Tammy had a slight mental disability but she is an absolutely delightful person and amazingly is very with it. I met her on the bus in the morning as she was making for work, we got talking and much to my surprise, I found myself instantly attracted to her. but I soon realised when getting to know Tammy that she was the kind of woman I was looking for.
There on in, every morning on the bus my whole aim was just to converse with her, in as much as I felt sorry for her in a way, but I needn't of because I was amazed that she was reading philosophy at Exeter University and had one hell of an IQ. Well above mine, so it goes to show, never take anyone at face value.
"We, who suffer slight mental disorders, that appear to be different to others are just as normal when it comes to relationships as the other person" she told me out of the blue. Maybe she could tell I was hanging back, me feeling a little embarrassed on the bus, although most times it was quite empty on the top deck.
I was falling for her and no mistake but she had this way about her which made me feel perfectly comfortable although I began to realise, she may have a good IQ generally but when it came to close relationships she was absolutely naive!
It was the way she sidled up to me in the bus that made me think differently about her sexuality. She would really muck about a lot, tease and tantalise me, squeezing my thigh and that. Getting quite close to you know what when she did so, not realising just what she was doing to me! Then one day it was more than my thigh, I was very abashed, not quite sure what I should do, it was nice of course it was, and because she was so naΓ―ve it created a certain eroticism about her touch - so I just close my eyes and enjoyed the moment every morning for about a week in the back seat upstairs of the bus..
And that's all that happened, just the squeezing of my thigh and between, she looking at me as she did it with a certain expression of curiosity, obviously enjoying the morning episode, then the little kiss she gave me on the cheek.
It came to the point where I bought a car and we drove miles into the country, finding a quiet spot where we could discover more about each other. And of course her delightful touch continued to enrapture me even as I drove she was feeling and touching.
She kept on saying she was a normal girl and wanted a normal relationship with a very dishy guy.
"And who is that?" I teased
"You know very well, Peter" she smiled and then I felt her touch again, That so wonderfully thrilling and delightful touch.
"Never seen one before" she whispered opening her hand over me, feeling me over my chinos.
"Love you in chinos, they really suit you Peter"