(If you haven't read this first part of this story, you might want to check out "Zoie Doulos.") And thanks to all my fans for your support! And, as always, this is for Master...
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jade... she chose her name well, I thought to myself as I watched her. her Master was lounging on the couch with one leg stretched out along the length of it and the other foot on the floor while He leaned against the armrest to allow her access to His cock. she was on her side turned in to Him with her head resting on His bent leg suckling Him while He stroked her hair with the same hand He'd been wielding the whip with only a half hour ago. The whipping had not been for punishment of any kind. jade rarely gave her Master cause to punish her anymore. No, He'd whipped her because He liked it and she'd received the lashes like a true painslut.
I have always been amazed by the whippings. I have yet to truly understand what takes place between them during the times when Jared whips His treasure, but I am anxious to learn. He granted me a time of questions and answers while jade took back a little of what she had just given Him in the form of a nourishing suckling.
Over the weekend I had confessed my desire to share their world more intimately. Eventually even admitting that my feelings for them had grown to something I hadn't previously imagined. I was amazed by the fact that, not only did they welcome my affections but also my timid desire to enter into their lifestyle. I was giddy with excitement that the admission was received with an invitation.
"Why don't you ask Me some questions about the parts of our life that you are unsure of, Zoie? As you do I will establish some rules and guidelines for you... I'll have some questions for you, as well, and if and when you feel you are ready to begin your training you can go to your place and gather some things for an extended stay with Us. That is, if you still believe that a submissive life is for you. Should you choose to begin training as a submissive, I believe you will need at least two weeks to begin to properly receive Domination, so for those two weeks, minimum, I will require you to stay here full time."
"I understand, Sir."
"Good. you may begin."
"I don't think I will ever receive the whip the way that jade does."
"That was not a question. I thought you wanted to conduct an interview of sorts. That is what you said, I believe."
"Yes, Sir..."
"Then you should begin your interview with a question."
"Yes, Sir. Will I have to be whipped to serve You?"
"I require obedience. If it is not forthcoming I will instill punishment. I chose jade as my submissive mate because I learned quickly that she needs the whip... In the beginning she needed it for punishment but she rarely requires discipline anymore so the whippings are to sate our mutual desires for S&m... and the whip... well, it brings Me pleasure. I will learn what you need as well and you will receive it. The whip may or may not prove to be the most effective form of punishment for you." He smiled slowly and I flushed. "No matter how I choose to discipline you, it will only be as effective as your trust in Me to do what is right by you. If you do not trust Me, there will be no way to make this work. I am already leery of training a sub that is not to remain Mine so if you are having doubts at any point before I begin, you should tell me immediately."
"You mean I can tell You if I don't want to be whipped...?"
"No, My meaning is I will do nothing at all to begin your training until you tell Me that you trust Me and are willing to offer yourself to my Dominance. This is not a "pick and choose what you want to do" game that We play. Once you have agreed to training, you will submit to anything I desire, including the whip if I say so."
"Yes, Sir..."
I wasn't sure I could ask another question. Having Jared speak so frankly to me was already causing my clit to thump.
"Is there something else you need to ask?"
jade sighed softly in her sleep and continued to suckle.
"Will I be given an opportunity to do better before I am whipped?"
"There are varying degrees and types of punishment that will only be administered if you willfully disobey or fail to try."
Thump! Thump! Just talking to Him while He held me captive with His authoritative stare had me squirming restlessly.
"However, as I mentioned before the whip isn't solely for discipline. Pick up the whip from the floor and bring it to me."
"Yes Sir." my heart was racing. Why did open my big mouth? There was no reason for Him to whip me until I opened my mouth like a tittybaby, whining about the whip.
"Kneel."
I did as He said without speaking.
"Offer the whip to Me."
I held the whip across my upturned palms and lifted it to Him as I had seen jade do so many times. My heart was pounding inside my chest. What was I doing? I don't want to be whipped yet here I sit on my knees offering the opportunity for Him to do what I don't want!
"Show me your cunt, Zoie."
Each time He uses that vulgar word I flinched the tiniest bit but I was relatively sure it was something of which only I was aware. I put the whip at His feet and immediately I opened my legs wide and lifted the hem of my dress, then I moved my panties to the side so that Jared could see my... cunt.
"Now, is there any part of you that didn't want to do as I commanded?"
"No Sir. I wanted to in spite of my fear."
" Good girl," He said as He continued to stroke the dark hair of His suckling slave. "I believe that your heart is truly submissive and I will take you under my tutelage because I have become quite fond of you, as jade has, and I don't want you seeking out a stranger to show you the ways of the lifestyle." He spoke to me as though the whip was not there offering Him the opportunity to do that which I fear most about my new venture. "you have seen me in action for some time now, Zoie, and I have seen you sucking in the essence of what We are. Do you want to be dominated?"
"Y..yes Sir..." I barely heard my reply, myself.
"Speak up."
"Yes, S..sir."
"You see Zoie, I already know and believe this to be true because in spite of your obvious fear of the whip your cunt is wet. I've just told you that I will whip you if I feel it is necessary and even though you are afraid, your cunt has revealed your true desires even as you are faced with that which you fear."
I bowed my head without bothering to deny that His words were true.
"Do you have any more questions for Me?"
I made to retrieve my pad but He stopped me. "Don't move. When you have confessed your desire to enter into service with Me, I will restrict your writing for a short time so you may as well get used to openly expressing yourself now. What questions do you still need answered, Zoie?"
" I... I..."
"I am a patient man Zoie but I am ready to begin your training. What other questions do you need answered?"
I couldn't think of anything to ask though I had a thousand unsure thoughts in my head, so I gathered my courage and gave Him the responsibility of knowing what I need... just as He'd said He would. "Sir, I'm nervous and my thoughts are scrambled... would You please help me and tell me what You think I will need to know before we begin?"
He smiled... and having that slow upward turn of His mouth directed at me while He stared into my eyes made me quiver with anticipation.
"Do you wish to serve Me submissively... to be a slave to My desires... a bottom to My
Top...? There are many ways of phrasing what this journey will be but ultimately, you will pleasure Me in whatever I may desire and you will do it because you want and need to in order to be happy yourself. All of the uncertainties in your mind right now will cease to exist one by one after We have begun IF this is what you truly want. While you are learning I will always grant you the grace to ask, with proper respect, questions that you feel are important to your needs. So, tell me Zoie, are you willing to trust and submit to Me?"
"Yes, Jared. Yes." My heart was leaping around inside of me and I had no idea if it was good or bad but I didn't really care.
"Good girl. You may put the whip on the table and sit back in the chair."
Elated, as I moved back to the chair, I could hear jade sigh again in her sleep and her mouth go back to working her Master's cock like a pacifier.
"I said jade would take you to get some things but as I have thought about it more, unless you need to do something to secure your house for your time away, I can't see why you would need anything. You will be naked for the majority of the next two weeks and I can think of nothing that you might need. I'll go by and get your mail when I come home every day, but if there is something that you don't have that you feel you'll need you may tell me and I will consider it."
He paused for my answer but I always turn everything off and lock up my house as though I may be gone for several days just in case it happens to turn out that way. It comes with trying to live a relatively green life. I don't hug trees or anything but I recycle what I can and never leave unnecessary electronics running. Since He'd just told me my wardrobe would be eliminated I could think of nothing. I've had a toothbrush in their guest bath along with the other personal hygiene items that I preferred for some time now.
"I'm ready, Sir."
He smiled at me, "Good girl. I want to start immediately with something I know you need help with. I am not ready to wake My sweet jade and this requires no hands on for My part." He sat for a moment saying nothing else and I waited.
"I suppose this is going to take some getting used to for both of Us." Another smile, that melted my heart and made me quiver, formed slowly on His face. It occurred to me then that He was waiting for something and I gasped but still made no response because I still couldn't imagine what that something was.
"Are you aware that I want something, Zoie?"
"Yes, Sir..."
"But you don't know what it is that I want, correct?"