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The Torments Of Love Lies And Sex Ch 01

The Torments Of Love Lies And Sex Ch 01

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Preface:

This is the story of three female friends, their lengthy and complex relationships, their partners, their sex lives, and all the messy things that make us human. The story contains sex in many different forms, but it's not all about sex. It's more about relationships, good and bad, love, fear, insecurity, triumphs and mistakes.

The first chapter introduces the main characters and goes through some of their past experiences. I have chapter 2 partly written, but how far I take this story depends somewhat on how it is received, so if you like the story and want to see it continue, or even if you don't, please leave a comment with your feedback.

Chapter 1 - Admissions at the Coffee Shop

After almost a year of planning, our week-long vacation at the cottage was approaching rapidly. Hanna, Carly, and I were meeting at the local Starbucks to work out some details on June 17th with our week at the rented cottage beginning August 12th. There were still a few things to plan, like who was bringing what alcohol and, of course, food.

It wasn't going to be a girls' week away from the boys. We were bringing them with us. I was bringing my husband Tom. He was 30 and I was 29. We had no kids together, but he had a daughter from his first marriage who lived with her mother. Nice kid, but the mother was a real bitch.

Tom was a wonderful man who treated me like gold and loved fiercely, but there was a wall inside him that he'd built to protect his deepest thoughts and feelings. You see, Tom had been betrayed numerous times by people he loved and having suffered so much, he was reluctant to allow anyone to get all the way in. He protected his secret places, and they were for him alone.

Some people compare life to a card game between you and God where the loser goes to hell. Based on the cards dealt, Tom didn't stand a chance. First card in God's hand, Tom's father left when he was six to marry a younger and sexier version of his Mom. Then, when Tom was 14, his mother died after a lengthy battle with cancer. I'd call that fucked by the Almighty, so now God holds a pair of aces. There were additional betrayals along the way, so by 22 years old, Tom was playing against God's full house. The last card dealt was when Tom's first wife left him, ending a four year marriage. She told him that she'd been having a lengthy affair with one of his closest friends and that their child was actually not Tom's at all, but a product of the affair. Royal straight flush for God, game over.

I met Tom around two years after his divorce and quickly bumped up against the impenetrable wall surrounding his pain and his secrets. He was a nice looking guy with a strong jaw, sandy blonde hair, beautiful eyes, and a pretty good body. He worked out regularly and all my female friends commented favorably on his ass. We started to date and I really liked him, so I got to work ripping down that emotional wall, stone by stone. We've been happily married now for about two and a half years.

Tom was my second marriage as well. My first lasted three years, but I was only 23 when we got hitched. No kids from that union and I would describe my first marriage as tumultuous but incredibly passionate. My marriage to Tom was much more stable and anchored.

For the record, my name is Alice and I'm a wee lass from Ireland. Well, actually, not so wee. I'm 5' 8" and carry 135 lbs on a fairly slim frame. I have flaming red hair, neatly trimmed in the nether regions, brown eyes, smooth pale skin with some freckles, and plump natural lips, both top and bottom. Like a lot of Irish redheads, I'm reasonably well equipped in the bosom department measuring about 36 D. I have quite prominent darkish coloured nipples centered in equally dark areolas.

At 29 years old, my breasts are full, rounded, and firm, but I am aging. Two days ago, after getting out of the shower, I stood nude in front of the full length mirror, staring at the small paunch starting to form around my tummy.

"What are you staring at?" Tom asked.

"Seems like God delivered an extra few pounds when I wasn't looking," I sighed.

Tom, wearing only his boxers, came up behind me, reached around and put a hand under each of my breasts. He lifted them to feel their weight and check their firmness. "I wouldn't worry honey. God saw fit to hang most of those pounds on your chest, and the rest he distributed perfectly." Tom kissed my neck and I could feel his arousal starting to press against my butt. He slid his hands down my front, patting my paunch lovingly, and continued down to lightly caress my pubes. He spun me around squeezing my ass cheeks in his strong hands and kissed me passionately. I could feel his erection pressing into my tummy.

I just got out of the shower and didn't want to get sweaty, but how could you not reward such sweetness. Three minutes later, I was wiping a spilled drop of his cum from my chin and asked him to start breakfast.

"Do you want some coffee?" he asked with a big 'I just got blown' grin on his face. "You've already had the milk." He ducked as I threw my hair brush at him, and ran downstairs to get breakfast underway. Yea, I'd say I was pretty happy.

My oldest friend Hanna was bringing her husband Andy on the trip. Andy was a really nice guy and he and Hanna were great together. Whenever Tom and I saw them socially, we had a lot of fun.

When I was seven, my Mom died and Hanna was my next door neighbor. Being two years older than me, Hanna decided that it was her job to become my substitute mother, and she's been mothering me to one degree or another for the past 22 years. My relationship with Hanna is complicated. During the years we grew up together, she played different roles in my life as circumstances required. Mother, sister, best friend, confidant, and I'm not ashamed to say, for much of our relationship, she and I were casual lovers.

Hanna was a naturally empathetic person who could read people's feelings quickly and accurately. When I asked her how, she said she just picked up on little things. Subtle tones of voice, body language, facial queues. She would mold herself around other people's feelings like she would mold herself around the body of her lover. Her very presence was soothing.

Hanna had no body shame and could comfortably walk around naked in front of total strangers. She sometimes had a problem remembering that not everyone was so comfortable with nudity and sex. When she was nine, her two year old brother suffered from colic. When he was fussy, Hanna's Mom would put the child to her breast, saying that nothing soothes an unhappy child like suckling. She didn't believe in pacifiers as there was no love in a piece of rubber. Being a quick learner and a practical substitute mother, you can imagine how Hanna comforted me on those many days I suffered the loss of my Mom.

In adulthood, Hanna might best be described as a cross between Mother Nature and a modern day hippy. She was a very attractive woman with shoulder length brown hair, large round eyes that were strikingly blue, a very pretty face, and a warm, inviting smile. She had a well toned body with generous curves, great tits, and a tight round ass. She had large nipples and areolas that she said were very sensitive and wired directly to her clit. I loved her body, both figuratively and literally, if you catch my drift.

Hanna was in touch with her inner self and she loved all things natural. She was sexually liberated but only had sex after an emotional bond had been formed. She was completely pansexual and she taught me so much about the relationship between sex and love. She always told me that the two are inseparably intertwined, with far more complexity than most people realize.

Hanna taught me aspects of sex that most people never learn, certainly most men. Not mechanical details like how to tease the penis with just the tip of the tongue, no, that was more like a Carly lesson. She taught me how sex could comfort, heal, and forge bonds that lasted a lifetime. We did have wild passionate sex and many times fucked till we were both exhausted, but it was during the slow, gentle, extended sessions where passion was muted that she taught me the most. In my times of misery, loss, self doubt, and grief, sex was one of the tools she used intuitively to heal my wounds and rebuild my soul. She was the dearest friend I could ever hope for.

My other friend Carly was bringing Ed to the cabin, and this was a guy that she'd only been dating for a few months. When I met him, he seemed very full of himself and liked being the center of attention. He was a gym rat and had the muscles to prove it. I have to admit, he looked fabulous, but seemed shallow. I asked Carly how things were going with Ed and what she saw in him, as he wasn't really her intellectual equal.

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"Well, to be honest, I don't see this as being a long-term thing," she answered. In reality, she had no long-term things. She used to say, "I see life like a hotdog stand, and men are on the menu. Unless the selection comes with nice buns, a six pack, and a jumbo sausage, I'm just not buying." She was lively, often crude, always funny, and fiercely loyal.

I met Carly at college and we soon became close friends. I dated quite liberally, but she collected men like trophies and always entertained us with vulgar stories of which guy, or guys, she sucked, fucked, and dumped on a single weekend. I could tell that Hanna and Carly didn't really like each other. They were just too different, but I was the glue that brought them together and they were usually civil to each other.

Carly had very few limits, sexual or otherwise. She was attractive with short blonde hair, blue eyes, an impish grin, slender athletic body and, much to her shagrin, very small breasts. She had tiny nipples and seldom wore a bra. She had long toned legs with a shapely ass and regularly shaved or waxed her privates, so smooth as a baby's bottom down there. She knew that Hanna and I sometimes hooked up and she had absolutely no problems with that, but she had no interest in girl-on-girl so she and I never had sex together. Too bad. What a threesome we could have had.

"If you don't see a future with Ed, then why waste time on him, Carly? You're not getting any younger," Hanna asked.

"Well," Carly smirked with raised eyebrows, "It's because of his third leg."

"Seriously Carly?" I said, rolling my eyes.

"I don't get it," Hanna said, not catching the expression.

"His third leg," Carly said with a huge grin, "His dick Hanna. His dick is the size of your leg. It's fucking huge!" and she held her hands up in the air about a foot and a half apart, trying to convey the size of Ed's cock.

Now Hanna rolled her eyes. "Keep your voice down. People are staring at us," I admonished.

"You have to see it," Carly said, fumbling for her phone. In her photo reel, she had numerous pictures of Ed's dick, both flaccid and fully erect, and I have to admit, it was pretty impressive.

"Look at the veins running all over his shaft. You can watch them throb when I play with the head of his dick."

I looked him over carefully. "Sometimes when they're really big, they don't get really hard. Not enough free blood in the body to fill them up I guess. How hard does he get?"

"No problem there. You'll get more flex out of a baseball bat than his cock once he's fully charged. That thing is like a ramrod. I have to be warmed up and really wet to take him inside of me, and that thing is never going into my ass," she bragged.

Then Hanna shocked me by saying that Andy was pretty well endowed too. Carly asked for pictures, and to my amazement, Hanna took out her phone and showed us pictures of Andy laying on the bed stroking his boner with a 'come and get it' grin on his face.

"Hanna!" I cried.

'Well it's just us, right. I wouldn't show this to anyone but you guys. We're all friends so this is OK," she giggled.

"Would Andy be OK with you flashing pictures of his boner to your friends? I mean, he is going to have to look us in the eye pretty soon. If you tell him, is he going to feel embarrassed?" I asked, feeling a little concerned for Andy.

Hanna looked a bit hurt by the question. "I'd never lie to Andy or hide things from him. I wouldn't have shown you pictures of his penis if I wasn't sure he'd be OK with it. I mean, he has nothing to be embarrassed about, right? It's not like Ed's, but it's pretty nice," she said with a wide grin.

"Sure Hanna. Your husband's dick pics are safe with us," Carly laughed. "And I am surprised. He's much bigger than I imagined he'd be."

Hanna sat tall with a proud look on her face, her husband's cock now having been judged and approved on its size and virility. She'd probably been desperate to show us these dick pics forever, but didn't know how to raise the subject.

"Now Alice, you show us yours," Carly insisted.

"What? No way!" I replied.

"We showed you pictures of ours so now you have to show us pictures of Tom's prick," Carly demanded. "Unless there's some small reason you don't want us to see it," she said, emphasizing the word small.

Hanna looked a bit apprehensive with the pressure Carly was applying and my obvious discomfort, but in the end, she agreed, "It would be fair and Carly will never drop this until you do. It's just a picture of his penis. Are you worried that Tom would object?"

"No, but I don't have any," I protested. "Not with me. I mean, I have lots, but I don't carry them around," I lied. In reality, I didn't have any pictures of Tom's dick. It wasn't much to take pictures of. Tom had an attractive and very masculine physique in all other respects, but he just fell short in the dick department. He wasn't even five inches when fully hard, and about as thick as his thumb. When soft, he looked like a young boy.

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He pretended it didn't bother him, but there were many times when he showed just how self conscious he was about his dick. He always wore boxers and when I bought him four new pairs of briefs, he would reach under to fish out his boxers if there were any clean ones in the drawer. He would wear baggy bathing trunks, no matter how out of fashion they were. And he avoided things like saunas and men's change rooms, or any place where he would have to get naked in front of other men.

But I promised the girls that I would bring dick pics to our next coffee, so to cover my lie, I needed to take a few. I just had to figure out how I was going to manage that as Tom would never agree to me showing pictures of his dick to my friends. Well, I still had a couple of weeks to figure that one out.

Once Hanna, Carly, and I started talking about sex, the conversations got pretty raw as we were all very comfortable with the subject. At one point, Carly started reminiscing about our past adventures and finally said, "Don't you miss the good old days Alice. How can you lead this boring housewife life? Remember the nights we spent at the Blue Oyster Lounge? The hot guys, dancing till we couldn't stand anymore, giving blowjobs in the bathroom stalls to whoever tickled our fancy. That was life, and you gave all that up," Carly complained. "Your life is a complete drag now."

"Days gone by Carly. I have a good life and Tom is a great husband. Those wild and wonderful nights are a thing of the past for me," I sighed.

"But they don't have to be. Tom travels on business now and then. We could make it a girls' night out when he's gone. We'd have a blast, like old times. There's this new place downtown I could take you. It's got a super hot party vibe and the guys who go there are top shelf."

"What would I do there?" I asked, my interest peaked.

"What we used to do! Have fun!"

"I don't think Tom would approve."

"Then don't tell him. Say we went to a movie or something. He'll never know and you can get some of your life back again. Do you still have any of your party clothes cause I am not taking you clubbing in some Mom outfit?"

"I still have that blue dress with the slit all the way up the side. I think I can still fit into it," I said, getting a bit excited at the prospect of a night out.

"I love that one. It shows half your tits. You'll attract men like flies to honey."

"I don't know Carly. You just want me to play the cock tease all night long?"

"Sure, you don't have to fuck anyone, that is, unless you want to," Carly said with a devilish grin on her face. "I'd never tell."

Then, seeing the disapproving expression on Hanna's face, Carly snapped at her, "What's wrong with you, sour puss? Jealous of Alice having a bit of fun like in the old days? Did you even have good old days?"

Hanna took a deep breath to calm herself and said, "Oh, I remember those good old days. I remember the two of you out drinking and partying till 3:00 a.m. I remember the raunchy stories you'd tell about all of your sordid conquests."

Then, looking directly at me with some evident hostility, "I remember you coming home at all hours, drunk and your face stained with tears. I remember holding your hair back while you puked your guts out into the toilet. I remember how our friends described you as lively, vivacious, liberal, fun, sleazy, skank, slut and whore. And the rapes! How many times and by how many men!"

"I was never raped," I protested.

Fuming now, she interrupted, "When a man penetrates a young woman who is passed out or too drunk to give consent, I call that rape! And the times I waited up for you, and cried for you, because you were on a path of self destruction and I couldn't find a way to save you."

"That was when I was younger, before I met Ryan."

"Oh, yes. Let's not forget about the legendary Irish love affair," she continued, so agitated now her face was red and her voice was quaking. "You and Ryan. The ultimate in passion and red hot sex. Those were great days filled with three day benders and an assortment of recreational drugs. You were passed around between his friends like an open bottle of whiskey while that pig watched. I remember the nights you paced back and forth, certain that he was out there fucking another woman. I remember you looking through his phone and smelling his clothes for signs of his cheating. You hated him as often as you loved him.

"Oh, and I remember you dropping out of sight for days at a time, not returning my calls until suddenly you'd turn up on my doorstep, begging for my forgiveness and pleading for me to give you that special comfort that you always sought when you hit rock bottom."

"And you'd always take me in," I whispered, looking down at my hands because I couldn't look Hanna in the eye.

"Yes, I'd always take you in, and lead you to my bed, but you wouldn't let me undress you unless I turned off the lights. You didn't want me to see the latest round of bruises your loving husband gave you." She spat the last sentence, her contempt for Ryan so visceral.

"Ryan was a dog, and he treated you like his bitch! So many times you swore to me you'd leave him, and then, two days later, you were back in his bed. When that marriage ended, I rejoiced because I was sure that, sooner or later, he was going to kill you.

"With him gone, I thought things would get better, but with the help of this one," she shot an icy glare at Carly, "you fell back into your ways of debauchery, drinking, partying, and fucking any man that would have you."

"Leave her alone," Carly objected, but Hanna pointed an accusing finger at her and laid in.

"You! I like you, but I don't love you the way I love her. And I don't worry about you. You're as tough as nails. You chew people up and spit them out. I've seen you walk up to the brink of your own destruction, spit in its face, and walk away. You're a survivor and you'll always put yourself first. But Alice is a slave to her sex and alcohol addictions. If she keeps approaching the edge, sooner or later she's going over and that'll be the end of her.

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