I watched the rain, slide gently down the black umbrella. Dance on the corner of the edge, and finally as if finding a place like heaven, jumped into the ground near her feet.
Obsessing over small discrete things that happened around her was, you could say a pastime of mine. She stood at this bus stop every day from 5:16 - 5:25 coming straight from her job, which was at the local camera house. Catching the 42 to the city. I caught the 19 which came 3 minutes after hers.
She, was the woman of my fantasies, a naturally beautiful woman, by natural I mean that she had beauty that struck you as heaven sent, nothing spectacular about her body, face, eyes. I think that is what made her so desirable, she looked normal her brown curly hair always bounced a little when she walked, sliding against her uniform and sometimes catching the edge of her nametag. It read "Marianne" such a fantastic name, I thought, then again everything she did amazed me, from the way she held her umbrella, to the way she smiled at the bus driver even the way it faded as she sat down on the bus.
I had always wanted to talk to her, but to afraid of ruining the perfect scenario in my head, and living in that regret.
The day of this story that all changed.
Standing there, watching her stare at her shoes in the rain. I took another drag of my cigarette cupped under my hand, and half into my jacket so it wouldn't get wet. Out of nowhere she turned to me and said.
"Excuse me? Could you.. Uh.. Do that again?"
Choking on my own words, god I was going to die of asphyxia, I couldn't breathe much less think of the words that were coming out my mouth as I sputtered them out like a high school kid being caught looking through the holes in the changing rooms.
"Guh... what did I.. Um.. Uh..look at? Or I.. "
She laughed, God her laugh was amazing. It spiked the air with a gentle breeze as it lit up her eyes and her smile brightened up the gloomy evening.
"Haha.. No, Um take a drag of your smoke. I.. Well I am a photographer, I want to capture that moment, its rather beautiful"
I laughed and took a drag of my smoke. Busting into a lagging fit running over the conversation in my head.
"Your silly" She said.
"Stop laughing, its not that funny"
I smiled at her, and said. " I know, I know its just so random"
As I spoke her bus pulled up and she got in line, holding her camera snapping pictures. She lifted the camera from her face and said.
"Hey, umm do you want to go out for coffee sometime? Maybe? With me?"
I'm sure she noticed how wide my eyes went, as I stammered the following string of grunts and spasms'
"I uh.. Sure like. When I.. We can.. Hey im free this evening"
She smiled.. "Ok then, 8? At muggo's?"
"8 it is, it's a date" I said slapping my hand against my face.
She got on the bus, and instead of smiling at the driver, she shot me the most beautiful smile that had crossed those perfect lips. I smiled back and continued to wait for my bus.
Later on at my place, I tried on a total of 8 ties, 7 shirts, 3 pants, 4 boxers (just in case). In an attempt to trim my pubic hair, I had managed to fuck it up, and decided off with it all.
At about 7 o'clock I was just about to leave, so I went to shut my stereo off and realized I should probably jerk off quickly before the date, so I wasn't ruined by sexual tension and anxiety.
I went into my bedroom, and started thinking about her amazing legs, that pure white skin peeking through the fishnets of her uniform stockings. Her hair touching her naked breasts, sweat dripping off of her bare body as she rode my cock furiously, screaming my name. I jerked off harder and faster, imagining her sucking my cock and biting the head of it fiercely. Just as I was about to come I heard the following on the radio.
"Pile up on I-12 people are advised to take I-13"
"FUCK ME!" I shouted, realized taking the I-13 would take at least 30 minutes longer than the I-12 not thinking, I zipped my cock back in and shot into my car. Waiting for the light to turn green 4 streets from the cafΓ© I realized I had become so sexually aroused that this date would be incredibly sexually charged.