Lady in the street, but a freak in the bed. I couldn’t help but wonder if that’s what all men wanted. Not a bad idea, I couldn’t help but thinking. And every woman has a little bit of freak, why else would we buy makeup, get our hair just so, and pick out lacy things to wear under our clothes.
It’s all part of feeling sexy, and knowing that if we were to get out of our clothes, at least we’d be something to look at. Falling in love doesn’t change that, you still want to know that your man can’t wait to get you out of your clothes and into bed- or the nearest most convenient surface.
Nothing like having a few buttons ripped in impatience to make you feel like you’re the best damn thing ever. Not that that’s happened a lot lately. I guess that’s part of it, things become complacent and you loose that ohmigod yes please I can’t wait need it now kind of urgency while enduring the sweetest torture. You forget what its like to spend just an hour on kissing and touching and teasing, much less the time that will follow that’s just making love.
But there comes this sense of need that replaces all that slow tenderness and that in itself can be one wild ride. I know exactly why I fell in love with him, he was the kindest sweetest silliest soul I’d ever encountered, and I couldn’t get enough of him. Falling in lust with him, well, that was easy too.
A good look in those lovely dark brown eyes and I was mush, much less his kisses that made me feel like I was drowning and didn’t want to come up for air, and the divine way it felt to be held in his arms. And, as I’ve said before, I’ll always thank the gods with a smile that the boy likes to walk around naked. As an old rap lyric goes, “brotha, wanna thank ya mother for a butt like that”.
Thunder rolls when he looks at me just so, and sometimes, there isn’t a storm, but other times, lightning follows the sound, just like it did this morning. I don’t know how it started, we both were getting ready for work, running around in as little as possible before actually having to get dressed and get on with the day. The same thing everyone goes through. But he had on music and he’s always doing something.
He was dancing around and grabbed me, and I couldn’t help but move with him. It turned into the sexiest little bump and grind and with his hands running up and down my back and resting on my bottom every now and again, I had chills. I’d forgotten that dancing was as much fun as you could have in your clothes, and I hadn’t really thought of how much just being that close to him turned me on. We fell into a sync where I could feel him getting hard as I moved in closer and lingered longer on rubbing against him. You could get lost in the feel of that, knowing that just dancing with you has left a man hard and wanting action.
And I’d be lying if I didn’t have to say that my nipples were already hard and begging for attention and I was already wet and willing from just that little bit of contact. “Yeah.” was all he had to say and I had his hand and was headed towards the bedroom, pausing to kiss him as we both stripped off what little we had on.