A note to readers: This is the true story of my first sexual encounter. I've changed the name of the man involved, and a few of the details may have become fuzzy, but this is the story more or less. At the time, there was nothing humorous about it, but looking back I can laugh. And cry. And become angry...
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The house was swarming with people, relatives, friends, and guests. Todd looked over at me mischievously.
"You know how to play chess?" he asked slyly.
"No," I said. "I've never played."
Todd and I had been talking online for almost a year, getting to know each other, and even cyber-dating. Three days ago, when I'd flown across the country to meet him, the butterflies in my stomach had been going wild. I'd never had a real boyfriend before, taking this online relationship a step further was the best I'd ever done. Flip flopping around, my insides twisted when I actually met the man I'd been talking to for so long. He was everything I'd imagined, tall, dark, and handsome. Now we were at his parent's house, where he lived, mingling with a bunch of people that I didn't know.
"Come downstairs, I'll teach you."
He grabbed my arm lightly and led me to the basement stairs. We descended down into the dark, damp, basement of his family's home, away from their prying eyes and cheek pinching hands.
"We won't be bothered here," he said, pulling over a chair.
I sat down in it, looking up at him.
"You going to teach me to play chess?" I asked innocently.
Todd smiled, and shook his head. I was genuinely confused; I thought I'd heard him say that we were coming down here to teach me to play chess.
His hands moved down towards his fly, and unzipped it quickly. Down went his pants and boxer shorts, and I was staring head on at something I'd never seen before. A cock.
The purple monstrosity was huge! I couldn't believe how big it was! Now I know that it wasn't that big, but to my virgin eyes it was gigantic!
"Will you suck it?" he asked me.
I looked up in his eyes. I was afraid to say yes, and afraid to say no. I didn't want that thing anywhere near my mouth, but if I told the man I'd only known for 2 days in person that I didn't want to do something that he asked of me, he might ditch me and forget me all together.