AFTERNOON: NEW LIFE
Our eyes locked on each other for those few seconds, studying each other's expressions, then lifting down to examine each other's figure. I was wearing a long-sleeved white shirt, black formal trousers with a belt and similarly formal black leather shoes. She, by contrast, was clothed by light, soft cotton pyjama-style outfit. The clothes she had come in were over a chair next to a dresser and a mirror on her left side of the bed: a red-and-white striped wrap dress, a straw hat with a pink ribbon around its bonnet and a pair of brown leather heeled sandals. It was just a fleeting thought, but it occurred to me that the clothes indicated someone who would be better placed at a cake-and-tea poetry-reading event than in this hotel room, arranging to have sex with a 20 year older stranger.
Without any words, I took two steps and sat on the edge of the bed. She just looked at me with an expression the emotions behind which I could not puzzle out; large, wide-open dark-grey eyes in which I could easily drown. I had no doubt been enamoured with Hollie before, but this was different. I just sat there, just looking into her eyes, completely overwhelmed. She seemed timid, but was able to nonetheless maintain eye contact, occasionally lowering her gaze, her long black eyebrows adding to the demure impression. Her hair, eyes, nose, cheeks and chin and the coy behaviour were directly out of every dream of a perfect woman I had. When she lifted her eyes again, she won the duel and I whimpered. "Wow."
A bright smile appeared on her countenance in response, a dazzling spectacle. She stretched out her arm towards me now and rested her palm and her long, taut-skinned fingers on my shoulder. The first touch was electric. Whatever I had expected, it was simply not this assault of extreme attraction and emotions. "It's rather odd, isn't it?" she ventured in a melodious, swan-song like tones. I smiled in return. She shifted off her pillows closer to me. The proximity made the beauty of her face almost ridiculous. Yesterday morning, with Hollie in the cafΓ©, and then later, I had been enamoured. This just now simply had no words -- there was innocence that made her appear practically fragile and breakable, there was endearing shyness too. We were both here for a reason, but this time, I needed her to take the first step.
Now inches away from my face, she was peering into my eyes. She was breathing heavily, her body betraying anxiety and restless tension, otherwise well-masked by her facial expression. I smiled guessing her peering longingly straight into my eyes was not just a seductive act, but a sign of genuine attraction. The warmth of her gasps brushed against my cheek. She picked up on the barely perceptible smile of mine -- and took it as a sign of acceptance. Ever so gently, she placed the first kiss.