Love's Infatuation

My name is Sarah Case and I live in lower Manhattan, with three guys, Chris Cline, Jason Reed, and Jay Haze. About 10 months ago we opened a club in Queens called M57. It was a big hit and we started to make a lot of money. So they were all pretty happy, but I was miserable.

I bet you are wondering why? Well, Chris has been my best friend since we were in grade school. Chris and Jay were lovers for about 3 years, until they decided that they didn't want to be intimate anymore and became friends. So what's the problem?

Jay is gay, and I am in love with him, and Chris still has never gotten over Jay. He didn't know how I felt about Jay. Why a gay man, right? But he is the most honest, caring, loving and not to mention sexiest man I ever met in my entire 24 years of life. So I basically destroyed myself until I found...

The Tape

"Sarah!" Chris screamed from down the hall "get your ass over here"

"Don't scream at her" I heard Jay say, "you need to learn how to respect women"

I knew I couldn't walk over there with a big smile on my face, so I hit my head on the wall. I didn't expect Jay and Chris to come over to me laughing.

"Dude that isn't funny" I said with my smile still lingering

"Sorry sweetie, but it sounded like it hurt" Jay said while wrapping his arms around my waist.

He was behind me, I could feel his muscular arms and chest rubbing against my back, and I felt myself moisten.

"Fuck you Sarah, that was funny" Chris said giggling "anyway we have to go"

"Yeah" Jay said while he sliding away from me "if I don't get laid tonight I'll start pissing cum"

"Well Chris is right there, you can jump on him, he'll turn into your personal cum eater," I said sarcastically, but I was actually putting my little fantasy into play

"Sarah you know that's long gone, besides Chris cant give head for shit" Jay said smiling at me.

"Alright Jay, can we go?" Chris said obviously annoyed Noticing Chris's impatience Jay said "Well that's what you get for disrespecting a lady"

"Okay feminist, lets go" Chris said as he walked towards the front door "I'll start the car, oh and Sarah, I'll call if I bring anyone home"

"You know he wont call so I will" Jay said "are you sure you don't want to come to the club tonight?"

Almost cumming at the sound of his voice, I declined. He gave me a kiss on the lips and headed towards the door. As he walked away I watched him, I looked at his tall muscular body, his light brown hair spiked up with gel, his milky white skin as smooth as silk, the graceful way he walk.

All I could think about was how much I wanted him. So as soon as he left, and I knew I was alone, I went at my usual task while Jay was gone... I'd raid his closet.

The reason for this is that I would always hide something he needs so he will call me to help him find it. The majority of the time he spends in the house is with me. So upon my search for the most recent favorite shirt of his, I stumbled upon a videocassette labeled "best".

It was hidden in a duffel bag he usually takes to the club. So out of curiosity I took the tape and put it in one of two VCRs that were connected, then I took one of his blank tapes and inserted it in the other VCR and pressed record. As I waited for the tape to finish recording, something hit me.

Why didn't he take his duffel bag if he was going to the club? The tape stopped and I put the original back. As soon as I hide the original the way he left it, the front door slammed. I was so scared I jumped up, grabbed the copy, and stuffed it in my panties.

"Sarah!" I heard Jason scream "come down here" I ran out of Jay's room so fast I ended up tripping down the stairs and falling face first on the wooden floor.

"Oh man" Jason giggled "are you okay?"

"Yeah" I said getting on my feet "where are you coming from?"

"My sisters house. On my way back home I saw Jay and Chris"

"What did they say?" I asked

"They said that they were going to Rays house to drink and shit"

As soon as I heard that bitch's name I felt nauseous. Ray and I never got along. I was so mad at Chris for not telling me, and at the same time I was hurt because Jay lied to me.

Trying to hide my feelings from Jason I sat on the stairs and repeatedly ran my fingers through my hair.

"So what are you doing tonight Jason?" I said angrily

Noticing my anger Jason said "Listen Sarah, I know you hate Rays guts but they like hanging with her"

"Who said I was mad?"

"No one, Stop assuming everyone is against you..."

"I never said that!" I screamed

Jason was silent for a moment, and then he turned around and walked towards his room. At the door he turned towards me, our eyes locked.

"When your not upset, come and talk to me" he sighed then walked into his room and closed the door.

I was so engulfed in pain and anger that I forgot about the tape until I leaned back and felt it press against my skin. I knew I had to get Ray out of my mind, so I went up stairs to my room and locked the door.

I went to my VCR and popped in the copy of "best" and pressed rewind. While the tape was rewinding I started to think about Ray and her slim little body on Jays lap, and the way she would move to cop a feel of his dick, and how her dark brown hair would run through Jays fingers. I almost cried.

I was so entranced in my thoughts that when the tape stopped I jumped. Feeling idiotic, I went to the mirror and looked at myself, my green eyes, my naturally tanned skin my semi-muscular figure and thought.

Why does he like her? He can't like her he likes men. Feeling my frustration rise I stopped and went to my bed. I grabbed the VCR remote control, and pressed play. This is what I saw...

I was in my bed sleeping on my back. I was wearing a tight white tank top, and black panties. The angle was from the bottom of the bed, as if the camera was propped on a tripod. The room was dimly lit but the picture was clear. From the left side I saw Jay come into view as if he were behind the camera.

Moving from the left side of the bed to the right, he stood still for a few seconds then sat beside me. He was wearing a tight red tank top, and silk red boxer shorts. On the nightstand next to him were a lamp, a bottle of whiskey, an open beer, and a pack of Marlboro's.

He pushed himself to the headboard and leaned his back on it. He looked at me and sighed. He then started to run his fingers through my hair with his right hand, and rub his chest with his left.

He started to move his right hand slowly down my head to my neck, then down to my breast. He started to grunt a little, and then he moved his hand down his chest to his dick. He started to grab his dick and my breast at the same time. His grunts and moans grew louder as his erection grew under his pants.

He slid his body down so that he was on his back; he started to move his right hand into my panties and rubbing his fingers in a circular motion.

He pulled his fully erect cock out of his pants and started stroking, and pulling it slowly. His breathing became hard and fast, he started to move his head left to right, full of pleasure and excitement.

He stroked faster and faster until he jerked up into a sitting position and shot his seed on to the bed and his hand. His breathing slowing down and his body grew limp, he dropped back. Then the tape cut off.

The Beginning When the tape stopped, I sat in silence for about ten minutes thinking about what I just saw. This cant be real! He told me he was gay, why would he do this? I was on the verge of crying out of joy, and screaming in pain. Then I started to think about Chris.

How is Chris going to feel? He has been telling me for months how much he has been feeling love for Jay. I knew I had to destroy this tape before Chris could find it.

So I got up, took the tape out of the VCR, ran down stairs, and into the kitchen. As soon as I reached the garbage can, I heard the front door open. I knew I had to hide the tape so I threw it in the dishwasher, and stood in front of it.

"Hey girl" Jay said "sorry I didn't call, Chris and I left our cellular phones here"

Then out of the corner of my eye I saw Ray and Chris coming in the door giggling like little girls. I turned her way and gave her a look of disgust.

"Hi Sarah" Ray said with annoyance "how are you?"

"Honestly?" I said with a devious smirk "I am feeling better than you when you are sitting on Jay's dick"

I started to laugh so hard my stomach started to cramp. Trying to hide his laughter Jay turned around and headed upstairs to his room. Tailing him like an obedient dog, Ray followed him.

"Is Jason here?" Chris asked with a huge smile on his face

"Yeah, he got here about an half an hour ago," I said smiling

Nodding he turned around and headed for Jason's room. When he went inside of the room I turned around grabbed the tape out of the dishwasher and started walking up the stairs.

As I got closer to Jay's room I heard Ray's little chuckles. I started to walk slowly to Jay's room. When I got to the door I peeked in. I saw Ray sitting next to him on a little velvet sofa. She started to rub her hands against his chest, and face.

All I thought was that she really looked like an idiot. But watching her little show didn't get me upset, I actually let out a huge laugh, which caught their attention. So I walked in and stood in front of them.

"What the fuck is so funny?" Ray said angrily She was wearing a mini skirt, a tight red long-sleeve shirt, and black sneakers.

Her hair was blown out dead straight. Her blue eyes were radiant with anger.

"Don't you get it?" I said mockingly "He's gay! That means he will never, ever, have the slightest temptation to stick his dick in you, so just give it up"

I looked at Jay; he was staring at the tape that I was holding in my hands. Ray was so embarrassed she got up and ran out of the room. A few seconds after she left I went to the door and locked it.

"Are you upset at me?" I asked while walking over to him

"What's on the tape?"

I stood in front of him and said "Nothing really, are you upset at me"

"Come on, tell me what's on the tape"

"Are you avoiding my question?"

We stood in silence for a moment. Then without warning he got up and tackled me onto the floor. He grabbed the tape and sat on top of me.

"Now tell me what's on the tape or I will have to see for myself" He said seriously

"Alright!" I screamed "I found it in your stuff"

I could see a tinge of paranoia strike him. He put the tape down next to me, grabbed my arms, and forced them to the floor.

"What's on the tape Sarah? Tell me right now or I will beat the living shit out of you for looking through my shit" he said angrily

"Please Jay I am sorry..."

"Tell me right now bitch!" he screamed

"Okay, okay. You and Ray are having sex on that tape" I said lying through my teeth

"Oh really? Let's just see what you found," he said

He got off of me, and went to his VCR. He put the tape in and pressed rewind. While the tape was rewinding I tried to talk him out of it but he refused. When the tape stopped he grabbed me by the arm.

He pulled me to the bed, then he sat down first and pulled me in between his legs, and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"You aren't going to run now," he said as he grabbed the remote control "I don't believe I had actually trusted you"

"Jay, please just listen" I pleaded "I'm sorry, please forgive me" I felt so bad I started to cry.

He sighed then said "Okay! Shit I hate it when you cry" he started caressing my stomach

"I forgive you, all you have to do is tell me what's really on the tape, and we won't have to watch it. Deal?"

I was so dumbstruck with his softness, and the way he was breathing in my ear. I wasn't sure if I didn't want us to watch it together.

"Fuck it" I said, "lets watch it"

So he pressed play. When he saw what was on the tape he jumped but I held him down, and got on top of him.

"Why didn't you tell me?" I asked as I started to kiss his face

"Please, Sarah..." he tried to say, but I cut him off with a kiss.

His tongue was so smooth. I started to rub my hands down his chest as the kisses got deeper. His hands started to go under my shirt, when someone knocked on the door. Out of Shock he pushed me off him and onto the floor.

"I'm sorry sweetheart," he said as he dropped on top of me " but we will have to finish this later"

Then he kissed me two more times, opened my legs, slid his body in between, and pumped his hips hard against my pussy. I felt my panties wet as hell. We got so into our dry humping, that we forgot about the door until three really hard knocks stopped us.

He got off of me, and with one hand helped me onto my feet and pulled me hard to his body. We kissed one more time then he went out the door. I knew I shouldn't go out there yet, so I just sat down on his bed and sighed with pleasure. All I could think about was his scent, his taste, oh god and his dick.

He felt so amazing. I knew I had to hide this from Chris, if he knew what Jay and I did he would kill me. I started to cry. I love Chris way too much to hurt him like this, but should I throw away my happiness, and deny my love and lust for my friend's feelings? Could I hurt my best friend like this?

I felt horrible. I knew I needed to talk to Jay, but before I could get up Jay walked into the room and locked the door behind him. He looked so sexy; I couldn't help but run to him and kiss him. As I kissed him I slid my arms around his neck. He started to slowly rub his hands up and down my back.

We moved back towards the bed; his body felt so good I knew I couldn't stop if I wanted to. I could feel his cock harden in his pants. We got so excited I had to force my lips away from his just to breathe. I kissed his face and his neck, he did the same, sucking ever so softly.

He gently pushed me onto the bed, and slid his body between my legs. Our kissing grew deeper, I felt my body get hot. He pulled my sweatshirt over my head and started to grab my breast. The heat from his mouth aroused me ten times more.

As I dug my nails into his back my moans grew louder, so he stopped and tried to quiet me down.

"Sarah, I've wanted you so much," he said breathing on my neck

"Jay" I said breathing heavily "please, I need you inside of me. I don't think I can take my lust for you anymore"

We striped each other's clothes off. His skin was so smooth when it touched mine. I felt his cock rubbed against my clit, and a huge jolt of pleasure ran through my body. He started to kiss down my stomach, licking and sucking. I knew what he was going to do so I stopped him.

"Why can't I go down on you?" he asked

"You know I don't like it. Please just make love to me Jay"

His excitement grew as he pulled his face up to mine. He was fully erect when he finally penetrated me. He pushed his cock in so slow, I felt all my blood rush down towards that one spot.

In seconds his thrust grew harder and faster, with every thrust I felt extreme pressure and pleasure. My body started to stiffen and my back arch, I grabbed his face, looked into his eyes, and let out a loud moan full of pleasure... Then I fell asleep.

Two

When I woke up, my body felt so relaxed I didn't want to move. I sat up and looked around for Jay but he wasn't in the room. I started to think about how Jay felt holding me and kissing me; I fell into such a deep trance that I didn't notice Chris staring at my naked body.

"Sarah? Are you ok?"

I looked at him oddly for a moment then covered myself with a sheet.

"Sorry I didn't realize you were in the room. So how are you?"

"I'm fine, you look spooked, so I'll ask you again, are you ok?

"Yeah I am just a little relieved. I had the best time of my life last night"

"Really? Jay told me you guys got into this huge argument"

I was a little confused until I realized why Jay lied

"Yeah, but I did discover a lot about that man last night. So what did he tell you?"

"Just get dressed and come downstairs, then we will talk" he said then walked out the room and closed the door.

Jay is an asshole I thought. He should have awaked me so we could form a lie together. I got up from bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower. Jay

So I bet you thought Sarah was the only one telling the story. Well she has gotten everything right so far. So I'm just going to start from when I woke up.

As soon as I woke up I felt this burning sensations on both of my shoulder blades. I can honestly say that was the only discomfort I had in my entire body. I haven't felt that good in years.

I looked to my right and saw Sarah. She was lying on her side facing the wall. My cock grew hard so quickly it shocked me. I looked at her hair, and ran my fingers through it; it felt so soft, all I could think about was how we made love.

My dick was fully erect; I couldn't help but stroke it. I started to pull on it hard, feeling my veins pulse hard against my hand. I felt my nipples grow hard, I felt like I was going to scream out in desire and desperation.

I started to think about the smoothness of her inside, how my cock slipped so easily into her. I squeezed my thick cock hard as I pulled on it. My grunts were quiet but full of pleasure and excitement; my blood was boiling inside of me.

I jerked vigorously, the head of my cock felt like it was jumping, I felt all the muscles in my body stiffen, the first spurt of cum hit my hand; it was warm.

The feeling fueled me to stroke faster, as the second shot hit the sheets I let out a fairly loud moan. I looked at Sarah in panic, hoping she wouldn't awaken. Relieved that she didn't, I collapsed next to her.

I turned to her and pulled her into my chest, all I could do now was breathe her in. She smelled of sweet shampoo, I always loved the way she smelled. I must have lied there for an hour staring at her and kissing her face; whispering in her ear, and sobbing softly so I wont wake her.

I knew I had to get up before I got tempted to ask her for sex and I didn't want us to make love until we can sleep in the same bed without worrying about Chris. I kissed Sarah one more time on the lips, sighed, then got out of bed to get dressed.

While I was getting dressed, I started to think about Chris and what I should say to him. My mind was blank, I couldn't think of a lie to tell him. By the time I finished dressing I decided to just tell him what happened.

I knew that Sarah thought that I was clueless to what Chris felt about me. I always thought he made it a little to obvious. Now don't get me wrong I did care about Chris, but not the same way I cared about Sarah.

When I finished getting dressed I glanced back at her, then left the room. As soon as I walked out of the room I saw Chris coming up the stairs. I swore my heart skipped a beat, I felt my throat tighten.

"Hey man" Chris said cheerfully "what happened with Ray last night? She stormed out crying"

"She got mad because I laughed at the joke Sarah said about her last night" I said nervously

"Oh well" he said smiling "Wanna get a drink?"

"Sure, why not"

I felt like my brain was going to explode, I was so scared. I didn't want to hurt Chris, so I knew then that I had to lie. So we walked down stairs and into the kitchen. Chris went to the refrigerator and took out two beers.

"Have you seen Sarah at all?" he said while handing me a beer

"Yeah she slept in my room last night"

"Why? I mean why would she sleep in your room?" he said angrily

I didn't know what to say so I blurted; "We had a argument" I felt really stupid, I knew that was the wrong thing to say, but I was too nervous to think of anything else.

"Really? About what?"

"About you"

"So she told you? Wow! She told me she wasn't going to tell you"