Iâd missed the last two yearsâ balls. The one two years before, when we first learned of Katherineâs cancer, and last yearâs shortly after her death. Iâd come tonight, my first attempt to keep the promise Iâd made her.
Katherine made me swear to get on with my life after she was gone. She and all the rest of my friends had said not to mourn her loss more than six months, but I needed more time. It wasnât until recently that I began to feel a little restless and bored with my solitary life.
Katherineâs fondness of the annual charity event prompted me to finally venture out and attempt to keep my word. In deciding to attend, I thought to make it a weekend like she and Iâd done in the past good years. I reserved a room for the weekend, at the hotel where the ball was being held, thinking that a full weekend in the city could help in rebuilding my life.
I waded through the large hall and found my assigned table - number 151. To my amazement, seated at my table was a woman whose appearance totally embodied the occasion. A âtrue daughter of Erinâ, she wore an emerald green strapless gown that perfectly complemented her bright red hair and pale complexion. A mature woman, I guessed she was in her forties and thought her very beautiful.
She sat alone, the two chairs at her sides empty. Drawn to her loveliness, I placed one hand on one of the vacant chair backs and leaned over to ask, âIs this seat taken?â
She turned to look up at me with a face was both radiant and warm. After looking me over for a few seconds, she answered, âNo, itâs not. Will you wife be joining us?â
âAh that she could. I lost her over a year ago. Iâm a widower and have come alone.â
She paused for a moment, somewhat startled by my response. âIâm sorry. PleaseâŠjoin me. Iâm here alone too. My husband is stuck in New York on last minute client business.â As I sat, she extended her hand, âIâm Megan Conroy.â
I sat down and said, âThank you. Delighted to meet you, Megan. Iâm Jim Delaney. The luck of the Irish must be with me tonight.â
âHow so?â
âI come alone and wind up sitting next to a beautiful Irish belle - the belle of the ball.â
Megan laughed, her blue eyes sparkling, in reply, âMust be those mischievous leprechauns.â
âLeprechauns?â
âWho else could it be? Here I am a stranded belle at the Shamrock Ball and rescued by a handsome man with the gift of blarney.â
We laughed together at her witty rebuttal. When weâd calmed, I said, âThank you for the compliment - blarney or not.â
âThen again, those little imps could be tricking us by taking everything we say and making it sound like blarney. Theyâre known to have a wicked sense of humor.â
âI agree. Only one way to tell for sure.â
âHowâs that?â
âWhy donât we play along and see if we can beat them at their own game?â
Instead of replying immediately, Megan looked into my eyes and covered my hand with hers. We sat staring at each other for uncounted time. Her gaze didnât make me feel uncomfortable. Instead, it was what Katherine and I used to often do.
I drifted back into memories for a moment. Coming back to reality, I realized my good fortune of meeting and sitting next to this incredibly attractive woman. Adding to the moment was the flirting banter weâd exchanged. While sheâd made it very clear she was a married woman, I was enamored by both her beauty and wit.
Our gaze was broken by the arrival of other two couples, our tablemates. Before greeting them, Megan leaned over and whispered, âIâd love to play along with you tonight. Who knows? The two of us together might be able to outwit even the leprechauns.â
Before I could think of an answer, Megan turned to the new arrivals and introduced us as if we were a couple. She only used our first names to the four and everyone joining us later. All were strangers to us both and hadnât a clue that weâd just met.
I played along, enjoying every minute. Megan truly was an Irish Belle of the ball through dinner, leading the table conversation with her wit and charm. Afterwards, she coaxed me to the dance floor when the band started.
Understandably, Megan drew the attention of many attendees. As her partner, I rode an emotional high from the admiring looks. We danced together well, leaving the floor only when the band took breaks. As the evening would down, the crowd thinned and the band switched to playing only slow numbers.
Megan quieted with the change in tempo that signaled the approaching end of the evening. She abandoned the role sheâd played all evening, draped her arms on my shoulders and pressed her body into mine. I savored feeling her breasts against my chest and the press of her hips on me.
The evening nearly over, I felt the need to let her know how much it meant to me. As we untangled for a pause between songs, I brought her hand to my lips. I kissed it and said, âMegan, youâve made this evening one Iâll never forget. This ball is the first time Iâve been out in nearly two years. I canât thank you enough.â
A few seconds lapsed before she spoke, âI feel the same. Youâve been wonderful. Do you mind if I ask you some personal questions about your wife and you?â
âAsk me anything. For all youâve given me tonight, I owe you more than answers to personal questions.â
âHow long were you married before she died?â
âTwenty-five years. She died a year ago. In fact, my coming here tonight and getting a room for the rest of the weekend Iâm trying to keep a promise I made her shortly before I lost her. â
âA promise?â
âYes, my Katherine made me promise that Iâd get on with my life when she was gone. She even said she hoped I remarried.â
âDid she die suddenly? An accident?â
âNo, it was cancer. We fought it for a year before it took her. I stayed with her to the end, kept her at home and did all I could.â
The band started up again, Megan set her wrists on my shoulders and I grabbed the sides of her waist. She said, âThat mustâve been hard for the both of you. I admire your devotion and understand why itâs been two years since youâve been out.â We swayed to the music before she added. âThis might sound somewhat callous, but I envy the relationship you and your wife had. My marriage isnât anywhere near what yours was.â
I let her comment pass because Megan was milling something over in her mind. When ready, she restarted, âTonight isnât the first time my husband has stood me up using the âclient businessâ excuse. Weâve been together for 17 years. Unlike yours, our relationship is more one for appearances than love. I know for a fact heâs been with other women.â
âI canât help but think your husband is a damned fool. For him to go elsewhere when he has you is beyond me.â Immediately feeling my remark might be offensive, I quickly added, âIâm sorry. I didnât mean to sound so harsh.â
âNoâŠnoâŠitâs OK. I find your honesty very flattering. TonightâŠmeeting youâŠhas been wonderful. If only it could last longer.â She pulled close and kissed me. Her lips felt wonderfully warm and soft. I couldnât pull away and our kiss deepened. She surprised me when her tongue snaked between my lips. Despite being on a nearly deserted dance floor and in plain sight, I couldnât help respond physically to the beautiful woman in my arms.
When we finally broke for lack of air, I said, âYouâre an incredible woman, Megan. One Iâm sure Iâll never forget.â
Megan laid her head on my shoulder saying, âNor I you, Jim.â
The song lasted a few more minutes and we danced in silence. When it ended, Megan stepped back and asked, âIâve another question, Jim. Itâs very personal and you donât have to answer me if you donât want to. How long has it been since youâve made love to a woman?â
âItâs OK. The last time was over two years ago, with Katherine.â