Chapter 2: Coffee, Blood, and Vanessa
Ah, we left Nick leaving his bar; he's covered with smoke and a sweet memory of Lisa. What about that bitter memory of Vanessa? I think we should stick around, and see what ole Nicky Boy will think up next. It's like a free movie anyhow. Have your popcorn? Let's go!
Nick walked a few blocks and smoked another cigarette. His mind wondered far and out into the deep darkness that alcohol had built a wall around. Lisa, god how he missed Lisa with everything he had, she was everything he ever wanted. He took a deep puff as his mind went back to that day and seeing Vanessa again.
She walked up, her dark hair blowing in the wind... what's that scent? Its lavender, you fool. Of course it is it always was her favorite scent, the scent they shared after love making. She smiled that coy smile, her plump red lips forming a perfect shape as she spoke her honey words and Nick did everything in his power not to look up at her eyes. "I never thought you would be here" She said softly.
"I ..." he took a deep breath and fell into her dark skin. Vanessa responded.
"Well, I'm back in town for a little while, I have a cell phone, if you want to play some catch up."
Nick knew what she asked, but all he heard was "Come on Nick, you and I got a date with destiny, come on, and come hard...you want me and you know it. Come all over again!" Nick shook his head. "I don't know, V... I got this thing."
Vanessa's red lips formed a sad arch and she said in a slightly hurt voice, "someone wouldn't like me hanging with you?"
At this point he wanted to say yes, leave! Instead he said, "No, it's not that. Lisa is great and she wouldn't mind." Vanessa's dark smile came back. "Good, then how about the old coffee house we use to go to when we didn't feel like drinking lets say seven tonight."
She smiled and turned as he tried to begin a protest. He was left with just one thought from here. Why didn't I just say no?
Ah, Old Nick...poor Nick really. Can we all see what's happening? Oh, he's surrounded by thoughts again... what do you think of that? He just can't escape her.
Nick is lighting another cigarette. If he doesn't die of cancer maybe he'll be so kind to tell us the rest of the story.
"The night came..." He said softly to his sobering self and his unseen audience. "The night came... and it was seven..."
And it looks like we're being transported to another place and time. In this place and time, the shadows Nick has always feared are his traveling companions. He'll be watching just like we are now. He's watching so closely, that one might think he's mad. Of course, to follow the heart's desires shows a level of madness.
He sees himself walking into that coffee house. He'll later call it the coffee house of the damned, I mean, that's what he is right? If you lost your star, aren't you damned? He knows the answer; I suppose we don't, not really.
Nick walked in and sat down with Vanessa. Vanessa smiled that perfect smile, the one he had grown use too after long periods of love making. He wished he hadn't seen it. He didn't want to remember how good it felt to be inside her. He wished he had not known that her kiss was better than anything else on this earth. He felt gooseflesh arise over his arms as Vanessa pushed some of her obsidian hair to the side..
Lisa's thoughts are strong in his heart, that's true, but are they really strong enough? Come now, we know that answer, let's watch what happened. Much like that bar, we'll just float around and watch and listen.
Nick sat and tried to focus his attention on the table. A waitress came by making small talk and greeting them. "Would you like anything?" she asked with a tone that said she wanted someone to sit with at a coffee shop. Vanessa said her order, Nick didn't listen. He waved his hand with a "No, thanks."