What she needed of course was pain. To let me dominate and hurt her. The more I took control the more she lost control. Her only will was to be used, perhaps abused, by me.
Struggling to appear normal, she paid the babysitter and said goodbye. Standing in the middle of the room, she looked at me and I watched her tremble.
Looking into her eyes I saw fear and dread mixed with excitement and lust for what she knew was to follow. I made her keep eye contact with me for a minute or more, knowing that to her it must have felt like an age. I deliberately kept my eyes flat and hard, a promise of what was to come.
"Go upstairs now and prepare yourself, wash your dirty cunt, slut". My voice was harsh and angry.
She shivered, closing her eyes for a second, then complied.
I followed her up the stairs, lightly caressing her bum as she walked. She stripped quickly and showered. Back in the bedroom, I waited for her. I held five red silk scarves. As she entered the room her breathing became quick and shallow, her nipples hard. She was ready for this, she wanted this.
"Lie on the bed slut, and don't dare struggle"
Of course she wouldn't. She wanted the domination, the total surrender of control, the fear of what I would do to her.
I tied her arms and legs to each corner of the bed, then tied the remaining scarf across her eyes.
She was near orgasm at the thought of what was to come. I held back, not touching, not moving......... just waiting. Waiting for her to lose control. She couldn't hear me, couldn't see, couldn't anticipate my next move.
Groaning she struggled in her bonds. As she enjoyed the torment of her helplessness, I moved silently to the bed. As I grew close, I let her feel my breath on her face. She reached up towards me, wanting my mouth, but I retreated.
Slowly I began to unbuckle my belt. She knew what I was doing and tensed. Her whole body began to tremble now, she moaned, grinding her hips in sweet anticipation........ but I kept her waiting.
Removing my clothes I knelt in between her legs. Looking down I could see how wet her cunt had become already. I wanted that taste in my mouth, but I wasn't ready to give either of us that pleasure yet.
Gently, I began to move my leather belt over her skin. Her gasps became moans then groans as she enjoyed the teasing, anticipated the pain.
Her nipples caught my attention. They were large, firm and ready. Without warning I whacked her hard across one nipple with the belt.
She yelped, her body convulsing on the bed. Before she could recover I repeated the blow on the other nipple.
"You are a dirty slut aren't you Julia?"
Her body was writhing, hips thrusting up at the air. She couldn't talk, could hardly think, the pleasure she received from the whipping threatening to send her over the edge.