My friend Jesse and I have been friends for going on eight years. We met online when we were only 14. It started out as friendly chat buddies, but later turned into dirty e-mails, webcam, and letters. I can honestly say that even though we lived in two different states, that I truly felt that I had fallen for him. I wanted to meet him face to face more than anything, but I was never sure how he felt about the situation.
Two years ago, on December 22, I asked Jesse to come visit me for Christmas. I was going to be in a play that my grandmother's church put on every year, and wanted him to be there. "I'm going to be Santa's helper in this year's play." I told Jesse that night on the phone, "It would be nice if you could make it up here to see it."
I wanted more than anything for Jesse to come visit. My body ached and yearned to feel his touch, to taste him, and so much more. I thought that this would be the perfect opportunity; we were both out of school for Christmas break.
"I will try my best Heather, but I am not making any promises that I can't keep." Jesse's voice sounded faint; almost a whisper.
"OK..." I felt like I was pressuring him by the sound of his voice, but I just sighed and said, "Well...my play starts at 6:00 pm on the 24th...just in case you could make it." With that I hung up the phone and started with my nightly routines.
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Two days passed, and I was beginning to worry. I hadn't heard from Jesse, and assumed he was upset with me. My feelings were hurt, but my grandmother was counting on me. I didn't go to church, so this was her reasoning for me making it up to her. I did it, only because I loved her and wanted her to be happy.
That night I was back stage with my best friend Amanda. I didn't want her to know that I was upset about Jesse. She thought he was a lost cause. We were getting ready when she asked, "Are you OK?"
"Yeah, I'm fine." I was a little startled by the question. I hadn't realized that I was off in my own little world.
"Sure?" Amanda looked at me quizzically.
"Yes!" I gave Amanda my best cheesy smile, and hoped she would leave it alone.
She did fall for the fake smile because she went off rambling about her new army boyfriend. I was happy for her, but at the moment I couldn't stop thinking about Jesse. I missed his deep voice, the way his whisper sent chills down my spine, and the way I couldn't help but get excited when a text was received.
We stood there at the mirrors getting ready for the show. After the make-up was applied, and the costumes were in order, I stood back to examine myself in the mirror. I was wearing a Santa had that was pinned to my dark hair with bobby pins. My short hair was curled, and fell sweeping my neck just below my ears. I felt stupid yet sexy in the costume, which consisted of a red velvet dress that stopped mid-thigh. It had white fluff around the edges, black buttons down the front, and a wide black belt around my waist. The neck line scooped down to where my round breasts peaked out the top. I had to wear green tights and little elf shoes. Like I said, stupid, yet sexy; I felt sexy.
Once on stage I hate the fact that I had to dance. For my petite body frame, my DD breasts just didn't match. They bounced; it was inevitable. I felt self conscious but I knew this play would be over soon.
After an hour and a half of dancing and singing, I was finally free to go back stage. Amanda was constantly bouncing by my side (please understand that Amanda is a bit strange, and always hyper). She twirled my curls around her fingers and giggled.
"Can I help you?" I asked with a smile.
"Only if you let me undress you with my teeth." She giggled and finally calmed down.
"I'll take a rain check. Why are you so excited?"
"If only you knew..." With those last words, she danced off to find Matt. I sighed. I took one last look at myself in the full length mirror, and decided to head home.
Right before I reached the coat rack, I heard a man clear his throat behind me. At first I didn't think anything of it. I heard it again. This time I turned around to see Jesse. I couldn't believe my eyes. He was actually standing in front of me! His pictures definitely didn't do his body any justice. He stood around 6 foot. He was muscular and toned. He had short dirty blonde hair and beautiful green eyes. I couldn't help but stare at his muscles budging out of his sweater, and the way his jeans fit.
"I can't believe you actually came!" I was so excited. I ran right up to him and gave him a big hug. Of course it was around his waist since I am about a foot shorter than he is.
"Well, I figured we owed it to each other...and I really wanted to see you." He smiled and hugged me back.
"I'm about to walk home. Do you want to walk with me?" I couldn't stop staring at his body. It made my mouth water, and that wasn't the only thing getting damp.
"No. I figured I came, I saw you, and now I am going home." He laughed. It was so deep and angelic. I thought I was going to cum in my tights. "Of course I will walk you home."
I put on my jacket, and we started our walk back to my house. I only lived four blocks away. It was beautiful out. The weather was cold, snow was falling, and that meant that we could get warm together. We walked talking about this and that. We pointed out stars to each other, and I told him how I was worried that he was mad at me. As we walked up my front porch, he noticed that there were no lights on.
"Where is your family?" He asked confused.