Love Is Complicated

"Alice. Tell me what you want." He needed to hear the words. "Beg me." He ordered. Arthur wanted her to beg while his hands steadily played the smoothness of her folds and nub. Her juices were slippery and he loved confirming her pleasure with his fingers. It made him smile and wished she was always vulnerably horny on his bed. And silently wished that she wanted him this much like he always wants her.

"Arthur. Please. I want you. " He smiled at her response and he could feel her hungriness pulsating intensely waiting for that intensity. He wanted her hard and now. He declared. And with one swift move they were both laying sideways. He slam swiftly inside of her hitting her inside while pressing and sucking her breast. Then with one violent trust his seed was overflowing inside of her and she moved away before realizing because she didn't want his seed inside of her. However Arthur pinned her back to him and force her to accept all his seed. And with one last tremor of her organ- her entrance clasped on his erection and sucked out the last of his semen.

He was still inside of her and he was still tightly embracing her from behind. He was not letting go and all she wanted was to run. She didn't want to move or to speak because it would make what happened real and she didn't want it to be true.

She closed her eyes hoping it would all disappear and he loosened his hold thinking Alice needed the sleep. He closed his eyes and decided to join her. For what seemed like hours he heard the doorbell of the resort suite and realize Alice was not around. He quickly dress himself and the doorbell rang again.

He opened the door and it was his Aunt Margaret with Selina Melo the daughter of the Senator Paul Melo. The one his Aunt Margaret want him to marry apparently if she had her way. "Arthur it already noon why don't you join all of us to....." But before Aunt Margaret could finish Arthur interrupted.

"Sorry. Aunt Margaret but have you seen Alice?"

"Alice she already left about 2 hours ago maybe... something about a resignation and finding herself. I believe she has been like this since she found her mother."

"Her mother alive? Where do you think she is planning to go?" Her Aunt shrugged her shoulder and then looked at Selina.

"Will it seems like Arthur is busy we should just go and have fun." Arthur apologize to Selina and his Aunt but right now he was upset that Alice would leave him without a word yet again. He should have tied her to his bed he thought.

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Chapter 2

(5 months before)

"Are you Daisy Quin?" Alice asked the woman who was a teacher at St. Petes High School in Santa Ana, California. The woman clearly had some similar face structure as her and the same dusty red brown hair, almond skin and hazel eyes.

"Oh my God." The woman tried to run away from her as if she was some kind of monster and Alice tried to keep up to get to her and finally cornered her as she was trying to open her car door with shaking hands.

"Are you my mother?" Alice blurted out and the woman with tears running down her cheeks yelled hysterically "Nooooo... nooo. Noo. Get away from me." The woman dropped to the floor in sitting position her back to the car embracing her legs and rocking as if she had lost her mind. Daisy stared blankly all of a sudden and then as Alice came to touch her she panicked again.

"Noo.. Noo." Yelling at the top of her lungs until she almost ran out of her voice the cops came and as well as the ambulance. She didn't follow try to get close to Daisy but waited outside the hospital as the cops interviewed her of what happened.

"It's you." Suddenly a woman in her 80s walked towards her.

"You're my nieces daughter and my sister's granddaughter." The old lady hugged her without hesitation. "I'm your Aunt Dana. I'm sorry that this happened to you my precious child." Tears coming down her cheeks. "Its tragic. A real tragedy."

"I approached her and she just became... became." She was about to explain for Alice didn't have a clue what happened.

"You don't know." Her Aunt declared.

"Know what?" She invited Alice to sit at the bench on the sidewalk.

"I know you want to meet your mother and get to know her but that could never be my child and I'm sorry for that."

"Why? I want to ask her why she didn't want me? Why I had no family?"

"I didn't know that you will ever find us and where my sister left you so they probably didn't inform you."

"Inform me of what?"

"Your mother she was mistreated while she was kidnapped and she was tortured for a long time. They found her when you were already 3 months on the due date and even tried to kill herself. She was only 19 that time."

"No." Tears coming down her cheeks. "That poor woman. No wonder she became like that I'm a monster. I'm a reminder of her pain. I'm horrible."

"Don't blame yourself." Her Aunt hold her hands. "It's not your fault."

"I did that to her. I'm a doctor I know she's gonna have a hard time recovering back to her previous self again. I'm so stupid. I should have let her live her life peacefully. And all because my selfishness because I wanted to find myself." She swallowed and wiped her tears

"I wanted to find my family because Arthur just proposed to me and I couldn't feel whole because I don't know myself. Now that I do I feel like.... I feel like I dug my own grave."

I'm disgusting. I have no right to be with him. I don't deserve his love.

---NOW---

"You thought you could escape me again?" He was inside her new apartment at 2am laying down on her couch with his shoes still on.

"How did you get in?"

"I haven't seen you for 3 weeks and this is how you greet me? No kiss or a hug. Not even some sweet words like I miss you. Or glad that you are here."

"I had 3 operations, 2 cardiac arrest, 5 bleeding injuries and 10 on call patients I have no time for sweet words." In a quick pace she went straight to her bedroom and locked it. After she showered and ran to the kitchen but since it was a loft with 2 bedrooms she couldn't avoid not crossing the living room which was in the middle.

"Finally done?" He sits up and ordered her to get him some water while she was getting a glass for herself.

He drank his water and then signaled for her to sit beside him.

"I'm tired. I'm going to bed." He grabbed her hands and pulled her down to his lap for a kiss. Her hair still wet and her skin smelled of honey and sugar. He broke the kiss and raised her chin so he could kiss her neck. She placed her right hand on his shoulder while he uncovers her breast by sliding the strap of her shirt. His wet kisses trail down her shoulder blade and the center of her cleavage. He licked the center and the sides of her cleavage.

His hand cupped one of her breast that made her sigh and he squeezed and knead in response. Her moan encouraged her to lick her nipples. The nipples was erect which tempted him to suck on it while pinching the other one. She took his hands and suck on his finger that was pinching her nipples.

"Shit." He declared and dip his tongue inside of her mouth. Her tongue met his and he holds her face to invade her more with his thumb massaging her lips. She adjusted herself on top of him while removing her shorts. And he opened his pants exposing his hard on. He smiled when she licked her lips in response of his expose erection.

He dipped his fingers inside her slit before she sat back down to confirm her desire for him. "God your wet." She reached out to hold his erection and sat on top of him to give him more access to her slit. Her hands circled his penis and moved up and down slowly but with the right pressure. Arthur's fingers followed the rhythm of her hips. She sat by the side and took him on her mouth and sucked him. His fingers enters her from behind with her back raise up in the air. "I miss that little mouth of yours." He complimented. Alice took him inside of her mouth farther. Deep throating him while he fingered her faster from the back. His fingers going in and out from behind while she raised her bottom with more excitement.

"Hmm." Her moan became louder and noticeable. She sucked him harder in response and his seed came flowing out of him. At the same time she found her arousal when the stroke of his fingers became wilder. Her moan echoed in her mouth that gave the satisfaction of his orgasm. Licking the last drop from the tip of the head. She sat up and took his hand that was inside of her and sucked on it.

He wiped her lips with by licking it and when he was about to kiss her she pushed him away and she gets up.

"Don't touch me." She warned while quickly taking her clothing on the floor without looking at him. He fix his clothes and didn't want to aggravate her further.

"You've never said that to me before what's going on?"

"Shut up. You can sleep here tonight shower or whatever there's an extra room over there and bathroom help yourself. But I don't want to see your face when I wake up." She quickly went to her bedroom.

She can't get to attach to him. She has to let him go. No matter how much she wanted him and how much she loves him. She doesn't deserve to be love. The kind of person she was born from should not have the right.

The next week he went in her apartment again this time leaving a trail of socks and shoes outside while sleeping in the guest bedroom.

She ran to her bedroom to avoid him. After she showered she went to bed and when she got in he was there laying down and hugged her.

"Don't you remember that you owe everything you have from my family. Isn't it true?" Arthur reminded.

"I'm sorry I yelled at you."

"I'll only forgive you if you be good to me." He pulled her more closer to her and kissed the top of her head.

She sat up and turn around to face him. Arthur's nicely built muscular chest exposed while his face dreamily looked at her. She bent down to kiss him and her palms lingers on his chest muscles. Her tongue entered his and his hand reached at the back of her head to pull her more deeply. The kiss ended and they were both grasping for air while they stare at each others eyes trying to search for some answers but fearing any words they knew could destroy the moment.

His palm covers her left breast and fondled it eagerly. It suddenly made her blush because he was staring at her trying to detect her reaction. Then he pulled down the strap of her white tee shirt and uncovers her nipple. He waited for a reaction while he took his time caressing the shape of her breast with the back of his palm. The tip of his fingers carefully passing her nipples and sending a chill down her spine. He could sense her breathing becoming harsher and he smiled just as he bent in to suck her nipple hard. His tongue circling the tip of her breast and his other hand pinching her other nipple. He guided her on her back and only stop to take off her shirt. Then again enjoying the wonderful nub.

The back of her forearm covered her eyes while she arched to his touch and trying to stop herself from going on the edge of climax. But he sensed her need so he reached inside her underwear and discovered her wet flesh. His fingers entered her quivering slit and went with the found rhythm and he trust her eagerly pressing according to her hip movement. The rush between her legs were more existence and she struggle for composure as she moans while trying to stop herself from enjoying his touch.

He uncovers her eyes and his lips touched hers. He could see her hunger shimmering from her eyes. He knew her enough what she wanted and he centered his hardness on her entrance rubbing the tips of his rod to her throbbing flesh. She push him off of her and had a second thought.

She was about to get off bed but he grabbed her arms and pulled her back to him for a demanding kiss. She pushed him back to the bed and she climbed on top of him. She could feel his hardness between her soft wet slit and she couldn't resist the sensation it gave. It pressed hard and dry humping him was her unconscious reaction. She liked the heat of his erection while the head was spilling out his brief. She slightly pet the head and the slight touch made him arched down on the bed while he pressed her hard down on him. The sensation made her moaned in response.

The sliding pressure of there organ became intense and she came while rocking hard on him. He pulled her chest forward with his hands on her back and shoulder so he could suck her nipples and grope her breast. Their eyes met and his lips took hers. He rolled her on her back and without warning entered her deep. It made her sigh and arch back to receive his flesh inside of her. The meeting of their tongue signified the meeting of the flesh between their legs. His tongue invading her mouth and her mouth taking it.

"Alice, do you hate me?" She tries to stroll his question by kissing him again but he refused to be tricked by avoiding the kiss.

"Tell me."

"Your inside of me right now do you really want this conversation to go on." He nibbled on her neck and slowly withdraw his organ out only to drive it carefully back in. She arched in response to his movements repeatedly.

"I'll push it deeper and harder just the way you like it. Just the way you need it right now if you answer me." He whispered while he nibbled on her nipple.

She moans erotically and her body movement vibrating more lustful. He tried to resist the naughty encouragement of her lewd body but the state she was showing was more than what he could resist.

"Arthur. I really want it harder. I want you to ravish me." She gripped his hips tightly with her thigh and arching herself towards him offering herself to him more wantonly. He was aroused even more and her provocative lust always weaken him. So without thought he vigorously ravage her and wildly pummel himself inside of her. Arthur had forgotten his attempt to coerce her with some answers.

She moaned louder as he goes in deeper and rock himself in and out of her. He entered forcefully. "Alice. I can't hold back." He kissed her savagely, tongue twisting and tasting. Demanding more and taking what she is offering. Arthur stir her inside as he sink deeper and harder inside of her. He holds her tight placing her in a submissive position and raised her hips and leg more upward so he could enter her even further. Her pussy walls grip him tightly attempting to squeeze his hard-on.

"Alice that's so tight." He responded as she shivered and she clenched on his erection when she was about to climax. Her walls were pumping him furiously when she came and he pushed even deeper to help her with her orgasm. Now his penis were totally swallowed and drowned within her pussy walls. It contracted his penis and when he tries to withdraw it tightens more. He was out totally and entered her tight hole deeper and farther deep in her. He knew she was more sensitive by her moans and lustful movements encouraging him to do more. He felt more of her juices flowing between them and coating his erection even more.

He turned her over so she was on her belly while her bottom was raise up for him to praise. He opened the cheek of her bottom and licked the contracting sensitive organ. He tasted her juice and entered his tongue inside her slit, twirling and lapping. It made her squirm and he entered her from behind just as she started to climax again. She raised her rear with gusto and his fingers in her reached in front of her to caress her breast and fingered her nub. His fingers coated and entered with his erection, stretching her pussy and finding a different sensation. "It's so wet."

"Arthur." She kept moaning out her name while his fingers find the sensation deep in her and she came again.

"Does it feel good?" She arched her back and moaned harder. He took her from behind like an animal, pumping wildly, enjoying his treat and devouring on his victim.

He flip her gently to her back to face him and kissed her hot lips while entering her heated wet organ. Her pussy was throbbing from the wonderful torture of his lovemaking. He kissed her lazily but sensually. Their eyes were fixed on each other as his movement became faster. His pounding movement became almost rash and violently when he entered deep in her but her pussy took pleasure on the movement. Alice climax again and he groaned almost in agony and his seed poured inside of her. His semen was hot inside of her filling her in and coating her inside. He emptied himself in her, his strength gone and his weight fixed on top of her, their skin sticking, and their breathing apparent. After gaining the strength he withdraw himself from her and his semen and some of her own juices came rushing out.

He laid beside her and she attempted to face away from him. Avoiding his presence and mostly unable to face her weakness to cuddle the man she loves. Before she could turn away he stopped her by pressing on her belly.

"Shhh... Don't move away."

There was silence in the room and none of them wanted to speak. The two feared to disturb the contempt of the aftermath of their love making. However, many questions are still unanswered and issues unresolved.