***Many thanks to jayargonaut3 for editing this story for me!***
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The soft, silky shampoo bubbles tickle as they slither down the front of my body; the hot water stings as it sprays against my back. I tilt my head back and allow the water to flow through my long, dark hair as I rinse the remaining shampoo. I use my hands to trace the path of the bubbles down the center of my chest and under the swells of both breasts. I smile to myself as I allow my right hand to wander down even farther.
A long, hot shower is always the perfect way for me to start my day. I have many things planned as I have begun rebuilding the life I lost many years ago. I'm starting over in a new town with new faces and several hundred miles between me and the thing that destroyed my dreams. A huge weight was recently lifted off my shoulders and I am finally able to relax, for the most part, and enjoy life once again.
As my fingers slide between my legs, I find myself still mentally fighting the horrible way I was treated by my ex-husband when it came to sexually pleasuring my own self. To him it was wrong of me; I was basically cheating. He claimed not only my pussy as being his personal property but my entire body as being his and only he was allowed to give me such pleasure. Bastard! He bullied me so harshly that he was able to gain much control over me, but being young and naΓ―ve when we met, I didn't know any better. I simply gave up fighting and went along with all of his bullshit because it was easier than constantly arguing and being emotionally beaten down. He never laid a hand on me, but he certainly made up for it with all of the mental and verbal abuse he made me endure over the years.
I push the feelings of guilt aside and remind myself that I belong to me now! I don't have to deal with his shit anymore and I now realize I never should have felt any kind of shame at all. My fingers slip between the folds of delicate, sensitive skin and I close my eyes to take in my own sensual touches. I step farther back underneath the water; allowing it to flow over my shoulders and down the length of my roaming hand. I gently explore each crease before slipping my finger inside. My breath quickens as I reach inside myself as far as I can. My nipples tingle as they begin to harden with each deep caress I make inside. My free hand wanders up to find one and I squeeze it hard and give it a stiff tug. My thumb grazes over my clit and I flinch when I realize just how sensitive it really is. I circle it around and around before pulling my finger free from the tight grasp my neglected pussy has on it. I make long strokes over my clit and I feel it getting harder as I come closer to reaching my peak. Oh, how I yearn for a man to satisfy me again. Not just physical sex, but also emotionally. I had been nothing more than a fuck toy for far too long. I am eager to once again actually be with a man whom I want to please and allow him to do the same to me.
My body starts to get tense and I begin to feel the tingling between my thighs. My fingers work faster and I start holding my breath. So close! My back starts arching and forces my head even farther under the water. It trickles down the sides of my face and I'm there...but only for a second. My orgasmic high comes crashing down to the sound of a very loud, high-pitched beeping noise. My mind is jumbled as I'm trying to figure out where the sound is coming from before I realize it's the smoke detectors. My heart, which is already pounding from nearly getting off, now feels like it's going to explode.
I'm frantic as I quickly turn the water off, throw back the shower curtain, and grab my robe off the hook. The thin material clings to my wet body and my hair is still sopping wet as I run out into the hallway. A faint smell of smoke lingers in the air but I don't see it anywhere on the second floor. I run down the steps and notice the smell getting stronger. Did I leave something on in the kitchen? No, I couldn't have because I haven't eaten anything nor have I had my morning coffee yet. I run into the living room and see nothing there but as I make my way to the kitchen it's filling with smoke, and I realize the source: the dryer in the basement! I had taken the clothes out of the washing machine and placed them in the dryer before I went upstairs to shower. I can see thick black smoke pouring out through the basement door. I don't dare run down into the basement to check so I grab my cell phone and call 911. I quickly shut the basement door before running outside.
"911, what is your emergency?"
"There's a fire in the basement of my house. I'm guessing it's the dryer. I noticed smoke coming from the basement door and ran outside as soon as I could," I shriek at the operator while standing in my front yard. I remind myself to stay calm, but that's an extremely hard thing to do when all I can think about is my dream of starting over being burned to the ground.
"What is your location?"
It takes a minute for the answer to register. I've only been renting this house for a few months now...oh my goodness! My landlord is going to flip! What am I going to do about all of that? My mind is racing with all of my own questions on top of the ones I have to answer over the phone. The operator continues to ask for my name and phone number. Each question, which is typically a no-brainer, keeps getting harder and harder for me to answer as I watch smoke starting to pour out of the basement windows.
Shortly after asking if there is anyone else in the home and what exactly it was that I saw before leaving the house, I start to hear sirens in the near distance. My nerves calm slightly as I listen to them getting closer. It has felt like I've been on the phone for half an hour but it has actually been more like ten minutes. It's amazing how time seems to change when you're surrounded by a cloud of panic and fear.
"I can hear them! They're almost here!" I squeal a little too enthusiastically into the poor woman's ear.
"As soon as they arrive, you are free to hang up; I've gotten all of the information I need from you. I just want to make sure they get there while I still have you on the phone," she assures me.