Jill looked at me in astonishment. It wasn't anger, so that was a good thing. The surprise of what I unexpectedly told her was difficult to process quickly.
I watched as redness spread across her face and down her neck into her cleavage. She has large breasts that she accentuates with clothing that draws your eyes to them. They were always worth taking a second look at. Her face wasn't exactly symmetrical and if she was thinking deeply, she had a RBF. But if a smile were across her lips, she radiated a devilish look. Her lips were full and it was rare to see her without lipstick accentuating them.
"Uh..." She started to speak and then abruptly closed her mouth.
"Take a minute. Not everything needs an immediate response." I grinned to let her know that there was an element of fun to my comments. "You're blushing all the way down to your belly button," I added.
She smiled nervously and nodded.
"You're not used to direct compliments, Jill. You know me. I don't say things like that unless I mean them."
Even though we were standing in the hallway at work, she put her right hand on my forearm and absent-mindedly rubbed it briefly. No one else was around but anyone could walk in.
The interaction started a few minutes minutes prior. I walked into Jill's office and said good morning. She looked up at me and smiled.
"You're looking beautiful today, Jill. Not that you aren't always." I made eye contact with her and winked.
Though normally full of confidence, I noted that Jill's eyes looked down and away from me briefly.
She looked back up and said, "Thank you, Josh." She smiled. She surprised me by adding, "I'm not feeling beautiful today. My on-again-off-again boyfriend told me we were done yesterday afternoon after work."
Because I'm a hugger, I went around the desk and gave her a big hug. She always responded enthusiastically and wrapped her arms tight around me. When I moved to pull away, she pulled me closer and kissed the side of my neck below my right ear. That was something new to her hugs. Something about the way her lips making contact with my skin there gave me a jolt. A pleasurable one.
When we separated, I made eye contact and held it. "Your ex is an idiot then. Any man would be glad to have you. You're beautiful, adventurous, and hardworking."
"Thank you, Josh. Coming from you, I know you mean it." Jill smiled. Her cheeks turned slightly red.
I'm not sure what triggered my realization. Somehow, I knew that the kiss on the side of my neck was not something that she planned. But it had been something she had thought about before. And if she had thought about that it also meant that she had evaluated me in another way.
A couple of years prior, I had helped her with a medical problem. The result was that she became a lot more sexually satisfied. I wasn't involved in that exploration. I was just the catalyst.
The words came out of me, unplanned. "I'm ready to take you up on the offer you made me back in the day. I know you've fantasized about me, even as you used the video I sent to you to fantasize."
Jill nodded and said, "Yes," quietly.
I continued. "I've also fantasized about you. I know your new ability allowed you to feel pleasure more often and more deeply. But I've thought about what you told me. That the people you've been with don't wholeheartedly dive in and focus on you getting pleasure."
She whispered, "Yes, that is still true."
"I am not actually a mind reader. But now that you don't have a boyfriend, I somehow know that you've wanted to ask me more than once to give you that fantasy. You can tell me I'm wrong if I am. But the redness creeping down across your chest tells me otherwise. You're also breathing a little more quickly."
She nodded again. "Let's go out into the hallway for a minute. Is that okay?"
"Of course. I don't want you to be uncomfortable."
We both stepped out into the hallway. That was a few minutes minutes ago.
Jill hesitated but finally spoke. "I brought you out into the hallway because I was afraid of what I might do to you. Honestly, it's more about what I wanted you to do to me right then and there in the office."
I smiled. I was glad that I hadn't misjudged or made her feel uncomfortable. She rubbed my forearm again.
"Not gonna lie. I want that fantasy so badly that I got immediately wet watching you talk, Josh."
I reached out and ran my fingers lightly across the side of her face. "Tell me when and where, Jill. I was not making empty promises. I'll figure out what you like and do it until you pass out."
"Lord, you are evil, Josh!" She laughed. "It's about to start leaking down the inside of my thighs thinking about it."
"I hope to taste it soon. You deserve to be treated like that at least one time. Because if someone does it for you, you'll never want to be without it." I touched the side of her face again. Jill visibly shivered.
Jill took a step back and looked me up and down. It was as if she were taking a photograph with her eyes.
"Two things," she said. "First, tonight. I can't wait. I'm afraid if I don't, I'll convince myself I shouldn't. Second, I'm going to break early. I'm going to shut my office door. There's something I need to take care of or I won't be able to think straight for the rest of the day."