Laura had a secret hobby that even her boyfriend Ben knew nothing about, and she had no intention of letting him in on her naughty secret. Laura had been writing erotica and porn stories, for her own enjoyment and as aids to her masturbation sessions, ever since she first discovered Literotica, an online collection of sex-based fiction. It had amazed and thrilled her that such excitingly sexy stories were right there, in plain sight, to be read by anyone. How wonderfully liberating! She started writing her own stories and just kept on writing them.
Some parts of the writing process came easily to her. She'd never suffered a drought of plotline ideas, which she drew from her deep well of raunchy fantasies. But she felt that her storytelling skills lacked the quality necessary to make her stories worthy of posting at sites like Literotica. She considered enlisting the aid of one of Literotica's volunteer writers or editors, to help her make her stories more nearly ready to be publicly shared, but as her stories served her own purposes very well she didn't feel a need to become a published author.
Part of the thrill Laura found in her writing hobby was in knowing that her secret and very lewd daydreams existed somewhere inside her desktop computer, right there in the wide open Living Room area of her small apartment, hidden from view and yet so close to anyone in the room. She found it especially thrilling that her stories were right under Ben's nose, and yet impossible for him to see. She always reserved the starring role in her stories for herself, but she usually cast Ben as her leading man.
In her stories, Laura's striking beauty and svelte figure made her a natural object for the unbridled lusts of the handsome and athletic Ben, who was always eager to get her into bed and more than up to the task of satisfying her there. In her stories, Laura and Ben were sexually insatiable and wildly hungry for each other's naked bodies. Their wanton sex romps always left both of them physically exhausted, carnally sated, and emotionally bonded.
But the actual facts of her life weren't like that at all. Laura had to admit, sadly, that her rather ordinary prettiness and slightly chunky body simply didn't have an aphrodisiacal effect on Ben, whose rather ordinary looks and somewhat skinny frame she had become used to snuggling up to. And as if that wasn't disappointing enough, sex between them, which had never been good or frequent, was now simply non-existent and had been so for some time. Neither of them seemed to be comfortable initiating sex with the other any more, and their infrequent bouts of serious kissing and tentative touching were mostly the kind of dull and routine exercises one associates with partners who are fulfilling some contractural obligation they have toward one another. Laura had long ago resigned herself to the fact that Ben was simply not a sensuous man, and she was not sufficiently sensuous herself to draw him into the world of great sex she wished they could have.
Laura kept up her secret porn story writing, not just to add to her masturbation pleasures but to relieve her sexual frustrations as well.
The story Laura was then working on had a simple but promising plotline. A lovely and magnificently proportioned young woman (Laura) had enrolled herself in a nightschool Male Life Drawing class taught by a ruggedly masculine and wonderfully sex-driven artist (Ben). Ben taught the class every year because he could use the physical tensions of a class of females surrounding a naked male model as a way to get close to the sexier young women in the class and to seduce and fuck them all. She wanted the story to end with Ben choosing Laura as the most desirable and fuckable of them all, but she hadn't yet figured out how to make that happen.
She looked at her computer screen, seeing what she had just written:
Laura looked at the model's penis. She wondered how she should draw it. Ben stood watching her.
"Don't be afraid, Laura," he said. "It's just a cock."
She started to draw it.
"Bigger," said Ben. "He's not as big as me, but he's bigger than that."
Laura thought she might faint.
The image was exciting. The writing was not. She knew that she had a lot to learn if she was ever going to make the words say what she wanted them to, to make the words as beautiful and as erotically flowing as her fantasies were.
She hit the computer keys that would save and file away her work, despite her dissatisfaction with it, and went to get ready for her date with Ben.
She wasn't quite ready when Ben arrived, so he waited for her in the Living Room as she put the finishing touches on her makeup and gave her hair some last flicks with her styling comb. She joined him a few minutes later, and they went off to dinner at a restaurant they had visited several times before. The connection between the restaurant and her romance with Ben was not lost on her - both were comfortable, familiar, and totally lacking in the kind of excitement she wanted her life to have.
But to her surprise, the evening had been far more enjoyable than any date the two had had in a long time. Ben seemed genuinely eager to please her, flirting with her in ways that she didn't even know he was capable of. He held doors open for her and guided her through them with a firm yet gentle hand on her waist; he found excuses to touch her, above and below the restaurant tabletop; on the drive home his arm about her shoulders held her snugly to him; and he took the opportunities of stop signs and red lights to kiss her with romantic fervor. He drove slowly along blocks of commercial businesses, and told her that he was looking for a flower shop still open at the late hour because he was in "flower buying mode" for her. She laughed happily, and assured him that the thought was enough to please her.
Back at Laura's apartment, when Ben kissed her goodnight before heading home, his kiss and embrace were deeper and more intense and more sexually arousing than any they'd shared before. She thought for a moment about asking him to stay the night, hating to lose the powerful passion of the moment they had just shared, but Ben interpreted her hesitation as tantamount to rejection and left a moment later. She wondered if he would have to masturbate before he could get to sleep tonight.
She knew that she would have to.
* * * * *
After he'd gone, Laura sat down at her computer again. Her libido was already fired up enough to make a late night pussy tickle well worth doing, but a little added stimulus might make tonight's finger fun even better than usual. She opened her porn stories file, running a few of her finished pieces through her mind to see which of them might best suit her mood of the moment, and up onto the screen came the passage she had last been working on. She read it again: