I wake before you again and watch you sleep for a few minutes. You look so peaceful I don't want to wake you. I lean in and place a sweet kiss to your lips then grab a sweatshirt to throw on and head to make coffee. I take my cup and a blanket to the back porch. Sitting on the outdoor couch I tuck my legs and feet beside me and cover up. It's so beautiful here in the woods surrounded by nature. I hear critters in the trees nearby, an owl is somewhere close. While watching the sunrise my thoughts drift to you.
Thinking back to how we met online, you messaged me which led to staying up all night talking and flirting. We've been friends for a few years, both secretly hiding that we liked the other. I didn't think there was any way you would be interested in me, I was definitely wrong. We had an instant spark and felt a connection immediately. We've talked everyday since and that was 8 months ago. I know everything about you; every surgery and scar, every tattoo, your favorite foods and the way you drink your tea. I know you like to ride your bike to work and you like the rain as much as I do. You know everything about me too.
Despite the miles between us I'm closer to you than I have been to anyone in years. You see me, the real me, and all my flaws and quirks and love me anyway. We've spent countless hours talking about how to make this work, the Atlantic Ocean keeping us apart. The distance is painful but I need you and you need me. You have this way of making me feel like I'm special, like I'm truly precious to you. I feel beautiful and like with you by my side I can do anything. You help me battle my demons and fight my insecurities. When I'm having a difficult day or struggling to find the good you are my sunshine, you make even the worst days better. I know the exact moment I realized I was in love with you. I was having one of those bad days where I was struggling to face the world. You sent me a message saying "Your soul is what makes you attractive, Your heart is what makes you beautiful, Your passion makes you sexy". You absolutely melted my heart that day. I try everyday to show you how amazing you are.
We each have major obligations in our lives making this more difficult. You have your family and your job keeping you in England. I would never let you give those up for me. Both of my parents are elderly and depend on me, plus I own a business. Those keep me confined to Kansas. Four thousand five hundred miles sit between us and tear at my heart. The pull between needing you and not letting down my family is overwhelming. I fight back tears and swallow the lump in my throat refusing to cry while we're together. It seems hopeless that we'll ever find a way to make this work but we both refuse to give up.
You're standing in the doorway watching me, knowing I'm deep in thought and you wonder where my mind has drifted to this time. You step out on the covered porch and walk towards me wearing gray sweats hung low on your hips, no shirt, and messy hair from sleep. I look you up and down taking in how extremely sexy you are. A look of pure lust washes across my face.
"Morning Puddles" you say in that accent that takes my breath away.
"Morning Handsome" I say back with a smile. Puddles is the nickname you gave me months ago as a joke about how wet I always am for you and the gushing messes I make. It embarrassed me at first but now I kinda love it. I move my feet off the couch for you to sit, after you do you pull my feet into your lap. Rubbing my legs and feet making me sigh in contentment, Your hands feel amazing and melt away the tension I was building with my worries. I rotate a bit giving you better access to both legs. You move from my calves to my thighs massaging me innocently but building my desire just the same.
My thighs are very ticklish and you're aware of every spot, purposely hitting each one, loving to tease me. I wiggle away from your fingers as you play with my body, and giggle at your antics. You're mischievous and playful, always finding a new way to tantalize me. You slide up further and find I'm not wearing any panties. Giving me a roguish smile at your discovery, you slide the backs of your fingers across my pussy lips halting my movements. Trailing your fingers up and down a few more times has me sliding back closer to you and begging for more. You part my lips and trail one finger up to my clit, swirling it around my bud several times before making contact. I throw my head back and moan. You know exactly how to touch me and what I need. Sliding two fingers slowly inside me, I lift my hips pushing you deeper.
You place sweet kisses to my legs as you play with me, pumping your fingers in and out building me up. My desire is paralyzing me. Sliding out from under my legs and moving between them. Kissing your way from my knee to my vagina you make me gasp when you lick me. You moan as you suck my clit into your mouth and my eyes roll back. The feelings are different this time, no frenzied movements or rush to experience each other. This time is slower, there's more emotion and passion. You lick me slowly building my orgasm to a whole different level. Using your magical tongue you flick it across my clit then dip it deeply inside me. I explode in your mouth, My whole body tingles at the intensity of it and you continue through every spasm. I place my hands on your head and pull you up to my mouth. I kiss you passionately and our tongues dance together in perfect harmony. Our bodies were made for each other and we fit together perfectly in every way.
My hands roam your back occasionally digging my nails in. I feel your hard cock pressing through your sweats. Making your way to my neck you lick and suck a path to my ear.
Whispering you say, "I want you, so damn bad."
I say "I'm yours, always." Leaning up just enough for you to pull my shirt over my head and kick your pants off, You return your lips to mine. Letting your hands massage my breasts and my hard nipples before dropping your mouth to them and loving them with your tongue. Sucking hard on each bud making me arch my back and making me whine. I'm soaking wet for you and begging you to make love to me. I need to feel you inside me. You're overwhelmed with the same emotions and desires, desperate for me.
You press the tip of your hard cock inside me and we both moan in delight. You feel so good as you slowly grind into me. When you thrust deep and fill me completely my eyes and head roll back exposing my neck. You suck on me leaving another deep mark but I don't care. Our bodies move together, each driving the other insane. Shifting me just a touch, I drape my leg over the back of the couch and you slide in deeper. I bite your shoulder, unable to control myself. Digging my nails into your lower back I beg you not to stop. Peppering kisses on my neck and chest you show how much you need me. Thrusting in deep, you passionately push us closer to our orgasms. I feel it building in my soul knowing I'm about to explode. You grip my hips and pound me relentlessly. I cum violently, my pussy clenching you and I spasm hard. I bite your shoulder again.The way I pulse around you pushes you over the edge. We ride the wave together clutching on to each other desperately.
You flip us over and pull me into your chest, covering us with a blanket. We lay in each other's arms completely satisfied. You mindlessly play with the ends of my hair. This moment is perfect. I'm so in love with you but terrified telling you will push you away. I slide my hand up the side of your neck and place a kiss to your cheek. We lay together and just enjoy each other for a few hours, talking, laughing, and a bit of napping.
I wake up feeling every hard inch of your cock pressed against my leg. I clench my thighs tightly to ease the throbbing need. Reaching out, I take you in my hand and begin to touch you. I drag my nails up your dick using a feather light touch. You open your eyes instantly and wrap your hand around mine. We stroke you together until I can't take it anymore. I need you inside me now. Moving over I sit between your legs facing away from you on my knees. You lay your thighs over my ankles and line your cock up from behind. I slowly sit back onto you, allowing you to slide inside my pussy. You feel so good, impossibly deep. Gripping my hips you thrust upward and fill me completely. I throw my head back, saying your name. My long hair lays across your stomach driving you crazy. Unable to resist you fist my hair and pull. Liquid gushes out around you as I soak us both. I love your sensual side but your rough dirty side is insanely sexy. I ride your cock, grinding myself into you. You fuck me hard from beneath me and I pull on my nipples with one hand working together to draw out my orgasm. Your large hands grip my hips as you thrust upward. I reach down and rub my clit causing my orgasm to rip through me. Screaming your name I beg you fuck me rougher. When my tremors stop you help me turn around and lay on my back. You straddle my head and feed me your dick. Relentlessly you fuck my mouth, pulling my hair as you do. I can't move as you've pinned me down. I'm gagging but you just go deeper. I reach my hands up holding on to your ass and dig my nails in. Both of us are moaning in pleasure. I suck hard and squeeze your balls causing you to cum, you shoot your load down my throat and I lick up every drop.
After we freshen up we decide to go for a drive, spend some time outside of our cabin. You have some place you want to take me.It's damp out now and overcast, rain is moving through our area. I have no idea where we're going and I'm giddy with excitement. You've packed us a backpack and a blanket. I keep guessing places you could be taking me but you chuckle at each guess and refuse to answer. I watch the wipers clear the windshield in silence trying to figure out our destination. I'm completely stumped and feel like I'm missing the obvious answer. After driving for quite a while we pull up to a nature reserve. We park in the designated area and you shut off the engine. You reach out and grab my hand brushing your thumb across my knuckles. I know where we are, this is someplace special to us. The very first time we spoke on the phone it was raining and you'd brought your dogs here to play. You sent me pictures of a fallen down tree and called it "our tree". We've talked about sitting here together and talking wrapped up in your arms and watching the sunset.