The drizzle was slowly but surely soaking her and making navigating a bicycle over the "kinderkopjes", the granites cobble stones like round children's skulls, of the small streets of the old Dutch university town, a dangerous affair. One too rash move would have her sliding. Nevertheless, Maartje almost willed her bicycle forward and peddled as fast as she could.
"Maartje Sarah de Vries, you have to make it on time you fool!"
Exactly today when the Cathage exhibition in the archaeological museum would be officially opened by professor Selim Hassan and the ambassador of Tunisia, one of the mothers of her third graders URGENTLY had to talk to her.
Yes of course it could not wait. And no it had not helped that she had mentioned several times she really needed to go. The woman had just been full of herself and completely blind to every signal. And if she really had something important to discuss. No it had been just some whining.
Oh Maartje really loved her job as a teacher. She loved to see the little ones grow from toddler to teenagers. And after her divorce she needed the money too. But today was special. Today Maartje would be an archaeologist again and not an aging spinster schoolteacher.
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Twenty years ago Maartje had come to this ancient city to study archaeology. She had spent months in Syria digging up a hill and had dreamt of living and working in all kind of faraway places. Of the adventure of foreign cultures, different landscapes, new foods.
But she had already fallen in love with Jeroen by then. Jeroen who was a few years older and who just had his first job as a contract lawyer at a big firm in the capital. She could not bear to be separated from him for a long time and travelling from dig to dig with her would in fact kill his career. It had seemed logical to make his job a priority. Did not attorneys earn a lot more money than a starting freelance archaeologists?
She had listened to Jeroen's advice and gotten a degree in teaching history to students in highschool. By then they had been happily married and ready to start a family. Jeroen and Maartje had moved to the rural east of the country so they could move into the small estate he had inherited and Jeroen had started his own lawfirm there. He had asked Maartje to be his secretary so all the income of the firm would go into their pockets.
Maartje had been happy to be of help to secure Jeroen a foothold in the legal landscape in the small provincial town. Even when the lawfirm had grown and many new associates were working there, she still was his secretary because somehow no baby appeared.
When at last Maartje had herself checked out at the hospital she was told she would have no problem to conceive so it must be a problem on Jeroen's side. When after quite a delay he had gone to have himself tested the verdict had been devastating: Sterile.
Maartje had seen her lifelong dream of a small head suckling her breast crumble to dust. Adoption had never been an option as Jeroen was against that. Maartje had cried and cried in secret but she loved her husband and they both had to deal with this loss and go on with their lives would they not?
With the plan of her own family forever lost Maartje had contemplated a career again. Jeroen was now a big shot and they had more money than they needed. So she had planned to go into teaching. However the highschools were not exactly waiting for a history teacher with no work experience. In the end someone had told her the primary school was looking for someone to teach the little ones. It was only for three months as the regular teacher was having a baby.
Maartje had left the lawfirm and enjoyed her new job. She might not have her own children, at least she had children around her all day. Jeroen seemed to have trouble to cope with that however. When she started to tell things that had happened during the day he would just grumble a bit.
When the blossoming mother had resumed her job Maartje had expected to go and help Jeroen again while she was looking for another job. But he had said he did not need her at the office anymore as he hired a new girl and she best could go and do some volunteering at a museum
That had been easier said than done and sitting home in an empty house had her boring herself to death, so she had insisted on coming back to work at the office. Jeroen had looked strange when she said that. The next morning when she was ready to go back to work he had taken her to his room in the lawfirm and closed the door. Then he had introduced her to mrs Verheij one of his associates.
Out of the blue he had told her he had an affair with his new secretary and was divorcing her and mrs. Verheij would represent him and she could discuss all with that lady. Of course she would understand it that from now on she had to live somewhere else.
Flabbergasted she had looked at the man. The man who she had loved over 15 years and for whom she had been willing to give up on children. He had someone else?
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She had moved back to the old university town and used the money from the divorce settlement to buy her cheap walkup apartment. To her horror she had discovered her prenup made sure all the estate went to Jeroen and the business was in his name only. Mrs Verheij had made it abundantly clear she might be very grateful that as a sign of goodwill Jeroen had been willing to grant her 50,000 euro to settle in somewhere else at least 100 kilometres away from him. Her own lawyer had adviced her to take it.
That was now two years ago and after some chats with a psychologist, long nights of crying, a ton of cookies and junkfood she had found herself a slightly overweight, aging spinster with no living family and ignored by former in-laws and business acquaintances, who had to live from such a small amount of alimony that equalled welfare. Oh yes Jeroen definably was a good lawyer. More and more she had come to realise it had always been about Jeroen and Jeroen only.
Of course even as a Dutch lawyer he would have been able to have a decent job if he had followed her abroad. He could have done a PhD or teach at a foreign university. Instead of helping him at his firm he could have suggested she would do a PhD when money was not tight anymore. He even did not seem to care that she was not growing heavy with children as now he could still show her off as his goodlooking wife. And have some juicy young flesh on the side.
After the grief had come the anger. And after the anger had come the resolve. So Maartje had accepted a job at the local school, got herself a subscription to the local gym and when the museum of antiquities advertised they were looking for a volunteer to help with the typing for the Carthage-expo she had applied.
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The last 6 months she had spent her Thursday evenings at the museum and her weekends typing about the history of Carthage.