Chapter: June
"Ties That Bind"
In a parallel universe, anything is possible. A world might exist where you're the president, a prize-winning journalist, a loud-mouthed radio host, or maybe just a homeless bum. An ideal you might even exist, a you that never had any regrets, made all the right choices, and walked through life with a song on your lips. It's an appealing fantasy for those who are sure there are worlds other than these, and that a better place can be found in amongst their number.
Jahn had bookshelves full of the stuff in the old apartment, and had an odd certainty that he must have stumbled into one of them. Sweet dreams are made of these, he thought, the rhythmic beat sliding through his head like liquid mercury, as he breathed in the lingering perfumes of the women beside him.
It seemed only natural that one of them might join him that first night, in the bedroom they'd given him. Fiona had been the first, slipping through the half-open door with a light knock to announce her presence, a slight smile on her face as she silently moved across the room and embraced him. Raising her lips to his cheek for a lingering goodnight kiss, she whispered, "Would you mind if I stayed with you tonight?" making the request shyly, as if the act of sleeping together in one bed were somehow more intimate than the sex they'd already enjoyed.
Of course he didn't mind, and as he lay down, she settled her small slender frame next to his on the spacious bed, nestling her head into his shoulder, and tracing a finger across his chest in a possessive gesture.
With all the subtlety of an elephant in a china shop, Jen spilled into the room less than ten minutes later, halting at the sight of her sister and her boyfriend already lying together on the bed. There was nothing to interrupt, as they'd only meant to sleep, but the sisters stared at each other like unfamiliar stray cats trying to work out the ownership of new territory. Finally, and without a word, Fiona lifted a hand, gesturing to the other side of the bed. His other shoulder, he realized. A sigh of relief escaped him, prompting the brunette to give him a reproving knuckle to the ribs. Her sister seemed to have decided that the unspoken suggestion had merit and circled the bed, taking a seat, and drawing her long legs up beside him, before finally lying down.
Total chastity, safe within each sister's boundaries, because nothing more than a loving embrace was needed. Darkness was slow to draw in through the blinds, but it was a long while before he slept.
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With Mrs. Reed in town, he was reminded of what little family he had left. Both his mother and father had passed nearly a decade back, and Jahn hadn't spoken to Roger in nearly a year. Natural, of course: his brother had a wife and a kid, a life of their own. He should contact his brother about his plans, but needed a good excuse... no, he really didn't. Roger was family. Pulling out his cell, he keyed in the number, still familiar to him even after so long.
His brother picked up on the second ring. "Holy shit, Jahn, that you? Been awhile, bro."
"Yeah," Jahn responded uncomfortably. "Time flies..."
"It's cool, buddy. 'Shell and Joey keep me busy here. Need anything, or you just call to shoot the breeze?" The cheerful goodwill of his brother seemed to exude from the device in Jahn's hand.
"Actually, yeah. You have everything you want from Mom & Dad's stuff in the storage unit?"
"Everything except the mahogany dresser, yeah. 'Shell wants it for the extra room when we finish it.. Sayyyyyy, you finally got Andrea to soften up and move in with you?"
"Ah, no. Ended that a few months back, found someone new."
A low whistle sounded from the other end. "Sorry to hear that, I know you were really into her."
Jahn replied, more curtly than intended. "The relationship ran its course."
"Yeah, got it..." He'd had a few conversations with Roger about his ex early in the relationship, but it always left a strain, so he'd dropped it. "So, just a few months back, huh? Quick worker. Who's the lucky girl?"
"Ummm, Jen and Fiona Reed. You wouldn't know them."
"Geninfiona? That some sort of Germ- Wait, did you say 'them'?" The surprise in Roger's voice was clear.
"Well, it's like this..." Filling in his brother on the details, he waited nervously, hoping Roger wouldn't think he was some kind of idiot, or gone cultist, or worse, pull the same drooling routine some of his friends from work had given when they found out he had not one girlfriend, but two. Jahn shouldn't have worried. Roger was a rock to lean on, always had been.
"It sounds like you really dig them. I'm glad for you, bro."
"You don't think it's weird, then? Or like I'm taking advantage of them or something?"
"I've met men and women and seen all kinds of relationships all over the world. An extra girlfriend is like... nothing here in the USA. You could shout random shit nd show them off like arm candy, and nobody would bat an eyelash. Far as the personal judgments go, you've never been the kind of guy to treat a girl like that. If you believed you might, I trust you'd do the right thing."
"I guess I would."