When I first moved into this house with him I should have known I'd be in trouble. When someone is completely off limits isn't it just that much more fun? Jay's blue eyes and dark hair are enough to send me to hell. Sure he's much older, but I can't even explain how much more that makes me want him. He's so tall that I can only imagine meeting his lips with mine. I just need that one kiss..
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Just another day in my life. I'm Cherry and I suppose I should tell you about myself. So, I basically wake up to my roommates face everyday and he's of course completely my type. I go to work with him. I come home and blow smoke with him. I laugh with him. I drink with him. When I go to bed he's all I can think about. I guess I should say when he goes to bed. We hug and I think we even flirt, but maybe I'm just psychotic. I love his voice. When he talks I'm on cloud 9, and when he stops I slam into the ocean. I'd swear he's all I know anymore.
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Like I said another day.. We worked hard and we earned our smoke. Jay opened up a beer for me and himself. I love when he hands me things and our fingers touch. That touch feels like it lasts forever. I rolled up a J for Jay and I to pass. I, of course, let him light it because it always tastes better after his lips have been on it. Let's be honest who doesn't love when a girl just hands you a J packed with loud?
"You still have my lighter?" Jay asked.
And of course I happily let our fingers touch once more. If only our lips could meet that damn easily. We take some sips of our beers and pass the joint back and forth. He turns on some music which is pretty much in our daily routine also. I hate how well he knows me. I'd swear he purposely plays my favorite songs, and I just smile at him like a complete idiot like always. I am sick of the routine! We have vodka and fireball in our freezer, and I want him to drink. Sober or drunk I'm all in, so maybe I just need to get him a little tipsy.
"Let's take some shots, Jay." I said.
He just laughed and went back to his nose in his phone.
I poured us two anyway and said, "Cheers! Down the hatch!"
Being a guy he downed his as soon as mine touched my lips. I just stare at him like I am an IDIOT AGAIN. I go pour two more for us and pack a bowl in our community bong. I am going to get somewhere with him tonight.
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Two shots of fireball a piece, then two of vodka a piece, and six beers a piece later..
We find ourselves in the kitchen wanting one more, but not wanting it at the same time. I put the bottle back in the freezer and he has a look of confusion on his face. I instantly just wrap my arms around him. Have you ever felt so safe in someone's arms? As if you could go through any amount of pain right now and not feel it at all? Jay's heart was pounding and I loved the sound of it. His breath changed. He became slightly unbalanced too. I wanted it. He is so tall and those blue eyes looking back at me.. UGH! I had to kiss him! I got onto my tippy toes and gently pressed my lips to his. Jay's scruffy face against mine really turned me on. It went from the sweetest kiss of my life to burning need WANT DESIRE RIGHT NOW so quickly!
He pulled away and laughed. I felt so small. Was he making fun of me? He lifted me onto our kitchen counter and kissed me way harder than he had before. He was severely holding back. I felt his fingertips slide up my inner thigh.