" It get's better, darlin', I promise." Jesse whispered in my ear, and then licked it. "Are you ready for more?" I was laying on top of him, content just to rest my head against his should and feel his heat against my body. My body was still humming, and every time his fingers trailed down my spine, I shivered. I was still trying to catch my breath. He moved my long hair out of his face, and cupped my face in his hands. He was staring at me. I'm not sure what he was looking for, but his eyes burned into mine. His blue eyes were so intense, and I got lost in them. Even as kids, I had always had a crush on him. I followed him around like a puppy. From the beginning, it was his eyes I was drawn to, even then. His eyes were kind, and gentle, and mysterious as children. Now, they glittered and burned. Powerful. Dangerous. I could feel the sexual tension radiating from him in every pore of my body. For an instant there was a part of me that was terrified.
"Rachael...talk to me baby. What's going on in that pretty little head?" He asked softly, tucking a strand of my hair behind my ear. "What just scared you?" How did he know?
I never could hide anything from him well. If I had tried to write him before, he would have known instantly I was hiding something. I tried to smile, but I could feel the corner of my mouth quiver. It was an annoying nervous tick I had.
"Nothing really. Don't worry about it." I said. I kissed him, slowly, and sucked his bottom lip into my mouth playfully. I wiggled my hips, settling closer to his body, pressing myself into the heat and hardness of his body.
"Tell me, please?" He asked. "I need to know what you're thinking." He kissed me.
I sighed. "For a moment, the look in your eyes scared me...you're very intense Jesse. It's a bit intimidating for a girl. That's all." I laughed. "Don't worry." I reassured him. "I don't want to stop. Show me more." I whispered, kissing him again. He groaned when I wiggled my hips again.
"Rachael...you're going to have to stop doing that." He warned, hitching his breath. "I won't last if you tease me like that."
"Really?" I giggled. "What does it feel like for you?" I could feel my face blushing, but I couldn't help it. I was too curious. I didn't dare ask anyone but him. I wiggled down a bit more, and rocked my hips.
"Geez...Rach..." He hissed. Jesse shot up off the bed locked his legs around mine and rolled us both over so that I was underneath him. "Baby girl, you're playing with fire here. I'm trying to be a gentleman." He moved so that he was stretched out beside me, pinning my arms over my head. "I have to stay in control here, and you're making it very hard for me." His wavy dark hair fell into his eyes. I wanted to brush it away for him, but my arms were pinned.
"How hard?" I asked, raising an eyebrow, giggling. I couldn't help teasing him. We teased each other all the time as kids. It was fun. I was still a little nervous, but not so much anymore. Not with him. I knew even if I pushed him, he wouldn't really hurt me. He made me feel safe. Daring.
Jesse chuckled, shook his hair out of his eyes and leaned down close to my face, nose to nose. "Why don't you find out for yourself." He dared me, staring me straight in the eye.
"Touch me." He whispered seductively. Immediately I felt a strong throbbing sensation deep inside. It made me gasp.
I swallowed hard, and felt myself blush. Crap. "I don't exactly know what I'm doing here, Jesse." I said softly.
"I know. It's ok." He said, rolling over so that he was laying on his back next to me. He removed his black t-shirt and kicked off his shoes. "Sex is mostly instinctual anyway. Just do what feels good. Explore. Play. Have fun. It's the only way to learn." He laid back and put his hands under his head. "Remember what I said? Your in charge here. Just keep in mind, you can only tease a guy so much before he reaches his limits of control."
"What's your limit?" I asked him, sitting up. My displaced bra was getting annoying. I slipped it over my head and threw it on the floor. He laughed, "That's depends on you, darlin'" He grinned. "If earlier is any indication, I won't last long." My cheeks flushed and I decided not to respond to that.
I sat next to him, silent, just staring at the button on his jeans and the obvious bulge underneath. Slowly I reached out and touched him with the tip of my fingers. I could feel the heat of him, even through the denim, the hardness. I ran my finger up and down, feeling him. I heard a barely audible groan and looked up at Jesse, studying his face. He stared back at me, eyes hot with desire.
"Keep going. Take my pants off sweetheart." He said gently, smiling. I nodded, and reached to undo the button of his jeans. The button popped open and even slower I pulled the zipper down. The room was so silent each click of the teeth of his zipper sounded loud in the room. I could feel his penis straining under the cloth of his black boxers, the very tip poking out the top.
Jesse lifted his hips and I pulled his jeans down to his knees. He kicked them impatiently the rest of the way off. There was a small trail of hair going down into his boxers. I started there, running my fingers through the hair. My hands were shaking.