I drive to the airport with the windows rolled down and Bob Dylan playing softly in the background. It's hot - California hot - and my thighs are sticking to the leather seat before I've even hit the freeway.
The last time I saw Liam was four years ago at our high school graduation. When I tell people I'm from Cali they usually assume I'm some city-slicker from Los Angeles or San Francisco, but the reality is that I grew up in a small town upstate, where there's only one high school and you attend it with the same people you went to kindergarten with. Liam was one of those people. We were close as kids because our moms were, and we were both part of the same circle of friends in high school. I always had a bit of a crush on him. He was cute and funny, and besides that he was on the soccer team and won the math award every year. He moved to New York after graduation, but now he's back in town to be Best Man at the wedding of two of our friends from high school. My job, as Maid of Honor, is to provide transport from the airport to my apartment, where he'll be staying on my pull-out couch for a few days. I don't mind the inconvenience so much as I do the awkwardness. Liam was never anything but nice to me, but the fifteen-year-old girl inside of me is still nervous to see him after all this time.
I pull into the airport parking lot ten minutes early, and am just checking my makeup in the rearview mirror when a tall man approaches my car and taps on the glass beside the passenger seat. As I roll down the window he says,
"Hey, Hales!"
"Liam?!"
Liam is unrecognizable. Tall and toned with ashy blond hair, his clear blue eyes are the only reminiscence of the teenage boy I once knew.
Damn, is all I can think.
Fortunately, he climbs in the car and begins to talk before I have time to look too speechless.
"Sorry to startle you like that - my flight landed a half hour early. But how've you been? How's the old town? You have to tell me everything!"
"Good β I'm good," I stutter. "How're you?"
"I'm great!" he says. "New York is amazing - you'll have to come out sometime - but good ol' California will always be home."
"That's great," I say weakly.
I'm pathetic.
*
The drive home is long, and Liam and I cover every topic in an attempt to keep the silence from weighing too heavily; school, work, our moms... until the conversation eventually makes its way 'round to the inevitable subject of relationships.