Nothing makes me happier than seeing my man happy! I love watching him when he is in his element. I even love watching him when he is surrounded by women, all vying individually for his attention for all different reasons. I've always been more of an observer than right in the middle of the mix, and this fits us perfectly because I have plenty of opportunity to sit back and observe and admire him. It helps that I'm not really a jealous person; in fact a part of me really enjoys it, I know how he feels about me and am proud that he is mine.
I was thinking this as I was watching him teach a class the other night, one that he actually liked teaching, and I could see the sparkle in his eyes as he moved around the room showing his students the proper way to do the things he naturally did so well. He appeared to move effortlessly with a skill and a confidence that put his attractiveness over the top, in my eyes and, I knew, in the eyes of others.
I had never thought anyone could make me fall in love with them after what I had been through and I guess he really didn't either. It just happened. Two souls searching the universe for a mate and then somehow we came together. Our journey had been long and arduous but worth it all the way. I could never imagine not seeing his beautiful hazel eyes or running my fingers through his thick dark hair. It was as if my life hadn't really started until he came into it and I was determined to make every second with him count. No time for pettiness or ridiculous insecurities. He was my sunshine and I was always trying to be his as well.
So I was waiting for him, at home, it was our anniversary, one year together and I wanted to make it special. I was wearing a short red nightie, silk, trimmed with black lace and a red thong, over that a silky black robe tied up in front waiting for him to untie it so the fun could begin. I was barefoot, my freshly pedicured feet tapping in time to the music that was playing, JT, presently singing about bubblegum. He thought I was working late so I knew he would be surprised and I was practically bouncing with anticipation. We were officially celebrating over the weekend but this would set things off just right. I heard the door to the house open and footsteps down the hallways and I tried to look as hot as possible when he opened the door.