Lauren was floating through the clouds. More like flying, gliding above it all. The sun was bright, warming her face as the wind gently caressed her cheeks. Spreading an array of soft kisses everywhere it touched.
"Good morning, beautiful," the soft, deep whisper of her ex-husband was enough to pull her from the dream as she sat bolt upright in the bed.
"Shit," she said as she looked out the sliding glass doors that were still just slightly ajar. The sun was so bright that it hurt her eyes and much higher in the sky than she would have thought. Her heart raced at the ramifications of that. "What time is it, Brent?"
Her ex had that 'eat-shit,' little boy grin on his face as he picked up a steaming cup of coffee from the table next to the couch/bed. But not even the peace offering of her first cup of coffee was going to save his sorry, but hot, ass from this one, "I told you that no one could know about this. What were you thinking? What about Megan? Knowing that we spent the night..."
She could not even put words to what they had spent the night doing. It had been monumental, unlike anything they had ever...
After that first time, they had talked, caught up a bit on one another's lives over the past seven years, and laughed. She had forgotten what it felt like to talk and laugh with this man, who had always been her best friend as well as her mentor and lover.
She reached for the cup of coffee, needing something to do with her hands and her eyes. Better to look at the mug of black magic than the visage of the man, who had spent the night worming his way back into her heart and mind. Not that she had ever managed to get him out.
No, Brent Jacobs still held the title of her one and only lover. Well, if a drawer full of toys did not count. But even with those, it was always fantasies of this man that fueled her orgasms, more than batteries and buzzing motors. Damn him, "Damn you, Brent."
He bent forward slowly, and the moment his lips touched hers, her mind cleared once more. He tasted sweet, better even than her morning coffee. She was glad for the hot liquid in the cup. Not spilling it gave her something else to concentrate upon other than the taste and feel of this man's kisses.
Damn, Brent Jacobs. He was not the only man she had ever kissed. She had briefly tried dating, a couple of colleagues from other departments at the university. While she had enjoyed the outings and conversation, she always dreaded the disappointment of this...the kissing. None of them had been this man, which was why it had never gone any further.
He nibbled at her bottom lip then ran his tongue along it before drawing back, "If you would let me speak, Mrs. Jacobs, you would discover that our daughter is eating breakfast right now. I told her that you had gotten up early and were already in the command center."
He motioned towards a tray of food and neatly folded clothes on the table next to him, "I said I had just stopped in for our breakfast. So, eat a bit then as much as it pains me to suggest covering those delicious curves, grab a quick shower, and get dressed. We probably have no more than fifteen minutes before our daughter makes her way there."
She glared at him, "And you wasted precious moments of it..." She rubbed her lips softly against one another. She hoped their child was not as astute as her grandmother would be. She knew that she would hear some comment from the woman about her tender and slightly swollen lips from the hundreds of breath-stealing kisses they had shared last night.
His laughter caressed her mind as she noticed the fine lines about his eyes. It was not fair. Almost thirty years and this man only got better looking each and every one. She shuddered to think what he would look like at seventy. She gripped the mug tighter to keep from reaching up to caress his blond locks that were beginning to lace with white. The thought of a whole head full of that snowy softness should not make her wet and tingly, but it did.
Everything about this man did, always had. From the moment, her sexual appetites had begun to bloom as a young woman until the day she died; she knew that this was the only man she would ever truly want. And no amount of wishing otherwise would help.
"As much as the idea of conserving water by joining you in the shower appeals to me, I think it would take far longer than we have to wash your back," his fingers reached out and tweaked her nipple, an action that elicited an involuntary moan from her.
"But we don't have that kind of time. I bought you a clean t-shirt and underwear. Figured wearing the same thing two days in a row might blow your precious cover with our baby girl. And no, there are no more hickeys on your neck. I heard about that one from Grandmam too," he smiled as he stood.
Lauren bit her lower lip as she tried to keep her mind from the way his jeans hugged his perfect ass. Damn the man for being so sexy on top of a genius. And the most romantic, intense lover that no other man could hold a candle to.
As if to prove his point, he stopped in the doorway with the sunlight dancing off his golden hair. With that smile, he crooned, "I couldn't see the light, I didn't know day from night. I had no reason to care. Well, since you've came along, I can face the dawn cause I know, you'll be there."
His blue eyes glistened in the morning light, and Lauren would have sworn that they clouded with unshed tears for a moment, "Good morning, beautiful, how was your night? Mine was wonderful with you by my side. And when I open my eyes to see your sweet face. It's a good morning, beautiful day."
Damn, did the man have to serenade her with a sweet country tune? One day she would find that fatal flaw in him. The one that would finally extinguish this flame of love. Douse its fires until it was nothing more than a sleeping giant, dormant and harmless.
So, why was that thought not comforting? Why had she not been able to find that flaw in seven years apart? Even his stubborn determination...the alternative therapies for Elise...even this damned wild goose chase...she could not begrudge him even those because she knew that at their core, he did them out of love.
"Get that shower, sweetheart. Don't worry about rushing. I'll make an excuse to Megan that you have run out for fresh air and coffee," he stood there for a long moment just looking at her.
While it made her uncomfortable and self-conscious, it also made her feel beautiful, wanted, and very much loved. Safe, only Brent ever made her feel truly safe. "I love you, Lauren. And nothing will ever change that. You always have been the only woman for me."
His laughter bubbled and rumbled, breaking the morning silence, "So, no catfighting with Monique. For the record, I never have. The woman would rather have you in her bed than me, beautiful. Not that I can blame her from where I am standing. But I never did learn to share my toys, so don't even think it, woman."
Lauren was left confused and shaking her head as he disappeared into the morning sunshine like her golden boy. She hated the way that it left her feeling bereft and alone. She forced herself to eat a few bites of the fresh muffins and finish her coffee before rising to walk naked to shower.
"I'm gonna wash that man right outta my hair." Brent was not the only one who could sing first thing in the morning. Even if she did not believe her own words. And even if her ears almost hurt with her pitiful attempt.
***
Brent was still whistling the tune that had been stuck in his mind since he woke to the feel of her curves pressed tightly against him. His cock had been hard as it nestled in its favorite spot between the soft cushion of her ass cheeks. It was utter and complete perfection. For the first time in over seven years, all was right in his world again.