We needed several days to get the house in order. The office transformed into JJ's room after all the office stuff was moved to the living area. The hobby room became Martin's. The guest bedroom became Suzie's, and the garage didn't see a car parked in it again for a very, very long time because it became a storage area of sorts.
Sunny drove back and forth to the farm almost every other weekend as I was thrust into fatherhood faster than ice cream melts in Hell.
We enrolled Suzie and JJ into the local public schools. Suzie started eighth grade and JJ was in the third. We placed Martin into daycare.
We needed months longer to figure out Social Security survivors' benefits which barely covered the basics of the kid's expenses. Since the guardianship was established, the children were covered under my medical insurance, and we used the hell out of it. None of the kids had previously benefited from regular checkups, and none had ever visited a dentist or optometrist.
We made sure Suzie and JJ received counseling from a child trauma specialist.
During the probate process, Sunny almost had a nervous breakdown when we were paid a visit at our house by a county constable. We were presented two sets of summonses to appear in court in the county in which the farm was located. We were both named as defendants in a lawsuit brought by two of Sunny's mother's siblings. They claimed their sister had borrowed trailers and farm equipment, and that we were claiming it as our own, attaching it to the estate.
We called Sunny's attorney to seek his advice on what to do about it.
"Samantha, with all due respect, your relatives aren't the brightest bulbs in the box. They've sued you in small claims court. All you have to do is respond to the summons, in writing, and explain to the court that you and your husband are residents of another
state
, for crying out loud, and are out of their jurisdiction. Attach copies of your driver's licenses and your voter registration cards. But, until you get dismissal notices, do not come into this county or you will be under the court's jurisdiction and could be compelled to appear on a warrant. If something here needs to be done, let me know and I'll make sure it's taken care of.
"I happen to have all the registrations and papers for those items which is enough to prove they're your property. Let those folks spin their wheels because they're only grabbing for money."
Sunny followed his advice, and a little over a week later, we received mail notifying us the cases were dismissed.
The same thing happened frequently enough we came to be on a first-name basis with our constable. He'd call and say, "I've got more papers to serve. Meet y'all at the coffee shop?"
I know, it sounds comical. Most process servers you see on TV shows have to chase and trick their targets into taking hold of the papers, whereas we'd meet ours at the shop every month or so. I couldn't get Sunny to see the humor of the whole situation. I felt content letting her moronic family chase their tails and spend their own money filing challenges only to have them dismissed.
But I'll tell you this. I didn't understand why they kept naming
me
in the lawsuits. I suspected it was because I'd taken Sunny into a decidedly middle-class standard of living, and they thought it meant I was soaking in cash.
After all, two of Sunny's aunts had spent several days in our new, comparatively enormous and modern house. Our baths and showers were nice. They didn't require baling twine or painters' tarps, or oven mitts to turn the hot water valve off.
As funny as I found it, Sunny became more devastated as she discovered how greedy her own "family" was.
Only one time did we have to appear in court. One "smarter" uncle filed a suit in one which could compel us to appear. Sunny's attorney told us he was suing for the very trailer used to bring the kids' stuff to our house. He had the sales order and the registration for it, but discovered the serial number on the trailer's chassis had very recently been ground off with a sanding drum and the license plates had been removed when he went to go take photographs.
The "trial," such as it was, lasted barely fifteen minutes. Neither Sunny nor I spoke much from the stand because our attorney successfully objected to almost every question asked by the unrepresented relative. We walked out of the courthouse and treated our attorney and his spouse to dinner. Since the suit was related to the estate, he wasn't technically entitled to any additional pay for the work, other than his commission on the value of the trailer to the estate, so a nice dinner was certainly appropriate.
All in all, it took over a year to settle the probate.
The entire herd of ninety-plus head was sold at auction. We weren't there to observe the event, but we were told it was an exciting affair. The livestock fetched a tidy sum and provided a decent inheritance for the kids, Sunny included.
A few years later, Sunny sold the farm, which up to that point, she'd leased to the same man who'd tended it before. It added a nice chunk to the heirs' balances.
About a year later, we enrolled Martin in Kindergarten. After we spent several days discussing the options, Sunny decided to leave her job and be a "stay at home mom." We considered the financial ramifications and determined we could afford it as long as she was prepared to draw from her inheritance, when needed, to cover any shortfalls. She agreed, then turned in her notice the following week.
As the years marched on, our lives never returned to where we'd left off. Instead, we had settled into a new "normal." The children adjusted to their new surroundings. Life was certainly different for the older two, as switching from living on a farm to having "parents" with white collar jobs and a house in the suburbs of a large city was quite a change. Martin, however, had no problems adjusting. After maybe two years, his memories of his former lifestyle had faded.
Almost immediately after the kids came to live with us, Sunny went back on the pill. We'd stopped all talk about having our own children. We were both uncertain what our futures would hold.
We knew we were sacrificing, but tending to three children was difficult enough. I was sure I couldn't care for more. I harbored a shit-ton of resentment against a certain deceased woman as a result, but that was the way it was.
Remember, prior to "the event," Sunny and I were trying to conceive. We had an
incredible
amount of enjoyable intimacy. Once or twice, because we were so exhausted from work, it did feel like a chore, but, much more often than not, Sunny and I would fall asleep together, wearing nothing but our skin, wrapped in gentle arms and light embraces, always anticipating the month Sunny would miss her period.
Beginning the night of that horrendous phone call, those nights didn't happen again. We went from sleeping together to simply sleeping in the same bed. Those are two very different things. From then on, when we went to bed, we were dressed in more clothes than we usually wore when we shared sheets before we were married in case we had a kid-crisis which needed immediate attention. Heck, for me, it was invariably shorts or sweats and a tee-shirt. Some might call them pajamas, but I could wear my bedclothes in public and not draw a single sideways glance.
Many couples will agree how having children puts a cloud in the bedroom. Now imagine having three, ranging in age from three to teen, appear overnight with no warning.
I'll advance the clock to the point where Sunny and I had been married over eight years. I wished I could collect on all the bets my friends or coworkers had made that we wouldn't last long. Most were genuinely curious why I didn't simply file for a divorce and get out of the mess when it first started.
"You're still young. You don't have a lot of assets to divide. You have no children of your own. You didn't sign up for that kind of shit!" was a common refrain, and an observation made by both men and women.
I won’t lie. The thought crossed my mind. They were correct, I didn’t sign up for it, but it was the hand we were dealt. I had made a vow to my wife and another to her late father, and, as difficult as it was, I had every intention of keeping them. It was also partly because I was raised in the belief how marriage is for life. In my view, people shouldn’t stay married only as long as it remains convenient. I loved my wife, and I know she loved me. To have walked away from her during such a trauma would have not only added to Sunny's devastation, but would have been a cowardly act on my part. It would have been cruel and inhumane. My parents were married almost fifty years before they passed.
Our sex lives did slowly return from the dead as we began to figure out how, even though there were children in the house, we could still have intimate moments. We had to work at keeping our voices down. We would usually turn up the volume on the bedroom TV to mask any grunts or moans. An agreement might be made well in advance, with a coded statement like, "When was the last time we rolled the pennies?" or, "What's airing on WBTM tonight?"
It matched the circumstances. WBTM stood for "Wham, bam, thank-you Ma'am or Mister" in reference to how much time we'd have to do our thing, hoping the whole time we wouldn't have a kid banging on the locked bedroom door because a nightlight bulb burned out, or the lullaby CD started skipping, or they'd had a bad dream.
There's nothing more frustrating than getting so close to the peak only to hear a kid screaming from across the house because they puked in their bed.
Sunny and I enjoyed occasional date nights out as Suzie became older and responsible enough to babysit her younger siblings. Such relaxing evenings often ended in a pleasurable way.
