Brenda woke up the next morning with a desperate thought. “Why did I do that?” her mind screamed at her as she got out of the bed, “I didn’t even bring a freaking toothbrush.” Her mind was focused on what happened, her unprecedented screw-up.
“Wait until marriage,” Brenda’s mother had hammered into Brenda’s head, “Boy’s won’t respect you if you just hand it out like a slut.” Brenda had believed her mother and didn’t want to disappoint her memory, but last night had been so magical and romantic. “How could I have been so stupid?” her mind screamed again looking at the clock, “I’m even late for school.” Brenda shoved her legs into her panties and rapidly put on her bra, “I didn’t even go that far with Ace and I was with him for 6 months.”
Brenda’s state was so that she couldn’t even get her bra on, struggling with the hooks in a fruitless attempt. “Shit,” she exclaimed slumping against the wall in tears, not even noticing Daniel wake up and walk over.
“Are you okay?” Daniel asked, kneeling down and gently placing his hand on her shoulder.
“Leave me alone!” Brenda cried shoving his hand off and hunching over even more.
Daniel stood back looking concernedly at Brenda huddled over and sobbing. Breaking his gaze, Daniel saw his state of clothing and walked over to put on some shorts. “I’m sorry,” he said apologetically, looking back at her, “I was just worried.”
Brenda stopped sniffling. “About what?”
“Well,” Daniel started, slumping down on the bed, “Usually I don’t see crying girls when I wake up.” Noticing a visible trace of anger on her face he asked, “Do you want to talk about last night?”
“I guess,” Brenda said, straightening up and crossing her arms over her chest, “Will you listen?”
“I promise I will,” Daniel said, staring at her with a warm face.
Brenda took a deep breath. “My mother was really my only parental influence and she was a pretty strict one. I respected her so much for being a single mom in charge of a little kid, so I followed her orders all the time.” Brenda gulped and continued, “And she was a pretty religious person…and she didn’t want me to have…well…‘relations’ before marriage.”
“So,” Daniel said, leaning forward, “You’re really having problems about what we did last night.”
“Of course I am!” Brenda snapped, “I’m sorry, but I’m just so confused right now.”
Daniel walked over, put his hands on Brenda’s shoulders and kneeled down. “Listen,” he said soothingly, “I really just want you to be happy. So whatever you want to do, I’ll help you through it.”
Brenda looked up, “Really?”
Daniel smiled, “I will always be there for you.” Then smiling, he added, “But first, I think I’d like a shower.” Daniel stood up and walked over to a place in the wall by the corner. She wondered why as he pushed in on part of the wall and watched it pop out of place. As he pulled out the door, he turned back “Would you like a shower?”
“Not really,” Brenda grinned, “But I’ll wait for you to get out before I leave.”
Daniel gave a slight smile. “Sounds fine,” he said ducking into the doorway, “Be out in a jiff!”
Hearing the sound of water beginning to rush, Brenda stood and walked over to the bed. She all of a sudden felt very tired realizing how late they had been up and had to collapse on the bed. As Brenda laid there, she reminisced about her mother’s hands. She remembered the talks the two of them had as her mother would knit and all Brenda would look at were her mother’s hands as they knitted and pearled. She remembered one talk in particular, where her mother told to her about things between men and women.
“My friends were talking about sex today,” Brenda remembered saying to her mother.
“What did they have to say about it?” Brenda’s mother asked.
Shifting her weight, Brenda said, “One of them had a sister in high school that got pregnant. Her boyfriend left her and she got really depressed.”
“There is a reason for that,” her mother said, putting her needle down, “The boyfriend didn’t care for the girl, so why would he stay around to be burdened with a child if he didn’t care for her?”
“So that’s why I should wait for marriage?” Brenda asked, still looking at her mother’s hands.
“You should wait until you’re in a stable and loving relationship that can take anything,” Brenda’s mother corrected, “Because sex can change everything.”
Brenda drifted back to hearing the shower and pondered about her new relationship, her Daniel. He was kind and polite, but still knew what to be serious about. After all their chats yesterday, Brenda knew they shared common interests. Maybe you should follow your instincts, her mind was reasoning, after all he is nice. But will he still respect me and stand by me, she wondered.
Brenda then remembered a slight part of a conversation she had with Tran from last night. “You know he really likes you,” Tran had said, “You can tell by the way he acts when you’re around.”
“What do you mean?” Brenda asked, not comprehending Tran’s insinuation, “Has he talked about me before?”
“Only when he talked about how you busted those cheaters,” Tran smirked, “He was real impressed with your guts, but he didn’t really know you.” She looked at Brenda, “You know if Daniel ever makes a promise, you can trust him on it. If he’s anything, Daniel’s a man with honor.”
Brenda stood and walked to the corner, pressing the panel to open the door. Taking a small breath, she walked into the bathroom. At first she was struck by how open the small space seemed with the light colors. The toilet and sink were set in a corner, apart from a shower stall with frosted glass. A small light was in the ceiling, but for some reason it was turned off in a room filled with a soft light. Brenda looked to the shower and saw that the outside wall was glass brick that let in the light.
“Changed your mind?” Daniel shouted from the shower, “I’ll be out in a hurry!”
“That’s okay,” Brenda said as she opened the door to the shower, “I think I’ll join you.”
The look on Daniel’s face as Brenda opened his shower door in her underwear was something definitely worth remembering. The shock and disbelief on his face as he stuttered “What is it?” was incredible. Brenda smiled, answering by reaching back and undoing her bra. She let the cloth slip to her feet and kept her eyes on Daniel’s.
“What are you doing?” he asked, “More importantly why?”
Brenda gave a slight smile. “I’d really like to explore other areas in a relationship,” she said, looking at him deeply, “And I know I can trust you to respect me after all this is done.”
Daniel looked at Brenda seriously, “Do you really want to make love? I want to make sure I have the right idea before we go any further.”
“Yes,” she smiled, “I want you to make me a woman.”
Daniel smiled, reaching out and cupping her face in his hand. “You’d better come on in then.” Then, looking down her body, “But you’re overdressed again.”
Brenda gave a slight smile and stooped down, stripping her panties off as she went. Reaching her ankles, Brenda stepped out of the cottony undergarments and stood back up, throwing the panties over her shoulder onto the floor. Smiling, she entered the shower were Daniel was waiting.
As Brenda closed the shower door behind her, Daniel wrapped her up in his arms and kissed her neck. Brenda reciprocated, nuzzling her head against Daniel’s shoulder and reaching down to massage his cock in preparation. Daniel’s hips began to buck feeling the gentle tugs of Brenda’s soft hands on his turgid shaft. He began to move his hands slowly over her back and began to trail down, gently kneading as he went. When Daniel reached Brenda’s lower back, she arched forward into his chest and moaned softly into his shoulder.
“Ahhh,” Brenda moaned out loud, grinding onto Daniel’s thigh, “That feels so good.”
Daniel slowly began to trail kisses down Brenda’s front, suckling softly on her flushed pink nipples and delighting in her sighs of satisfaction she gave out as he went along. Brenda drew his hair into her fist as he dropped below her waist and began to suckle her clit. She fell against the wall and writhed as Daniel licked her slit with vigor. Feeling the gentle tightness begin to creep up in her midsection, Brenda ground down on his mouth and cried out as she exploded.
Brenda fell limp into Daniel’s arms. “Are you okay?” he asked, sitting her down against the wall.
