There's no sex in this chapter. Bill and Rita take a step back and begin their summer journey from friends to best friends to lovers.
Be patient, there will be plenty of sex in coming chapters. Trust me!!
I woke around 7:45 deeply refreshed as my mom drove out the driveway on her way to work. I laid there as the past twelve hours replayed in my head, a bit of last night's glow still in me.
I got dressed and went downstairs for some cereal. There was a piece of paper on the table with some chores my dad wanted me to take care of. At the bottom of the note was a sentence in my dad's handwriting, "Got in a little late last night?" Fortunately, the list kept my mind off everything and I was done with the chores by noon.
I had just sat down to have my lunch when the phone rang.
"Hello."
"Bill what did you do after you took me home last night?"
Cindy.
Alarms went off in my head. She knew I had gone to the party. Probably knew about the 'game'. Hopefully she didn't know about Bev or Rita. Probably not a good idea to deny anything, as it will only make matters worse. Will have to see where this goes. I guess juicy news travels fast. I wonder who called her.
"I went to the graduation party over here in the woods."
"Even after I told you NOT to?"
"You didn't say 'Not to'. If I remember correctly, your final words were, 'I don't want to
hear
you went to the party' ".
A slight technicality I thought, but reasonable.
"You KNOW what I meant!!! Was there beer there and did you have some?"
"Yes and yes. But only about one and one half cups."
"Who was there?"
"Bev and Gordon, Dick, CC, Judy, Bonny, Chris, Rita, a bunch of jocks from the football team, and other of my friends."
"So! There were a bunch of girls there? What were THEY doing?"
Hmmm. She knew about the 'game', This is not going to end well.
"They were just kind of standing around. Visiting with everybody. Stuff like that."
"Were they kissing any of the guys?"
"I saw CC kiss Dick."
"Did any of them kiss you?"
Uh Oh. Here it comes.
"Yeah. But it was just part of a game. It was all done in fun. No big deal."
"Fun huh? No big deal? How about when one of them grabbed you?"
Hmmm. Not only knew about the game, but also some of the details. I was in deep shit. This is not going to end well I thought again.
"That got a bit out of hand. They had done the same thing to other guys before I got there."
"But you didn't try to stop her? Who was it?"
"It was CC. And they said 'no touching'. So, there was nothing I could do about it."
"What do you mean THERE WAS NOTHING YOU COULD DONE ABOUT IT? YOU COULD HAVE LEFT!!" she yelled through the phone, "I can't believe you did this to me. I feel like such a fool. How many other times have you messed around behind my back?"
"Cindy Calm down. Like I said, it was just a game. All done in fun. I didn't do anything I wouldn't have done if you had been there." Seemed like a reasonable statement. At least to me.
"How would you like it, if you had heard I was with some of my friends, and guys were kissing girls and one came up and kissed me, and squeezed
my
boob?"
"Probably wished I would have been there. Sounds like a fun time," the words escaping my mouth before my brain could shut it. I hate it when that happens.
"Bill, I can't believe you did this to me. I thought you loved me. That we were going to be together all the time you are at school," she sobbed into the phone. "Or were you planning on dumping me just before you left, so you could mess around at school? Or were you just going to see other girls at school behind my back?
"I don't think I can trust you anymore!!!
"I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!! DON'T CALL ME!! GIVE MY RING TO YOUR SISTER AND I WILL GET YOUR'S BACK TO YOU!!"
Click. The phone went dead.
I went over to the table, sat down, took a bite of my sandwich, and stared out the window. I had just been dumped by my girlfriend. Yeah, I had cheated on my steady girlfriend- kind of with Bev and most definitely with Rita. I knew that she would've never done that to me. I had made her cry and broken her heart.
Taking another bite. What was I going to do? I could give it some time for her to cool down? Give her a call? Apologize? Grovel? I hadn't meant to hurt her. Yeah, I did cheat on her. But did I really want to get back together? We told each other that we loved each other. But did we? How much of your first 'teenage love" can be genuine? Was it all just hormones? Was it the excitement and thrill of the stuff she would let me do for the first time?
Taking another bite. I then realized I wasn't all that upset. Deep down, maybe even a bit relieved. Was it because of what Rita had said about going off to college with no strings attached? To be free to see and meet new people and not feeling guilty? Would Rita go out with me now? She said she would have if I didn't have a girlfriend. Could I ask her out now? But more importantly, I would hope she wouldn't think that I was expecting a repeat of last night, which I wasn't. I'd be happy just to hang out together. Not date. Just do things together: movies, bowling, and miniature golf, go out for a pizza. As friends. Stuff like that.
I just hope that ominous note from my dad didn't mean I was getting grounded, or something.
Maybe life wasn't so complicated. I should call her as I finished my sandwich.