After sustenance, which we both needed, I am feeling a little giddy. Here it is, the 2nd time I have met this man and already feel totally in tune with him or at least his body.
How is it you can talk with someone for hours, email him enough to burn up the internet lines and believe you know him and then when you meet, it's either fireworks that you don't want to end or it feels like detention with time dragging on forever. I am glad it was fireworks, let's hope the shower didn't put any sparks out.
As we sit both dressed, and me feeling a little tired, I look at this man and ask him what now?
I mean after being with him two times, does that mean we are done with this dance or was it just foreplay for longer more exciting hours with him?
I am a little nervous, for both answers actually. What if that was it, and 'Oh god!' what if it wasn't. I feel completely out of my element.
I decide to just play it cool, be myself and seriously, who doesn't love learning new things? He has been just looking at me while I have this internal conversation, and I wonder what he is thinking, but as usual he keeps that to himself. With a half smile, half smirk on his face, I wonder if he thinks he knows what I am thinking.
I may have to surprise him and as I am wondering what I can come up with, there is a knock at the door. Who could that be? I look to Liam and he shrugs, so I go to the door.
I open it slightly as I am just wearing Liam's t-shirt and my panties. It's the young man to pick up our lunch tray.
I tell him just a sec and turn to get my robe and then pause in mid step. I turn back around and open the door wide and say come on in. I look at Liam and he is practically rolling as he keeps his laughter quiet, damn does he read my mind? That infuriates me, why does it feel like his making fun of me?
As if I can't come up with an original idea, which makes me mad and I suppose eggs me on. With a startling realization, I guess part of me wants to do these things, be this adventurous, and be what ever I want while I have this time with Liam. Things I have never done before, but have fantasies about.