ONE
I stood before the deep red door of apartment 206, Bryn's door, chewing my bottom lip. I tugged on my dishwater blonde hair to tighten my ponytail, a nervous tic I'd had since childhood, unsure I wanted to go through with this. Normally I could handle myself just fine, thank you very much, but this shit was getting totally out of hand. I'd managed to explain away the bruise on my cheek, but I was seeing Hayden in way too many places for it to be just coincidence. I took a deep breath, gathered my courage, and rapped firmly on the door. After a moment I heard the snap of a deadbolt releasing and then the door swung open.
"Reagan? What are you doing here?" Bryn asked, his surprise clear on his face and in his voice.
Part of the reason for his surprise was I'd never been to his apartment before, and until four hours ago, I hadn't known where he lived. I'd found his address by looking it up on the service computer at work.
"May I come in?"
"Uh... sure," he said as he stepped back and opened the door wide in invitation. "Would you like to sit down?" he asked when I stopped just inside the door, not sure what I wanted to do next.
"Thanks," I said as I moved to the single chair.
I picked up the short pile of mail in the seat, variously addressed to Current Resident, Occupant, and Bryn Ludlow. I handed him the pile, the top envelope announcing he 'May Have Already Won!' Bryn's apartment was tiny, made smaller still by a gutted computer on the floor, along with empty Mountain Dew bottles and several empty pizza boxes piled on the bar and his small kitchen table, though his computer desk was tidy. He added the junk mail to the clutter on the bar.
He plopped into his desk chair and swiveled to face me, but said nothing, apparently waiting for me to speak. "Well? What can I do for you?" he finally asked with I didn't say anything.
I paused, not wanting to admit what I'd done. I talked to Bryn at least once a week, but unlike everyone else in the club, I respected and liked him. "I have a... problem," I began, my voice soft.
Why was it so hard to admit I was in over my head?
"I gathered or you wouldn't be here. Why don't you just tell me what's going on?"
I huffed out a sigh. "I've fucked up. You've heard me pissing and moaning how all the Dark Knights don't respect me?"
"Yeah, well, welcome to my world," he grunted.
"Well..." I said before pausing to take a deep breath to gather the courage to continue. "I've had an affair with Hayden Rogan," I finished with a rush.
He blinked at me a moment before he broke into a huge smile. "Hayden Rogan?
The
Hayden Rogan? The Hayden Rogan whose nuts Kevin threatened to have cut off? That Hayden Rogan?" Bryn paused then began to snicker. "Kevin is going to positively shit kittens when he finds out about this!"
"Don't you dare tell him!"
"Reagan... he's your brother. He's going to find out sooner or later." Bryn chuckled as he spun once around in his chair. "Oh God, I so want to be there when he finds out about this!"
"Bryn! You can't tell him!" I begged.
I knew this was a bad idea!
"I won't tell him," he said, still grinning like an idiot, "but I have to savor the moment," he added dreamily, staring at the ceiling for a few seconds before returning his attention to me. "So, why are you here? Are you going to have an affair with me now, in case fucking Hayden wasn't enough to give Kevin an aneurism?"
I jumped to my feet. "Fuck you, Bryn!" I snarled. "I thought maybe you were the one guy I could trust to help me, but you're just as bad as all the other assholes in the Knights!"
"Reagan, wait! Just wait a minute!" Bryn called, rising from his chair and chasing after me as I stormed for the door. I grabbed the knob and tried to open it, but he put his hand against it to hold it shut. "Just hang on a second!"
"Let go of the fucking door,
Lowlife
," I snarled, my voice dripping with contempt on the nickname the club had given him.
His face hardened. He hated being called Lowlife and I knew it. He jerked his hand away as if the door was hot, holding it aloft to show his compliance.
"Fine," he rumbled as he took a step back. "Guess you don't need my help after all."
I didn't open the door because I didn't know who else to turn too and I really did need help. "You can be such a jerkwad," I growled as I released the door handle.
"You're not exactly little miss sunshine sometimes either, you know," he said and then smiled. "I'm sorry. It's just... Jesus Reagan... what were you thinking? You're Kevin McKenna's little sister.
Vice-President
Kevin McKenna," he clarified, making rabbit ears in the air around Kevin's title. "Here, come sit down, and tell me how I can help. Can I get you something? I have Mountain Dews in the 'fridge."
"How about a beer?"
"No beer. Sorry. To me, that shit tastes just like what it looks like."
"Fine. Give me a Dew."
He walked to the refrigerator and pulled out a pair Dews. "Here you go," he said before tossing it underhand to me.