Dear Readers,
I'm sorry this one took a little bit longer to post! I have been working on trying to put everything in past tense, I am still working on it--so please excuse any awkward phrases if I missed anything.
I really like getting comments on my work--what I could do better and such. I appreciate constructive criticism especially since this is the first story I've ever written.
A special thanks to DirtyStrumpet for being an eager critic and reader.
Please read Ch. 00 and Ch 01 of these series! This segment takes place a week after chapter 01.
-------------------------------------------------
-------------------------------------------------
HIGHEVER PALACE
(Guest Quarters)
It was a bright and sunny day in the kingdom of Highever, the weather itself could put anyone with the most sorrowful spirits in a joyful mood. Unfortunately, this was not the case for Lady Dominique De Bourgh.
Dominique spent the entire week in solemn self-reflection. In the mornings, she joined her Aunt and Uncle for morning tea along with her sister. She hid the pains of her young heart under a sincere smile, and no one had noticed that something might be wrong. Only Geneve queried once, for she knew her sister well enough to notice the unfamiliar sad twinkle in her eyes. The latter did give the subject up eventually upon Dominique's insistence that it was only because she really missed their father.
The evenings were relentless. For the past week, she had her dinners brought up, afraid to see the man that held her thoughts completely. Dominique knew that per custom, the Captain of the Guard stood inside the dining area, ten feet away from the royal table as the first family dined with honored guests. She couldn't bear the thought of seeing him again. Well, she actually wanted to see him again, but she did not wish for him to see her.
"My lady? Your bath is ready." said her governess Romilda, who has looked after the sisters since they were little. As a spinster with no family, Romilda was free to join them on this visit, and it was a great comfort to Dominique to have her around.
Dominique looked out the wall sized glass window inside the guest quarters of the palace, still in deep reflection. Her long fingers toyed with the tips of the golden locks that lay atop her voluptous bosoms, concealed by the silk red robe that she wore.
She inhaled deeply as images from her encounter with Gustav captured her thoughts. At that short encounter, she allowed him to devour her body, and she loved every bit of it. She remembered how boldly he handled her erect nipples with his mouth, and how he obsessively ravaged her sex with his tongue. She remembered how her heart exploded at the climax while he still persistently--almost under a spell lapped at her silky red folds.
"Dominique, child..." Romilda was suddenly beside her, a comforting hand rested on her shoulder. "That is enough."
If there is anything that she is trained for--it is stoicism. No royal must succumb to their own emotions, especially if they were addressing the public.
But Romilda is not the public. She is Romilda. She is the woman who has probably taught her more than her own withdrawn mother. This woman brushed her hair, tasted her food, picked out her gowns, and when she reached adolescence, shaved her privates for inner comfort under all the layers of noble dresses.
After a week of hiding, from herself more than anybody, Dominique closed her eyes and hugged the old lady in soft sobs.
She cried softly as she recalled how cold she felt when he stormed out of the barn, how moist her privates remained long after his mouth had left them while she sat still, in shock.
Of course it was her fault. She barely knew the man and she allowed him to own her body and make her feel the way she did. Why did she present herself so freely? Why did she act so cheaply? Why did her curiosity almost cost her sacred chaste? How could she have been so stupid?
If there was any consolation in the matter, it was that she did not shed a single tear then. She gathered her belongings, straightened her hair, and walked out of the stable with her chin held high.
But she did not have to pretend today, she cannot. She was only human. Yes, even Lady Dominique De Bourgh needed to cry.
Tears still covered her face even when she was finally able to get into her bath. Romilda added some lavender to her usual jasmine oils to help her relax.
In short yet controlled sobs, Dominique was able to confide everything to her governess. She told her about the conversation with Kellan, her short-lived tryst with the Captain, and her hesitations about telling her sister these revelations.
The old lady, who was seated right beside the tub, listened sympathetically to her charge as she gently brushed her hair.
"My sweet child, do not burden yourself. You are only human."
"It's easy for you to say, it is so difficult to do."
"The pains of the heart only grow bigger when they are concealed."
"You know very well that this isn't going to bode too well with public scrolls."
"Your sister and myself are not public scrolls."
"But once I tell her, I might not have the strength to keep my head high."
The old lady smiled. "That is true. It may be best to keep us this between us for the time being."
Dominique closed her eyes and inhaled deeply. How much lighter her chest felt! She was very grateful to have Romilda to confide to.
"Although I must tell you, circumstances do not hinder the truth as much as your royal poise does." Romilda muttered.
Dominique lazily shifted her icy glaze from the wonderfully ornated ceiling of the guest bathrooms to her governess'. "And what do you mean by that?"
"Would you believe me if I told you, that I could have guessed your heart's aches since three days ago?"
"I thought I was doing a good job at being stoic."
"No, child--no." laughed Romilda. "I mean, yes! You are still doing a wonderful job of keeping your public face intact. But what I mean to say is--I knew that the Guard Captain had something to do with your absences at the dinner table, even before you told me anything!"
That got the Lady's attention. She got up and took her robe from the handle. "What do you mean?"
"Well, I spoke to the chambermaids that--"
Dominique's eyes widened in fear. "You mean to tell me that the Captain has told the palace staff about--"