It's hard to have sex on a plane.
I don't mean physically, but emotionally. Judging the bathroom too small for any measure of real freedom, Marci decided that we should do it when everyone else was asleep. In our
seats
.
I wasn't so sure, but Marci isn't someone I can easily refuse, especially now that she was twenty weeks pregnant. She gets these cravings, and I have no choice but to try and satisfy each one to the best of my abilities.
She'd told me before we even boarded to be ready; it wasn't sex she craved, but sex on the
plane
. That was the clincher.
Waiting for it was like waiting for the electric chair. I had my last meal, some time to myself, to reflect on what I'd done, and why I was here, then next thing I know (long before I was ready, or before I'd judged that everyone was asleep), she reached over and pulled down my zipper.
I hissed, surprised. "Marci!"
She smiled, licking her lips in that way that drives me wild. Nothing overly sensual, but playful and sexy all at once. It never fails and she knows it. Revels in it, even. "You knew this was coming, David," she said, fumbling around in my pants. Snaking her hand into my underwear, she lit upon my penis, awake and alert at her touch. It bounced against her palm as I tried to constrain myself, enough so that I was hit with an image of it as a cartoon dog, tongue lolling out, jumping around with its tail wagging, knowing that it's going for a ride.
She pulled her hand back, gave it a few good licks, then replaced it onto my penis.
Warm.
I tried not to moan.
"Come on, David," she said. "This isn't about you."
"Damned if I don't like it anyway," I whispered.
Standing (not yet awkward; it'd be a some time before her pregnancy became onerous), she threw a look around the cabin before lifting her skirt (I'd never seen her in one before; when I mentioned it at the hotel, she looked at me funny and said "Who wears pants for airplane sex?") stepping in front of me, and sitting down.
I felt my penis touch her buttocks; she took hold of it, slid it between her legs, and up into her vagina. Quick and clean, no fuss, no muss.
I'd never minded foreplay (and was quite good, she'd mentioned), but honestly, it was the air show before the fireworks: interesting, amusing, but not half the fun.
Sensation hit me like a kick. Every time she slid up and down, a new wave would roll over me and to a dam somewhere that kept it all contained. With my face in her hair and my arms around her waist, I put my mouth on her shoulder to keep from moaning. Not that I was the louder of the two. At her loudest, Marci sounded as though she were being tortured for information by enemy forces.
"Bite me," she whispered between mewing gasps.
"What?"
"Bite my shoulder."
I did. Gently at first, then harder, I bit her as she fucked me and scratched at my legs with her nails. Her hands pushing up my shorts, she worked her nails into my thighs like a cat sharpening her claws.
The waves built and overpowered the dam; it broke, and I shuddered as pleasure and relief shook me. From the way she trembled in my lap, the way her walls constricted against my dick, I could tell she'd felt the same effect.
I counted her contractions; she stopped at three.
After a minute's rest, during which she lay back against me, panting, she slipped off, stood, fixed her dress, and bent to give me a kiss before heading to the bathroom to clean herself.
Not as concerned with hygiene, I tucked myself back in, pulled up my zipper, and reclined my chair to go to sleep, and just before I fell asleep, my head fell to the side, and I saw a stupid grin on the guy across the aisle. He was pretending to be asleep, but his pupils moved behind his eyelids, and his hand behind his blanket.
"I don't want to go," I said.
Marci had just gotten out of the bathroom, and startled me out of a light sleep as she shuffled her way to the middle seat. "It's your brother," she said, settling into her seat. Lifting the armrests, she lay on her chair and the empty seat next to hers, with her head on a pillow in my lap. My penis gave a small, limp hop before settling down again. "Your family."
"Yeah, I got that."
She turned her head to face me. "Your brother is getting married," she said. "Your youngest brother, the last bachelor of the lot."
"I wasn't there for any of the other ones," I said. "Why should this be different?"
"Because you didn't know me when the others got married."
"I did for the last three."
"Ah, but we weren't dating, love. Just fucking. That would have clinched it fer sure."
"You don't understand," I said, laying my head back, and closing my eyes.
"You're right, I don't."
"I really don't want to go," I said. "I wish you hadn't made me."
"It's a little late, innit?" she said. "We're on a plane headed for the States. Kinda late to voice an opinion, don't you think?"
"I'm done voicing opinions," I said. "Now, I just want to whinge a bit."
She put one hand on my own, and moved it to her stomach. "Feel this?" she said, with the same reverent tone she used when she spoke of our child. "This is you, and this is me. This is our family, and we can't have a family if you can't deal with your own. We can't make a new family if you don't what one ought to be."
"No," I said. "They are not the role models. Not for us. They are not the standards to which I will hold us."
"
I
want to meet them," said Marci. "Is that not enough?"
"I wouldn't be here if it wasn't," I said. "I just . . . I'm not looking forward to it. Dreading it, even. Like a tax audit, only the auditors have known you your whole life, and remember every embarrassing thing you've ever done."
"Oh? Like what?"
A brief chuckle escaped. "Well, I guarantee that the fourth-grade play will be mentioned at least once."
"What happened?"
"The Farmer in the Dell. I was the farmer."
"And?"
"I. . . ." My eyes cruised the ceiling, refusing to meet hers, while my cheeks burned. "Well, urine was involved."
She giggled. "Running down your leg, I imagine."
"Yeah, laugh," I said, though I couldn't keep the smile from my own voice. "Everyone else did."
"Oh, it must have been terrible for you," she said, but couldn't stop giggling. It got louder and harder, awakening a few sitting close to us. We got shushed, and more than one "shut the fuck up!" but we just laughed.
Marci must have sensed how nervous I was. Even awaiting our luggage, my stomach was all butterflies. My eyes tracked each separate piece of luggage, but saw nothing but memories I'd tried to forget. We hadn't yet left the airport and I already wanted to turn back, to return to London, to our loft a whole universe away.
I let our luggage pass us by, and we would have had to wait longer still if Marci hadn't spotted it.
"Babe!" she cried, tugging on a large suitcase, one too large for her to lift.
"Shit," I said. "Sorry."
I took it from her and set it to the ground. "Sorry, Marci," I muttered again.
She put her bag on her shoulder and tossed her hair aside. "Bit distracted, yeah?"
I shrugged. "It's been a really long time," I muttered. "Jesus, even the airport gets me all nostalgic."
She slipped her arm through mine, and we made our way towards the exit. "It'll be alright, love," said she. "You see if it isn't."