Nervous, I text the sudden change in plans. "I will be in the shower. The dog will let you in. Sit in the kitchen and I will tell you when I am ready." Already the lines of domination and submission blur.
I hear him come in as I towel myself. My heart races. Carefully, I pull on the thigh-high black stockings with lace tops. I struggle to attach the garter belt, nerves making my hands shake. I can already feel my wetness, my breath catching as I became more and more aware of my body.
Sudden doubts surge...will he like the way I look? Is this what he wanted? Can I really trust him? He stipulated to imperfection. He stipulated to imperfection. He stipulated to imperfection. Over and over it plays in my mind. Who says that?? He does.
Costume complete, I open the door, checking to see if he followed my instructions. I have followed his. "Oh good, you're not looking", I say, looking for the acknowledgement that I know he is there, waiting.
"No, not looking", comes the answer.
"I am almost ready", I say, breathlessly. I step into the bathroom and let my hair down. I like the look. Like I have already been thoroughly fucked. Perfect bedroom hair.
Feeling utterly naked in my stockings, garter and heels, I attach the nipple clamps, wincing at the delicious pain. Unsteady, I struggle to control my body as I walk to the kitchen where he sits waiting. "I am more nervous than I thought I would be," I say, vainly trying to cover my breasts. The look on his face is more than enough. I drop my hands, proudly displaying my body to him. Waiting.
"Come here." The throaty whisper thrills me and I walk to him and stand, waiting. "Straddle me." I notice the door is unlocked, and struggle to focus. Cautiously, I lower myself over his lap, my body already humming with arousal. He inhales, taking the scent of me, savoring this moment. His lips graze my throat as my breath catches.
"Are you going to do whatever I say?"
"Yes"....heart racing, I press my body closer.
He seeks my lips and I let him come to me, surrender hanging in the air.
"Promise?" For just a moment, my heart stops. We don't make promises. We just ARE.