Her relationship with her husband continued but deteriorated within another year or so. He began to work out of town leaving her very lonely and alone. Even when he was there she felt very alone. One night while he was working out of town. She went online and saw an old friend of theirs. They began to chat with one another, then their conversations became very intimate. She confided to him how attracted she was to him. He too wanted her, but could never tell her because he was a friend with them both of them. He remembered things about her.
He remembered what she was wearing when they first met and could even tell her what she smelled like. She was in awe, and she could not believe it. She was so nervous when she first met him she felt attracted to him right away, but could not and wouldn't let into it. Since he confided in her, she too told him about how she felt from the first time they met and how she still felt toward him. They talked for hours and continued like this via email, real time and telephone.
She wanted him so badly, but did not want her guilt from her husband to interfere with what may or may not happen with him. She was ready for clean break from her husband. Even if she may end up having her heart played with she would not do it to his. Which may have been the easiest thing to do? They often said to one another call me and we will have coffee. She convinced herself that it was innocent, having a cup of coffee between friends. He's my friend too, she thought.
They had become very good friends and she did not want sex to ruin the friendship. Then again she remembered how her relationship was at first with her husband when it was really wonderful. It was when they were best friends, then becoming lovers. She shared this with him and told him that she indeed wanted him. She had finally separated with her husband, but the divorce wasn't final yet.
So she was free to date him, but he was still living with a woman. This was his clearing to move in. She knew that their lovemaking would be a lot of fun and very sensual. She knew he would not make the first move, so she asked him if he wanted to meet for a cup of coffee. His reply was eager one. He too had been waiting for this for so long. They made their plans where to meet.
Once accomplished, she felt like a little school girl again. With nervous feelings, stomach turning, sweaty palms. She knew that once they met, these feelings of anticipation would subside. Then they could really enjoy each others company. She made arrangements so that she had the entire day and evening cleared. He was as nervous as she was, finally his fantasy was going to be sitting with him. He had wanted her for so long and soon she would be right in front of him. This time he knew she wanted him as much as he wanted her. What a combination both fantasized about one another and wanted each other so badly that they fantasized about it.
She selected the black dress with the black duster over it with black heels. She knew how much he loved to see her in clothes such as these. She remembered how she used to tease his sitting in her chair with her legs spread just enough so you could think you see something. Today I might be doing more than teasing him. Again, her stomach began to turn with excitement. As she put on the finishing touches, she stepped into the high heels. There is no going back now, only forward from here on out, she thought.
She arrived at the coffee shop. As she walked is, she hoped he had not arrived yet, she was the first one there. The coffee shop was a dim and very comfortable place. Perfect for their first meeting such as this. She found a love seat in the back of the shop that was empty. She thought, few people in here this time of day, perfect. She got comfortable and tried to shake off the nervous stomach.
Just then she saw him walk through the door and look for her, he began to approach her, she stiffened up in the love seat with a huge smile on her face watching his face begin to smile also. She stood up as he got closer, then they embraced one another. He smelled wonderful and felt wonderful too. His hard body pressed against her. She wanted really to feel his hard body with her hands and explore him.