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My heart raced.
Raced right through what felt like the cavity in which held it strongly, just hoping that I didn't get that message telling me I had to give it to Jeremy. Not that I didn't want to... I just didn't want to be forced to.
If I'm gonna fuck someone shouldn't I have at least some pleasure in it too? But of course that didn't matter to him. I was just a guilty pleasure of revenge for him.
But why was I being targeted for this? What did I do to deserve this? I originally let him down easily by trying to make it so my father wouldn't mess his life up... wouldn't that make me a saint in most cases? And
what exactly did my father do?
I sat down on my recliner. I had worked the whole day away in a faze. I didn't notice half my patients and those that noticed I wasn't completely there, seem to realize that Nurse Abby wasn't in the talking mood. Which made me more upset with Dr. Jackman. How dared he mess me up with my patients? I became a nurse for a reason and that reason was for the smile of a child getting better! And not socializing with the children really did damper my day. Asshole.
I had worked until the end of my shift just barely getting by on the necessities of what my job entailed, finally leaving, ignoring the call of the nurses on an after work drink to discuss the new
handsome
doctor. The drive home never even hit me until I realized I was at my door with my keys at hand just waiting to let myself in. Holy hell.
I leaned back, how was I going to handle this? And what dirt did Dr. Jeremy Jackman think he had on me? I had all A's in school and college, I partied a little in college but was an overall good student and female, I volunteered my time doing things for others... what did he have? I didn't get wasted on Fridays and I didn't bring random strangers home... in fact, looking at my sexual prowess I'd say I was more of a prude than anything. I have had four partners since I lost my virginity and that was with the man in question first... What did he
have
?
I couldn't come up with anything, so I decided to try to forget about the time coming in fast. Getting up I decided I would make myself a nice dinner, have a glass of wine, and take a hot bath before allowing myself the pleasure of reading a new romance book that had been sitting on my kindle for so long. Nodding I turned and started just that track.
I pulled the chicken out of the fridge and grabbed a yellow squash and zucchini from the counter and started dicing the veggies, finally throwing them into the sautee pan to give them a crisp edge with Parmesan cheese and a dab of coconut oil. The chicken was sliced thinly and then added to the pan and cooked with the veggies until both were crisp and then strained of oil, salt and pepper... and dinner. I went to the cabinet to grab a bottle of wine and pulled the cabarnet I had received from my mother two years prior at a wine bottle party she hosted, cracked it open, and sat down at the table to eat.
Before taking the first bite, I decided to kick back into the tub with dinner, the wine, and the kindle. Walking out of the kitchen/dining room I went to the bathroom, started the hot water in the old fashioned claw-foot tub and dropped in some lavender oil. The lights were switched to candles and the scent of lavender and sea salt filled the room. I grabbed my plate and the wine bottle and walked into the bathroom. Turned the blue tooth box on in the corner to piano and ended up stripping down and settling into the tub with the water still going strong. As I settled in, I finished the food and set it to the floor beside me, and then grabbed the wine and burrowed into the water with my nose above the water and everything else below. I finally gave myself the right to think about the old Jeremy... in the new Jeremy body...
"Jeremy, slow down... you know I haven't played with anybody." I push into his chest.
"Abby, I know, I am focused more on getting you comfortable." He grabbed my wrists and twisted me around so I was facing his bed. "I am focused on you and only you right now dear."
I gulped my nervousness down and nodded. He was right. He would take care of me. "Okay..." He walked behind me hugging my back with his chest, allowing me to feel the erection pressing into his jeans on me. I followed his movements and walked towards the bed until my shins hit his mattress and I felt him slide his hands from my hips to my shoulders, kneading into the tense knots forming... his lips caressed the nape of my neck and slid across the back of my neck to the other side. I sighed, his hands slowly going from my shoulders working their way to my skirt and undoing it for me. I held my breath to feel him make his way from my shoulders down my back until I felt his lips kiss my butt cheek softly, only to bite it and then suck the pain out of the spot. I moaned, grinding my ass into his chest wanting more of that painful pleasure.
I heard Jeremy sit back for a second and a zipper, and the drop of clothing, trying to turn around I felt his hands on the opposite side of my face forcing my head to stay forward and not turn to him. "Don't look... let the anticipation build Abby."
I nodded again and let out my breath finally. My breath was ragged with want, I could feel my pussy getting juicy with the idea of anything from him. I had masturbated but never had I understood the appeal of it; the why women did it. Men did it for pleasure but I never understood the true pleasure of it.