Chapter Twenty Six
Connie and I had a snack before I took her back to Keele. We said not a word about what had happened, though the subject loomed large in the car. When we had unpacked her, I was ready to drive back. She came to me and put her arms round my neck.
"Graham..." she hesitated. "I'm sorry. You know that? I mean about not supporting you."
"Yes, I know. Don't worry about it. When we forgive, we forgive totally: it's over."
She kissed me gently and with obvious love. "Stay for a while?"
I nodded, and she stepped back, pulled her tee shirt over her head, unsnapped her bra, dropped her slacks, kicking off her shoes. Then she gazed at me with that sultry expression of hers as she slipped her french knickers down her legs, her breasts jutting deliciously and wobbling enticingly. She stood straight displaying all her curves and nodded at my clothed body.
I made to untie my shoelaces, but she took my hand and led me to the bedroom, pushing me to sit on the bed. Then she knelt before me and untied my laces, removed my shoes and then my socks.
"Stand up" she said, and when I did, she unsnapped and unzipped my trousers, pulling them and my briefs down to my feet, when I lifted each foot for her to remove them. She giggled.
"What?" I asked.
"You look funny in a suit, shirt and tie and a monstrous erection peeping out from beneath them."
How easy it is to boost a man's morale! Monstrous indeed!
I shed the suit, then the tie, then the shirt.
Once horizontal, she embarked on a tour of my body with her lips, completing it by kissing my cheeks, my ears, my neck, my closed eyes and finally my mouth. As we kissed I felt her hand grasp my cock and then velvet slickness as she pushed herself onto me, and me into her.
She moved. I moved until "A-a-h!" came her cry followed in short order by my own groan.
"Only you!" she cried. "Only you my darling! Never again! For you! Always!"
It did not make much sense, but my throbbing cock was taking most of my attention, and I think she was saying she would never doubt me again.
She fell forward onto me, measuring her length along mine, which she loved to do, my cock still in her though not as deep, and I could still feel her shivers from the remnants of her climax. There's no doubt, women have the best deal when it comes to coming!
There was a dawning realisation that her lack of support for me had affected her far more deeply than it had me, and that she was still quite desperate to assure me of her love and trust. She was still damaged by all that abuse, and her self-esteem still needed building.
It led me to say "I love you so much. You are the most beautiful person I have ever met."
She raised her head and looked at me. "Codswallop!" she muttered with a scowl. "Balderdash!" she continued. "Baloney!" she ended her refutation. "Don't you forget, you liar, that I've seen
Colette!
" She gave a grim smile of triumph. Then as an afterthought, "And Zena! Oh, and Harriet!" By now she was laughing.
"And your sister?" I smirked wickedly. Her face clouded. "Joke!" I said rapidly. "You're prettier than her."
"Than she?" She made to correct my grammar. A pedant after my own heart!
"Yes, OK, the verb 'to be' does not take an object," I said doggedly. "On the other hand if 'than' is a preposition, it takes the objective case β 'her'.
"But I was being precise as well. I did not say you were a more beautiful
woman
but
person
. You have suffered so much and you are still so loving, so thoughtful and caring. And you are very beautiful as well. I'm very lucky to have you."
She looked moved, but quickly regained her mischievous grin. "Is that all?" She asked.
"Don't be greedy," I said, then "OK, and you're a great fuck!"
"Perhaps, but I think I'm also a great
lover
." She looked smug, daring me to contradict her.
"That you are," I said.
"And so are you," she said. "And you're a beautiful person as well. I don't deserve you."
"I think we richly deserve each other." I said. This time she made no verbal reply but nodded her head.
Then she said as an afterthought, "I think that 'than' is more a conjunction! Therefore 'she', not 'her'!"
I groaned. We left the grammatical argument there β a lawyer and an English undergraduate should know when to agree to differ. A conjunction? Nah! But I kept that to myself.
Wednesday 26th April 72
Next day I was in the office at seven thirty, with a bleary eyed Zena next door who had complained about my enthusiasm for work, but understood my need to get back in harness after the inquiry. I caught up on WJT's case for an hour or so, before phoning their Deputy Chief Executive and acquainting her with my progress. She sympathised with my suspension and expressed her relief that I was still in charge of their case, so that put us back on good terms.
At ten, our clerk informed me that a Mr and Miss Gresty were waiting for me in the foyer. I let Patrick know about WJT, and informed him of the Grestys' arrival. He said he would prefer to be present at the meeting, and I saw the wisdom of that.
We went together to the committee room and asked our receptionist to bring them them up. The door opened and two rather crestfallen people entered.
"Mr Gresty, Caroline," a smiling Patrick said in greeting. "Shall we sit over there in the comfortable chairs," gesturing to the three piece suite at the far side of the room. The Grestys sat on the sofa, while we took the armchairs.
"Madeleine," Patrick addressed our receptionist, who had remained in the room waiting to see if there was anything else needed, "Could we have coffee, please? Perhaps Pauline could bring it for us?"
"Certainly, Mr Jenkins," said the pretty young thing, and left us.
I was looking at pretty young Caroline, who was clearly terrified, and at Mr Gresty who was tight lipped and uncomfortable. I noted there was no micro-skirt in evidence: she was wearing a tee shirt (with obvious bra) and jeans. OK, I felt just a
little
disappointed β memories!
"Now," Patrick began, taking the chair, as it were, "How shall we start? Mr Proctor?"
Thanks Patrick,
I thought,
Drop me in it, why don't you?
"I assume you've both been talking about the matter in hand?" I enquired.
"Yes, we have," said Gresty, "and I have to say I'm astounded at what I've learned."
Caroline looked even more frightened if that were possible β and it obviously was!
"Good," I said. "I think it would be best if Caroline speaks for herself."
I turned to face Caroline directly. "Now, Caroline," and I gave her a smile which I hoped was reassuring, "This meeting is not about telling you off, or punishing you. It is a quest for information, so try to relax, you are no longer in any trouble."
She smiled shyly at the man before whom she had stripped naked. She sighed. "I'm so sorry," she said. "I feel so embarrassed."
"Don't worry," I continued, my intent being on relaxing the girl, "We're not going to go over
what
happened, we are looking for the reasons
why
it happened. That's what I for one do not understand. Do you feel up to telling us why you did what you did?"
She sat on the edge of the seat, nodded, and began.
"I know I've been stupid, but it was because of what I was told."
"Go on."
"Mrs Roasburie [
Bingo!
] came and gave me the address of this firm. When I learned I'd got in, I remembered that she'd asked me to tell her how I had got on, and I was so happy I went round right away. Well, we chatted away about my hopes, and then she said I could help her in a very important matter which affected someone's safety."
"Connie's," I said.
"Yes, that's right. Then she started telling me about you, Mr Proctor. I know now it was a load of lies, but then I had no reason not to believe her. Please, you understand?"
"Oh, yes," I said. "I think I understand very well. Do continue."
"Well, she said that you had ruined Penny's life. You had seduced her over some months while having a thing with a number of other women, and you forced her and... deflowered her. Penny was badly affected and it took her a long time to get over your attack. Meanwhile you were sleeping with three or four other women from work where I would be going. She said she had an investigator's report to prove it, but couldn't prove the rape. I didn't knowβ"
"Don't worry, Caroline, I know that story. Carry on."
"Well, she said you had now picked up her younger sister, Constance (that's what she called her) who was a prostitute in London, and you paid her to come with you to Manchester. She said you were abusing her, and using her for your pleasure, and she couldn't do anything about it. She said she feared for her safety."
"But you could do something?" I suggested.
"Yes. You were a respected lawyer in this firm and seemed a very nice man, but you covered up all this womanising and violence. The only way she could think of to save Connie and other women, was to disgrace you."
"You were to seduce me."
"Yes, she told me how to do it. Don't get me wrong Mr Proctor, I'm no blushing innocent, I've been around (sorry Dad). Mrs Roasburie knows my reputation. She said to ramp up the sex talk and the flirting over time, and then offer myself. She said you would jump at the chance to have me and then I could complain and get you sacked."
"But I wouldn't," I added.
"No, so I phoned her and told her it didn't work, and she saidβ"