your legs, slut.

Raven did as he asked, spreading her perfect pussy. My eyes were drawn down to her tight little asshole beneath. Everything about her was so cute but so sexy.

The fire of my lust was put out by the knowledge of Raven's humiliation. I watched helplessly, wishing I could turn away but unable to. My cock throbbed in lust for her form but softened at what she had to endure for me to see it.

Mmm, I'm going to cum over that tight cunt. Spread your lips and tell me to cum for you.

Two of Raven's fingers parted her pussy lips. Her voice sounded small but she'd attempted to inject sexuality into it. "Yes, cum for me, bigdick69!"

I knew what would happen next. Five seconds passed and then bigdick69 disappeared from the room. Gone. Just used and abused Raven and then gone as soon as he had finished.

Raven's shorts were back on in a flash and the camera was back up to her face. She looked at the camera shyly. "Still here?" she asked quietly.

I told you I would only leave if you wanted me to. I promise I didn't... do anything. And the answer to your next question is an empathic NO!

Raven smiled and her posture relaxed. "You don't think less of me?"

NO! NO! NO! Don't make me angry, missy! How many times do we need to have this conversation?

Raven giggled. "Oops! Sorry! I just feel... horrible."

It was new ground for us, she'd never spoken about her reasons for camming and I'd never asked. I figured it wasn't the type of thing that she'd want to discuss with a stranger.

What can I do to make you feel better?

She bit her lip and then her face lit up. "Tell me an outline for your new book!"

Um, it's sort of embarrassing...

"More embarrassing than what you just saw? Come on, maybe it'll make me feel better knowing something a little embarrassing about you!"

She had me there.

OK, well I can't tell you the outline of the story yet, but I'll trade you. I'll answer any question you have completely honestly - it can be anything, as personal as you want.

Raven's eyes darted across the screen as she read my message. My heart was beating hard. Had I just fucked up? Her eyes widened. I'd just offered her the option for personal information.

I quickly typed another message.

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Sorry! Ignore that last message, you don't have to ask me anything personal.

Raven looked at it and laughed. "Oh, no way! You're not getting out of that one that easily."

She was about to ask her question when two users entered the room. One left straight away but the other hung about. Studmuffin58, another great name.

He wasted no time.

I'm stroking my big, hard cock for you. Get those tits out so I can cum all over them.

He tipped her seventy-five hearts.

Raven adjusted the camera again and did the same move she'd done for me earlier in the evening, slowly lifting her top. But rather than stopping beneath her breasts, she continued, pulling it up until they dropped down, so heavy and yet so perky. They were big, made to look huge by how slim she was.

Studmuffin58 wrote again.

Bounce them for me like you're riding my cock.

Raven did as he asked, bouncing those huge breasts up and down. It was mesmerising to see the rise and fall of her nipples, the small waves that travelled through her soft mounds as they changed direction. Like the other guy, Studmuffin58 only hung about for a few seconds and then left.

Raven's face appeared again and she quickly pulled down her top. "That's two questions you owe me now!"

OK, deal! Each time you have to do something, I'll owe you a question.

Raven beamed. "First question: how old are you?"

I laughed. Of course that would be the first.

Twenty, you?

Raven giggled. "Nu-uh! I'm the only one who gets to ask questions, although I'll give you that one as a freebie. I'm also twenty. Second question: What do you do for a job?"

Embarrassment took over me as I typed,

I'm a cleaner at the local hospital... pretty pathetic, isn't it?

Raven's smile disappeared and she looked into the camera with a hint of annoyance. "No, it's not pathetic. Being a cleaner is still a job, I'm sure a lot of people would die to be able to clean a place that helps so many people. And, if you don't like it, then why don't you look for another job?"

My annoyance matched hers, maybe because she was speaking uncomfortable truths that were a little too close to the mark.

Sorry, you used up your two questions.

Raven crossed her arms and sat back in her chair. "Fine, chicken shit."

What?

"You heard me, chicken shit! If you don't like your job, why don't you go out and find another?"

Maybe I don't want to go out and find another!

"Well, that's on you then! But don't tell me you're pathetic for having a job and working. If you don't like it, find another rather than being a... a chicken shit!" She stuck her tongue out at the camera, spiking my annoyance.

OK, what about your job? You don't exactly seem happy here.

Her eyes flashed angrily. "How do you know this is my only job? You don't know anything about me... MR EEEE! I might not be happy here, but you come here every night, what does that make you?"

I clenched my fist.

I was hoping it would make me your friend, but I guess not! I suppose in your eyes I'm just another loser! Goodnight, Raven. By the way, my name's Nick.

I left the room before she could reply. I powered down my computer and stormed to my bedroom. There wasn't much in it, other than a single bed and one set of draws. I jumped on my bed and closed my eyes but didn't sleep.

"Chicken shit," I muttered into the darkness. Yeah, maybe I was.

*

The hospital doors opened with a sharp hiss and I was struck by the warm, stuffy air. Doctors bustled about in their scrubs and nurses in their multi-coloured uniforms. No one paid me any attention and that was just the way I liked it. I kept my head down as I navigated the maze-like corridors to the cleaner's staff room, affectionately known as

Cleaner's Closet

.

It wasn't much, just a small disused room with a few lockers, a couch, table and chairs, and an old coffee machine that spat out brown syrupy liquid that was apparently coffee. Bernie, perhaps the closest person I had to a friend, looked up from his newspaper when I entered. He was an elderly black man with a sharp wit and a slow, calm way of talking that made everyone around him relax.

"Morning, Nick," he said with a nod of his head. "Ready for another day of browns, reds, and whites?"

I laughed. It was his way of saying,

Ready for another day of shit, blood, and sick?

"Sure thing, Bernie, are you?"

He shrugged. "I'm never ready to do that, but someone's got to. They want us up on eighth this morning, want one of the oldie's wards scrubbed to sparkling for some fancy visit."

We walked through the hospital together. I tried not to make eye contact with anyone but the older doctors greeted Bernie respectfully. He returned their greetings with a smile.

My heart almost stopped when we crossed the interns. Normally, they weren't too bad. They came, did their jobs and moved up in the chain. But the most recent batch had some horrid, egotistical people who delighted in making my life a living hell.

Bernie must have sensed my change. "Alright there, boy? You ain't picked something up, have you?"

Luckily, the interns hadn't noticed me. There were four of them, they laughed together and entered one of the wards. I relaxed. "No, I'm good. Let's get this done, hopefully there aren't any browns this morning, eh?"

Bernie chuckled. "There's always browns, Nick. There's always browns."

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