The next morning as Amy was giving me the usual crotch massage, she asked, "Do you have that piece of paper?"
"I'm not going to kiss and tell either," I said. "It's only fair for both of us to follow the same rules."
"We both know you are going to call her. I can feel that you are excited about it."
She was right. The thought of fucking Susan had turned me on. My cock was about as rigid as it could get. "If you keep that up, I'll be late for work."
"No money. No Honey," she reminded me.
"Do you have change for a hundred?"
She swatted my butt. "Go to work, you pervert."
After a string of morning meetings, I was finally able to take the slip of paper out of my wallet around eleven. My fingers shook as I punched the telephone number into my cellphone. The call was answered on the third ring. "Hello, this is Susan," she said. I was a bit surprised that she was using her real name.
"Hi, Susan," I said. My voice shook a little. It had been years since I had called any woman other than Amy. "It's Ed. We met at a restaurant a few months ago."
"Hi," she said excitedly. Her enthusiasm helped calm me down. "I've been hoping you'd call. How have you been?"
"I'm okay. I didn't have your phone number until last night. I hear you and Mike have set a wedding date. Congratulations."
"Thank you. Friday night next week. We've booked a two-bedroom suite at the Hotel Watson. Are you and Amy coming?"
"We wouldn't think of missing it. Is it going to be a big family affair?"
"No family, but it will be an affair. There will only be six couples including you guys and Mike and me. The minister will come at eight and do the ceremony. After we sign the papers, he will leave, and the reception will begin. It's going to be so much fun. I would like to see you before then."
"I am pretty busy this week," I said as I leafed through my desk calendar. "I should see the dentist Thursday afternoon."
"Going to get your teeth drilled?"
"I was thinking of doing the drilling."
"The drills that do the best job are the hard ones."
"I love the way you beat around the bush."
"What if there's no bush?"
"Then it would be necessary to plant some seed."
"I'm into gardening. How about one o'clock?" She gave me an address.
"I'll be there with my seed bag."
My fingers trembled as I rang off. It had been at least five years since I had slept with anyone other than Amy. In the past I had never met the woman before and never saw her again. She was just a pussy.
Then I remembered Amy telling me she had fucked Mike. In my imagination, I saw him laying on top of her with his cock buried deep inside her. I heard her moan with pleasure. In a couple of days, that would be Susan and me. Amy hadn't displayed any shame about it. Indeed, she seemed to be bragging that she had slept with him. Would I feel that way about bedding Susan? Would I be too nervous to even perform?
My productivity went way down that day as I grappled with my insecurities. When I got home, Amy would be certain to ask if I had called Susan. She would want to know all the details of the conversation, especially if I had made a date with her. Should I adhere to don't kiss and tell? Maybe it would help if I talked it over with her. I just didn't know!
Five o'clock finally came, and I was able to leave the office. My doubts came home with me. "Dinner's ready," Amy called to me as I came in the front door. "Go wash up." I went to the master bathroom to wash my hands and face. Half-heartedly, I dropped a twenty on the bed.
The next four hours dragged by as we went through our evening routine of eating dinner, washing dishes, watching the news on tv.
When we went to the bedroom, Amy picked up the money and put it in her purse. We undressed and slid between the sheets. "Did you call Susan today?" she asked.
"I thought we agreed not to kiss and tell," I said.
"I told you about Mike. It was the only way to tell you about their wedding invitation."
I hesitated. "Yeah, I called her."
"Do you have a date with her? Or did you go see her today?"
I paused again. "We have a date for Thursday afternoon."
"You don't seem too happy about it. I'm excited that my husband is going out to have some fun. Once you get your hands on her hot young body and start fucking her, you'll forget you're married."
"You make it sound so easy."
"Is it the money? You've been paying to fuck me for twenty years."
"I haven't been fucking you for twenty years. I've been making love to you. It's not the sex that's important. It's the love. I'm a happily married man who loves his wife enough to let her be a whore. Do you understand what I'm saying?"