June 2006
There was some kind of chemistry between them in the car that day, something that was never there before. Allison kept looking over at Pete in the driver's seat wanting to touch the wisps of his dirty blond hair curling up from underneath his baseball hat. That would be totally inappropriate to do though, they didn't touch each other like that. Sure, they were friends, they hugged, occasionally he'd put an arm around her shoulders in an appropriate situation, but she couldn't just reach out and touch his hair. Even if it looked so incredibly soft and inviting.
Pete, however, didn't seem averse to touching that day, extending his hand out across the center console and patting her thigh at random points during their nearly four-hour road trip, as an emphasis for the various things that he was saying to her.
"And so this guy, Ed, he just so nonchalantly drops it in the middle of a conversation that 'oh yeah, that time when I went to the swingers club with my girl..." And the rest of us just kinda do a double-take, you know, like 'I'm sorry, you what?!'" Pete's hand came down on Allison's thigh, just as he paused. One, two seconds and it lifted again returning to the wheel.
"How do you know the guy?" Allison lifted her eyes from the spot where his hand had been and looked over at his face.
"Someone I went to high school with," Pete shrugged. "I can't say that we were necessarily great friends, he's a year older, but you know, a bunch of us who are back in town now after college, we hang out at this bar on Friday nights after work. Happy hour." She nodded.
"Right. So what happened at the swingers club?" She was really curious to know. It sounded intriguing. Allison's own sex life wasn't super exciting. Pete gave her a quick glance, peeling his eyes away from the road. There seemed to be a twinkle in them when he looked at her.
"It was an older couple who were interested in them, in swapping, and they went for it. So that was the story of how Ed nailed a woman old enough to be his mother," Pete chuckled. She liked his laugh. He always had a pleasant-sounding laugh, but now it sounded extra... zingy.
"Wow," Allison's eyes grew wide at the idea. "And I thought my... thing with Henry had such an incredible age difference. He was only 6 years older than me." Pete glanced at her again, a small slice of a smile on his face.
"Six years is still plenty," he reached out to pat her thigh again, "especially since that was a relationship rather than a single night of fun." It was several seconds this time before his hand lifted.
"Ugh," Allison rolled her eyes. "That was hardly a relationship. That was a weird non-commital, non-exclusive, prolonged dating situation," she explained. Pete chuckled again. Why did that sound suddenly strike her so sharply? The way he looked at her sent little sparks right down between her legs.
"Well, it's better than what I've had the past year. There hasn't been any kind of dating situation at all, prolonged or otherwise." Pete admitted. "I've had exactly zero dates this calendar year so far and it's freakin' June."
"That's... tragic," she pressed a hand to her chest in a dramatic manner. Pete didn't seem to have a lack of girls interested in him back in college, but life after college was obviously vastly different. "I'm sorry."
"I'll live," and there was the hand again. One, two, three seconds this time. They haven't seen each other in a few months, not since the last time that they had made the long drive down to their former college town to visit friends who either stayed in town after college or were still in school. They stayed in touch in between, talking on instant messenger several nights a week, but they hadn't seen each other since March.
Allison stared at the place where Pete's hand had touched her a moment ago, thinking about whether this meant anything, whether he just suddenly acquired this new habit that he didn't have before... wait... he didn't do this two days ago as they were driving down!
They were quiet for a period of time while Allison sorted out her thoughts about what was going on. She and Pete have known each other since their freshman year. They lived in the same dorm that year and they ended up being the only two freshmen to make it into the co-ed a capella group. They shared a lot of mutual friends, went to a lot of the same parties, and occasionally had a class together too. He wasn't her best friend. That honor was reserved for her former roomies Dotty and Leah, with whom she had spent the majority of the past weekend. Pete had dropped her off at Dotty's apartment and they had only met up again Saturday night, when they went out to the bar with a mutual group of friends. But he was a good guy and a solid friend. Someone she had never considered as anything other than a friend.
"What's wrong?" Pete's hand landed on her thigh again after a prolonged period of silence. She looked at him and then stared down at his hand, which wasn't moving away at all this time. "I'm sorry. Would you rather I didn't do that?" He waited to remove his hand until he got a response from her.
"No, it's fine," she covered his hand with her own. His was so large and warm to the touch. "I don't mind it." He flashed her a quick smile and she suddenly wanted to melt into the seat. "Is it... just a friendly gesture that you seemed to have acquired over the weekend, or... something else?"
Pete looked out at the road for a few beats before his hand turned on her thigh, facing palm up, and grasped her hand into his. Allison's heart jumped up into her throat, hammering there.
"I guess something a little bit more," he admitted.