Finally the day has arrived. I woke to an overcast morning. My husband leant over and wok me with a nudge. My heart is pounding. Today I leave for a week away from him and the kids. The first time ever. I am scared, terrified and excited. All these feelings roaming around deep inside of me.
I close myself off into my secret world, dreaming of what is to come. My husband touches me and asks if I am ready to go. I ask myself, "am I, do I really know what I am doing?" I know that deep within my heart I am. I have waited for 15 months for this to happen. The first time we were to meet last year, you had to work and I had my family with me. The second time your wife was ill. Then just 2 weeks ago there was an airline strike.
Here I am 39,000 feet above the earth winging my way to you my love.
My night has been long and lonely, Sleep has not come easy to me. I close my eyes and all I see is you, standing there before me, your eyes the color of dark chocolate and hair the color of midnight. Oh how I long to run my fingers through your hair, my love. To feel your fingers caress my cheek.
This waiting I cannot abide. Still another 6 hours to go. Be patient my sweet. My heart is pounding, my skin covered with goosebumps, my crotch is aching for your gentle touch.
I hear a knock at the door. My heart races, my palms sweaty. I get up from where I was sitting impatiently, secure the towel around me. Will I or won't I answer the door. I am scared, the butterflies creating havoc deep in the pit of my stomach.
Slowly I walk to the door, open it, ready to run and hide. You catch me in your strong embrace. Your lips meet mine tentatively. Our first kiss. Electric shockwaves flow through me. I cling to you. Gently gliding my tongue over your lips, enticing them to part. Our tongues meet in searing desire. Your hands holding me close, you can feel my desire for you.
Letting go of me suddenly, the towel drops to the floor. I feel your eyes drinking in the site before you. Your first glimpse of my body in the flesh. You have seen me writhe in the desire, in the throes of orgasmic bliss over the cam, just as I have brought you to fulfillment. But finally we are together, to taste, to feel, to embrace.
You pick me up in your arms and carry me to the bed. Lying me down gently without removing your eyes from me, then back away. I start to move towards you, I want to seductively remove each item of clothing from your masculine body. You have other ideas and push me back down, having decided that since I have been there for you, supported and loved you. Shown you a part of me no one has seen, you will be pleasuring me.