I felt his big hands traveling over my body...over and over, head to toe. I felt like I was swirling in a black cloud. I couldn't see him. I couldn't touch him. Every time I reach out my hands, I only feel air. I feel his lips touch that sensitive spot below my ear. "Baby, I wanna fuck you so bad...." I feel ripples of desire flow over my heated flesh. Yes! Yes! I want that, too. I feel something brush across the small of my back...was it his cock? I turn around quickly. I must have turned to quickly because I am falling now. Falling so fast I feel like the wind is being sucked from my chest. "No...wait. Wait!"
I sit up in bed. My breath is coming in quick, heated gasps. I realize I am covered in sweat. My mind comes to here and now. I am safe in my bed...alone. I close my eyes and let out a frustrated groan. I roll over in my bed and grab my pillow. Behind my closed eyelids, I try to replay my dream.
I remember the faceless man who always seems to haunt my dreams. Why? Night after restless night he torments me, touches me, fucks me, whispers to me. Night after night, I wake up only to realize, I am alone.
I groan again. I am 26 years old. I have a great job. I have a great little house in a respectable community. What is wrong with me?
I roll over onto my back. "I know what's wrong with you...you're a freak." I laughed out loud at me talking to myself. I am not talking about outwardly freaky but sexually freaky.
I love all things kinky. The wilder the better. So, you would think I would have hundreds of guys lining up outside my door? NOOOOOO. They all run for the hills when they realize how I like to have sex.
I can't help it, though. I feel like I shouldn't have to hide myself from the things I like, the things that bring me pleasure.
Before I could contemplate any further on my life, I heard the annoying sound of my alarm clock. "FUCK!" I was not ready to get up for the day. I usually wake up and masturbate thinking of my faceless man.
Usually, my faceless man doesn't leave me so sexually frustrated. Usually my faceless man fucks the hell out of me and then recedes into the shadows when I wake up!
I turned the alarm off, and I slowly climbed out of bed. I should be used to this by now. I climb out of bed at 2 a.m. actually wanting to go to work. This morning, I just want to climb back in bed and forget the day.
I walk down the hall towards the bathroom. I don't even bother with turning on the light. I just jump right in the shower. I let out a yell when the ice cold water hits my skin. It sounds like a punishment, and, I guess, in away it is.
I can shower myself in my sleep, and usually, most mornings I do. By the time I am rinsing off the soap, the water gets blissfully warm. I turn my face into the spray. I imagine my faceless man spooning me from behind. His warm arms wrapping around my waist.
I can feel his hard cock pushing against my back. I imagine him whispering in my ear, "How about a quickie before work?" I feel his magic hands grabbing at my tits, squeezing them and milking them. My nipples hard and throbbing against his palms.
"God, I need a man!" I shut the water off. I climb out of the shower, and I catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I watch myself toweling the water from my skin. I am tall, average weight. I have long black hair and big, blue eyes.
My favorite part about me is my breasts. I love to squeeze them around a fat cock while I suck on the head of it. I love the way my tits look covered in cum. The white cum looks so yummy against my brown aureoles. My nipples always hard and demanding to be licked off.
I glance at the wall clock. Shit! I am going to be late for work! I run back to my room, and I dress in record time. I run, breathless, out of the house and down the street for the bus.
I get to the corner just in time to see the bus door close. "No, wait! Wait!" The driver smirks at me, but he at least opens the door to let me on the bus. "Thanks!" The driver eyes me up and down without shame, "Next time, nursey, I'll make ya walk." Then, he snorted at his own joke.
I found a seat in the back of the bus. I hate it when people make nurse jokes at me. Yes, I am a nurse. The hospital I work at still makes us wear the dumb caps and white uniforms. I closed my eyes and laughed at myself. Here I was getting mad at an old, perverted bus driver.
The bus driver drove to the hospital in record time. I was very thankful for that! I clocked in with only a minute to spare. I raced to the assignment board only to find out I was stuck in the burn unit for the next 3 days! I hate the burn unit. It is so depressing.
I rode the elevator up to the 3rd floor. I saw the night shift nurse sitting at the nursing station the minute I stepped off the elevator. "Nice of you to show up, Jennifer!", she snarled at me. I put on my brightest smiles, "Well, I at least showed up. All I wanted to do was stay home and...." She cut me off. "I don't care. Just sit down and get report. I have to be back here in 12 hours, and I would like to get some sleep."
I figured I better shut my mouth because if she didn't show up tonight, I would be stuck working a full 24 hours today. Ginny rattled on and on about what a crazy night it had been. I listened wordlessly while she gave me report.
In room A, there was a 72 year old man who got up at 12:30 a.m. to drink a bottle of liquid bleach. He had burned his lips, face, chest, hands, and of course, burned his insides something terrible. Ginny half joked that he wouldn't be here when she clocked back in tonight. If he did make it, he would not be going back home to live by himself that's for sure.
In room C, there was a little 7 year old Amish girl who burned her self in a vat of hot oil. She had burned her face pretty badly, but she had been here for most of the month and would soon be going home.