Ow.
That fucking hurt, man. Shit. I should really stop falling off the damn bed.
I prop myself up against the side of my bed and rub my thigh where a bruise will soon be forming.
*clatter*
I tense. The fuck was that?
More noise as whoever knocked whatever to the floor starts picking it up.
I pick up two of my knives from my bedside table and creep to the kitchen, towards the noise.
Why does this stuff always happen when I'm in my boxers? Shit!
I fall backwards on the floor, nearly stabbing myself and Frankie as she falls on top of me, dropping all the shards of some sort of broken dish she just picked up.
"Dude, you scared the shit out of me, Skulls!" Frankie doesn't quite yell, but she still says it too loudly for this hour. She's already picking up the broken dish pieces again, and when she finds my knives, she furrows her brow in the most fucking adorable fashion in existence.
"What's with the steel?" She asks, flipping the blades closed and sitting up, straddling me.
I cannot believe it's fucking FRANKIE. Oh my God, I'm an idiot. It's too early for this shit, oh, early...shit. It's pretty impossible to hide an erection from someone that's sitting on you. I'm going to die of embarrassment and sexual frustration. What the fuck is my life?
I run my palms down my face and sigh loudly.
"Sorry, I thought you were an intruding, zombified polar bear attempting to steal the last of the oreos."
She laughs and I can't help but grin a bit back at her.
She stands up and takes the shards to the trash and returns shortly to help me up.
I groan in protest. I'm perfectly fine with going back to sleep right here.
"Come on, Skullsie-kins, you can't stay on the floor all day." Damn that spark of mischief that's always in her eyes.
"Says who?" I allow myself to be pulled up, but complain throughout the whole process.
"Says me, genius-Christ, you'd think I was forcing you to pull your own teeth out," Frankie swipes some hair from her eyes and continues, "and without anesthesia, no less."
It doesn't stop my grumbling, but it does make me smile at her again.
"What are you doing here, anyway, Franks?"
"Stealing the last of your oreos."
"Ah, so you're the zombified polar bear intruding into my home?"
"Yep. Ya got me."
"Seriously."
She sighs and looks away for a split second and I know something's wrong, but she doesn't want to tell me. Then she smirks and says,
"What-zombie polar bear not realistic enough for you? I'm almost offended."
I shake my head and slip my hands to her waist and pull her in. She always smells so damn good, like Axe bodywash and berries and a little bit of smoke. Totally warm and edible, if you know what I mean. She snuggles her face into my neck and I'd be in fucking heaven if I didn't know something was bothering her...and wasn't trying not to press my hard on into her thighs.
I nudge her with my shoulder and she sighs again.
She buries her face even further into me.
"Just that damn nightmare again, man. It still gets me sometimes, I guess."
Shit, the one where you kill your brother?
I wrap my arms around her and squeeze her tight.
"You didn't kill him, babe. You wouldn't. It wasn't real."
She nods into my shoulder, but I can feel her chin start to tremble, so I pick her up and carry her into my room and lay her on my bed. She curls into a ball, facing away from me. Damn it all, she's just going to have to not freak out about me having morning wood, not that she freaked before...whatever.
I slide behind her, pulling her close to me, and rock her. She's crying now. I kiss her shoulder.
I'm so damn desperate now, I can't think of anything to do. I wish there was something I could do, Franks. I swear to God, I would do anything...I hate seeing you cry.
"I'm s-sorry, Sk-ulls...I-" I can barely understand her.
"Shh, you don't have anything to be sorry for."
She shakes her head, and wipes snot on her shirt. After a while she starts to breathe easier, so I rock her slower. Finally, she rolls over and hugs me.
"Sorry, Skulls."
Oh, fuck no. She is not getting away with apologizing a million times for a nightmare she didn't ask to have.
I slip my hand under her chin and make her look at me.
"No."
"Huh?" She looks at me, confused again.
"You. Are Not. Allowed. To be. Sorry." I lean my face closer. "You. Are. Fucking. Perfect."
The tears are back in her eyes. Damnit...I'm fucking this up...
"Shit, Franks..." She's shaking her head at me. Fuck it. I kiss her. I just want her to stop crying...and then I feel her lips move against mine.
What the fuck is happening right now? Oh my God...I thought I was going to die before, I am completely dead now. Her hands are in my hair...shit. I can't think straight right now. My best friend is kissing me back. Brain's not working. She tastes like strawberries...and Dr. Pepper, of course. Her tongue swipes cautiously across my lip and I officially lose my shit. I groan and yank her hips closer to me. She smiles against my mouth, and then has the audacity to giggle.
"Thought that was funny, did you?"
She laughs, "Very."
I rest my forehead against hers. It's really hard to be best friends with one of the sexiest people on the planet, especially when she likes you and is your best friend and looks like a tall, teal-haired Marilyn Monroe without the mole, and huge tits. The curves she has doesn't even rival a rollercoaster, she completely wins that battle. I've been tired of staring and not being able to touch for way too long.
"Do you have any idea how long I've wanted to do that?" I pull back to look at her.
She shakes her head and bites her bottom lip, still smiling.
"Forever, for fucking, god-awful, ever."
"You could have done it a long-ass time ago."
You have got to be kidding me. I've been torturing myself for a year and a half and I could have already been touching what I've been drooling over?
Guess I should make up for lost time...
I brush my lips against hers as softly as I can, almost kissing her. She's the one making an involuntary sound now, and I'm the one smirking against her lips. I keep kissing her. Rub her back. I don't want her to start crying again, and I also don't want to be a bastard and take advantage of this. And it's way too fucking early for me to have to do all this thinking.
I press little kisses all over her face, her cheeks, her nose, each eyelid, her ears, and her forehead. She laughs at me, and kisses under my jaw. I run my fingers across her cheek, just staring at her in disbelief, trying to figure out how the hell this is actually happening.
Frankie just kissed me. Frankie just let me kiss her. Frankie. Just. KISSED. Me.
The sweetheart in question gently taps her knuckles against my forehead.
"You alright there, Skull?"
Alright? You've got to be kidding.
"I'm fucking amazing,...but what about you, Franks? Are you any better now?" I catch a few stray strands of her hair and twirl them between my fingers to distract myself from her mouth and the fact that her breasts are pressed against my chest and failing.
She looks at me like I just said something ridiculously stupid.
"Better? I'm in fucking damn heaven right now. The guy I love most in this world, my best friend, just got his shit together and kissed me. I'm fucking perfect."
"What do you mean-'got his shit together'-you could have kissed me first, you know." I tease.
Her gaze flicks away for just a second, so fast I almost didn't catch it.
"Frankie, what?"
She sighs again.
"I didn't think you...ya know, I didn't think you wanted to be more than friends, is all." She shrugs and looks down at my chest.
Huh? What in the hell? What in the fucking damn hell?
"Oh my God. We're idiots." Frankie jerks her eyes back up to mine at my words and squishes her eyebrows together yet again.
"What are you talking about, man? You hit your head again?"
"I didn't think YOU wanted to be more than friends."
"Shut up." She shoves at my chest. I chuckle and hug her.
"For real, I didn't."
"Whoa. We are such dumbasses...Wow."
She pulls back a bit and looks at me for a second. I swear to God I am aching, I'm going to have balls so fucking blue...I shake my head and try to focus on her. She touches my face and tilts her head to the side like she's thinking about something.
"What?" Anything to take my mind off the "itch I can't scratch."
She reveals that sexy-ass smirk of hers and finally speaks.
"Nothing. I just love you."
...did she just-?
I blink...