Very slowly, mainly because of my knee, we walked through the house to her bedroom, which thankfully -- as it turned out -- was on the opposite side of the house from John's. I left my crutches in the living room, and leaned some -- okay, more than some -- on Susan as we walked down the hallway.
Once inside, Susan closed -- and locked -- the door. She lit about a dozen candles throughout the room, then turned out the lights.
Susan helped me walk over to the bed, then told me to go ahead and get undressed while she took a quick shower.
"I promise I won't be but a few minutes. Okay?" she asked, as she quickly kissed me.
She was a good as her word -- in less than five minutes she walked out of the bathroom, completely naked.
I was simply in awe! Even by, or perhaps especially because of the flicking candle light, I knew I had never seen a more lovely sight.
If I thought I had died and gone to heaven before -- well, seeing Susan slowly walking across the room to the bed was so far beyond that I can't even describe it.
If my time on earth was through at that very moment, then I could have died perfectly happy -- knowing that I had seen the most beautiful woman on earth and that she was naked for me.
I have to admit here, that one thing I have never understood is women's bra sizes. Over the years I have known women with large breasts who might wear a 34 or 36 bra, and women with very small breasts who might wear a 36 or 38 size. So I knew enough to know that the nominal size actually had as much to do with the circumference of the chest, as the size of the breast. In other words, women with thick chests would naturally have a larger bra size than slender or thin women.
But I have never understood the letter designations, such as A, B, C, D, E, F, etc. And when you throw in double letter combinations such as DD, EE, etc., it is even more confusing.
Earlier in the week (after I had asked, perhaps impolitely), Susan told me her measurements were 34-23-34. Several days after our first night together, Susan told me she usually wore a "B" cup, but sometimes would wear an "A" cup, and sometimes a "C" cup, so I think I will always be totally confused.
All I can tell you is that Susan's breasts were the most beautiful I had ever seen, and later held and kissed. Perhaps it would be better to say that her breasts were about the size of a peach, and like a peach were sweeter than I could describe.
I also couldn't help but notice that she was completely hairless "down there."
I used to think that all women were pretty much the same, but since then I learned that, in fact, all women are actually completely different. The vulva in a woman are like snowflakes -- no two in the world are identical.
I also learned that they all tasted different. And I have also learned that no two women respond the same way to someone kissing, and licking them, and that some women can't stand to have a man touch their clitoris after they climax, and some women get even more turned on, and have even heightened orgasms.
I was very curious to learn what Susan liked, and what she didn't. And I wanted to make her experience with me the best she had ever had, or had ever even dreamed possible.
I was only wearing a pair of boxer shorts, and still sitting on the side of the bed.
Susan sat down beside me.
I reached over to take her hand, and realized that she wasn't simply trembling, she was shaking like a leaf.
Remembering what Debra had said, I very gently put my hand up to her face and looked directly into her eyes.
"Don't be scared, my Angel," I said, "I promise I will never hurt you, or make you do anything you don't want to do.
"I am not expecting anything from you, and if you just want to lay down together tonight, just holding each other, then I will still be the happiest man on earth."
Susan didn't say anything, but I noticed that the intense shaking nearly stopped, and now she was just trembling slightly.
She leaned forward and kissed me.
And I kissed back.
Susan took my hand and put it on her breast, and I heard her moan softly as I began gently caressing her.
Susan broke the kiss and put her lips next to my ear and whispered so quietly I had to strain to hear.
"Please love me, Dennis, please love me. Please make love to me now."
I whispered back to her, almost as softly, "I do love you Susan, and I will always love you. And with your permission, now I will make love to you."
Susan began kissing me again, and now I put one arm around her back, while continuing to gently knead her breast, then took my thumb and began rubbing her nipple.
She moaned even louder, and began kissing me even harder.
Since we were both still seated on the side of the bed, I tried to gently push Susan over onto her back, while shifting my position on the bed and bringing my legs up.
Intense, incredible pain coursed through my body, and I think I nearly blacked out for a second or two as I gasped in agony.
"Oh, shit!" I exclaimed, as beads of sweat sprang out across my forehead.
"What's wrong? What's wrong?" Susan cried out.
"My leg," was all I could say through clenched teeth.
Since the surgery, the only way I could get into bed was to carefully sit down on the edge of the bed, then either I or someone else would have to put their hands under my thigh and slowly lift my leg onto the bed. It still hurt, but since I was expecting it I was prepared for it.
Now, however, in the passion of the moment I had completely forgotten about my leg.
And this time there was nothing slow or gentle about my movement as I tried to lift my leg and swing it around onto the bed.
After several intense, pain filled moments, the worse of the pain began to pass, and Susan was finally able to help me get my injured leg on top of the bed.
Then, still naked of course, she laid down beside me. I was lying flat on my back.
That was when I found out Susan had an evil streak inside her.
"I am not expecting anything from you, Dennis and if you just want to lay down together tonight, just holding each other, then I will still be the happiest woman on earth," she said, as a big, beautiful smile appeared on her face.
Hearing my words repeated back to me prompted me to threaten her with my crutches! Of course I had to add that she would need to go get my crutches, since I had left them in the living room.
She laughed, and said she "never realized I have this hidden power to make men cry out in pain."
"I wonder what else I can do to you," she quipped, as she straddled my waist and leaned forward and kissed me.
Both my hands reached up and began caressing her breasts as she gasped, then began kissing me harder.
Soon I pulled forward slightly on her breasts and she slid up on my torso until I could take first one, then the other breast into my mouth.