Why did I do it? Why did I have to start writing again for that pregnancy fetish site? As I stared at the two purple lines on the home pregnancy test, that question kept racing through my mind.
It had all begun five years before. My second husband and I were recently married and trying for a baby. It would be his first, but my fourth; having three teen children from my previous relationship. We had been trying for a year; almost from the beginning of our relationship.
I was getting more than a tad discouraged too. I knew at thirty-nine that conceiving would not be as easy as it had been in my early twenties. My midwife had told me that it could take eighteen months to two years. But each month when my period arrived perfectly on time was more disappointing than the last.
My lovely husband kept telling me to relax; that the stress was what was causing the problem. He was quite tired of thermometers, charts and carefully timed sex in certain positions to increase the chances of conceiving. So he did a bit of research of his own...a different kind. What he found shocked me. It was a porn site dedicated to pregnancy: getting pregnant, pregnancy itself and lactation.
Now I am no prude; after all I met dear hubby in an erotic chat room for white women to meet black men. But I had no idea that pregnancy could be such a fetish for some people. I did begin to read some of the stories on the site. I have to admit some of them were pretty hot. Our sex life took on a new and more erotic flavour. I began to say more naughty things like 'Fuck me with that big black cock and knock me up.' Those were magic words that got hubby going each and every time.
Now I had also been an amateur author for some time. It began with me writing fan fic based on one of my favorite romance writers. I was proud to say that I was one of the most popular writers on the site. Since I had met hubby and begun the 'baby quest' as he liked to call it, I had not had much time for writing. But reading the hot erotica on the site got those creative juices going. Story ideas began to pop into my dirty little mind. The writing bug had once again bitten me.