I sense the sadness in my Master's words to me. My heart aches for him and I wish I could be there more than I am. Times like this remind me of the following saying.
"...so I wait for you, like a lonely house,
till you will see me and live in me.
Till then my windows ache."
By Pablo Neruda.
It's my very favorite saying of all time and I find it true in so many times in my life with different people, whether it be my family, friends or a lover. It hits home so hard sometimes.
I let him know that I could visit him today if he needs me. He states he would be available at 1130 and he warns me he will be selfish and enjoy me. This excites and turns me on so much! To know he is and will always be happy to see me, I feel wanted and that I belong to someone who is completely dedicated to me and my wellbeing.
Driving to see my Master always gives me butterflies in my stomach. I anticipate how he will hold me and welcome me with a wonderful kiss and tight and inviting hug. He is very generous and kind individual who only has good things in mind for me.
I get to my destination and let him know that I am there and start thinking about how he will use me for his pleasure and how I will be completely in under his power. I notice that the snow is abundant here and has not melted much, but the powerful sun should help with that today. Even though the temperatures are still very chilly.
I return to thinking about him and I want and need this for my own growth and personal pleasure.
I get my gratification knowing that I have made him happy. And he in turn makes me extremely happy.
He texts me to go to the other side of the lake and park to right of him. I drive, anxiously to the other side of the lake and park to the right of his vehicle.
I'm so excited to see him and I comply and try to wait for him to tell me what to do, but I can't take it! I get out of my car and throw my arms around his neck. He embraces me tight and longingly. Then pulls me away and kisses me passionately for a long while. I don't want it to end. He's so handsome and charismatic! I missed him so much since Christmas. We hug briefly again and he instructs me to get in the car, passenger front seat. He gets in the driver's side.
The rest is a blur of my most favorite activity; servicing my Master's cock and licking his balls or doing anything else he wishes. He tells me to take his cock out and I quickly try to unsnap and unzip his pants. I fumble around for his cock and pull it from its dark cave between his legs. It springs forth and begins to grow.
"Suck your Master's cock and make your Master happy." He commands strongly.
I comply greedily and he compliments me on my oral skills. I take his almost 9 inch cock in and out of his mouth trying to take it all in and truly make him happy. I then move to his ball sack and suck and lick them also. He is pleased with my skills for the moment.
After awhile, I was instructed to take off my shirt and bra...so nice to have his hands on me. He sucked my hard nipples and played with my flesh. Ordering me now to take my pants down, not off, fingered my pussy and commented how wet I had become. I tend to do that when I suck his cock. I love doing it and it always turns me on. I resumed sucking his cock at his command. When my saliva was all over him, I guided him to my cleavage and rubbed it between my tits. He loved it and praised me for my creativity.
"Take off your pants, all the way off." He instructed me.
He got out and came to my side of the car, opened my door quickly. My heart raced from the anticipation.