Sighing, Nicole carefully climbed her way to her second floor apartment. She hated when Finn went out of town for work, which explained why she had agreed to drinks with Maddy, Chris, and Tammy. Well Chris didn't drink, he was their watch dog for the night, but the other two girls had drunk their weight worth of cocktails. She, herself had called it quits after a couple of hard ciders and a Cosmopolitan but even that had probably been one drink too many. Now she was struggling in her strappy three inch heels to perform simple tasks and she didn't even have her boyfriend waiting to take advantage of her current aroused state.
"Fuck." She grumbled, squatting down to grab her dropped keys. Pausing to process the meaning of expensive men's dress shoes on the mat next to the door, she stood, scrambling to insert her key in the door and stepped in.
The sight in the dimly lit apartment before her was sobering. His suit coat was over a kitchen chair, while he sat in the leather arm chair in the living room with a glass of scotch in his large hand. The tilt of her lips was automatic while taking in his dark tousled hair, those warm smiling gray blue eyes, and that sexy half smile he always seemed to save for her. Well at least she liked to think so. There was a good chance he used it on other women as well.
"Brand?" She whispered to make sure she wasn't drunkenly imagining him in her apartment. "You're home!" She grinned now, hanging up her keys and setting her purse on the table. Sitting where she could fully admire him, she bent to unzip the uncomfortable heels.
"Yeah Sweetheart, I came home." He murmured, watching her long legs stretch out to ease the ache her footwear had caused. Taking a gulp of his drink he explained. "I just finished up a nightmare of a case and have a couple days of reprieve before I have to attend a review meeting with command. Thought I'd drive on home and visit with my two best friends."
Trying not to drool over his tanned muscular arms exposed from his rolled up shirt sleeves, the alcohol in her system made her usual control slip. "Finn isn't home the next few days." She mentioned, failing to keep the excitement from blooming in her chest. "There's a sight in Chicago that needed a foreman while Dale is out sick."
Leaning his head back into the chair, the chair she considered his and frequently fucked her boyfriend in because of it, he moved his gaze over her as she stood and spoke. "Why are you up so late anyways? You have to be exhausted after a six hour drive from D.C."
He didn't answer right away, deciding to watch her step closer, the heat between her thighs amplify simply from his gaze. God she had it bad for this man.
What she couldn't see was the uncomfortable erection pressing against the zipper of his black trousers that proved he had it just as bad. Continuing to strip her with his eyes he finally responded. "Obviously you guys weren't home so it didn't feel right to crash here without you being aware."
The knowledge that he clearly saw the tightness of her nipples through her lace bra and thin long sleeve shirt didn't escape her notice. She never could fight her body's reaction to Brand and tonight was no different. If anything, it was even worse being completely alone and still fairly drunk.
Branston could easily see the lust in her dark blue eyes but it was the underlying love that really hit him like a sucker punch and had him rubbing at his light beard stubble. The spark between the two friends had been there since day one, ten months ago but she was always very careful to never be too affectionate, too close. Her love for his lifelong best friend, Finnegan, was blatantly obvious and that strangely set his teeth on edge.
Alright, it down right pissed him off. For some backwards reason he wanted to be the one to kiss her. To run his fingers through her dark blonde waves and shove his cock so far up her tight pussy she cried his name. Not fucking Finn's. But Finn was an equally possessive son of a bitch and Nikki was smart enough to never flirt, let alone cheat. Whether she had ever wanted to, Brand couldn't be sure. But the look on her face as she sighed and assessed him with lusty wonder had sealed the deal for him. Not that he'd push her. She'd just have to come to him.
Her body flushed and hot, she couldn't take his heated gaze anymore. Pulling her shirt over her head, his nostrils flared at seeing her full breasts gently cupped in black lace and then her hands going to the metal button of her skin tight skinny jeans.
"Nicole, you better be pretty fucking sure about what you're about to do." He growled, his eyes following the movement of her delicate fingers lowering her zipper and shoving her pants to her ankles. Still a little unbalanced, she struggled to get her feet out but quickly tossed them aside too. Turning so he saw her bare ass because of her matching black thong, she moved back to the table to grab her phone without responding.
He cocked an eyebrow, swirling the scotch in his glass slowly to fight the instinct to bend her over the table and eat her pussy and ass. At thirty-eight, he'd fucked more than his fair share of women but this wasn't just any woman. This was Finn's Nikki. She was the same god damn woman that plagued his dreams, waking him up sweating and sporting a boner from hell.
Watching her touch the screen twice, she came back to the living room and set the phone on the coffee table in front of him. Deciding to finally get a good look at the soft curves of her body rather than worry about the phone, he was surprised when he heard his best friend's voice.
"What's up baby?" The other man was obviously glad to hear from her. "You get home okay?"
Nikki kept her eyes solely on Brand's devastatingly handsome face, her heart beating erratically. Jumping right into it, she started the conversation. "Branston is here, Finn."
Silence.
Brand didn't fully understand why that sentence alone seemed to ignite the room in an awkward fury but it sure as hell set the hairs on the back of his neck straight up.
"Nicole, you better think hard about what you want." Finn's anger was clear even without the use of cursing like he normally would. "You even touch him and you better pack your shit because you'll be moving to D.C. with him."
That statement nearly knocked the wind out of both of them. "No matter how much I love you, I'm not losing twenty-four years of friendship with him. He's been a good friend keeping his own damn feelings for you under lock and key since day one, out of respect for me. Just as I know you've been doing as well. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to see the love you have for him. No matter how hard you've tried to hide it."
"I'm sorry." She choked out, her eyes holding back tears. She couldn't stop looking at him though.
Brand closed his own eyes. This was not how he expected this night to go. Though he supposed that this was the better option compared to cheating with her and losing the longest relationship he's ever wanted to have. Opening his eyes again, he was met by the love she had been holding back all this time. It made his collar feel too tight and his chest ache.
Fuck. He felt put on the spot. He was almost forty and had never loved a woman before. Well except his mother. He was so career oriented he hadn't even had a committed relationship, just regular fucks that got booted to the curb if they tried for anything more. So how in the hell was he to know if he loved the exquisite woman half naked in front of him?
They listened to Finn sigh. "Look babe. I'm sorry for what I said about you moving out. I love you, I really do. Hell, I'd marry you if you loved me enough. But I just don't think you do. You don't look at me the way you look at him or even he looks at you when he thinks nobody is looking." Brand wanted to snort, wondering where that conclusion came from. "I know you and you would never do anything to mess with his and my friendship. So let me clarify, if you two get together, I won't hold it against either one of you. But I'll warn you, you may have to knock some sense into him. He wouldn't know what love felt like if it bit him in the ass."
The water in her eyes turned to relief. She never wanted to hurt anyone but everything he had said was true. She would have walked away from both of them to save their friendship if she had too. She did love Branston way more than she should for a man twelve years her senior. She had spent enough time with both men to have witnessed a version of him most didn't know existed. She was as in love with the easy going, sarcastic, shirt off his back kind of guy as she was the hard assed senior government agent she saw making conference calls when he was supposed to be taking time off.
She thought back to that barbeque at Finn's parent's house when she first met Brand. He had been ridiculously charming but never maintained eye contact too long and made sure not to touch her after shaking her hand. It had been the feeling of being watched the whole gathering that had clued her in on his interest but she had believed both of them had waved it off as lust. But each time he came back to town after that, they had slowly become closer as a trio and she even received brief embraces when he arrived and said goodbye.
"Just don't let him break your heart." Finn practically whispered, still unaware he was on speaker and Brand could hear every word. "He's an awesome guy and I hate to admit it, because I seriously wanted to keep you for myself, but I know you're perfect for him. You may just have to convince him of it too."
"He's a grown man, Finn. I'm sure he knows what he wants and if he only wants sex, then that's all he's ever going to give me." The alcohol she consumed giving her the courage to say this in front of the sex god in his leather chair.
"Well the chemistry is there, Babe. Blow his mind with sex and lead him around by his dick. Then shower him with all that love you have inside you. He'll come around." He teased. She couldn't help smirking at Brand, who overall seemed at a loss for words. "If he doesn't pull his head out of his ass, I'll still be your friend."