(Author's Note: This story contains elements of incest, lesbian sex, and transgender sex. If any of these are offensive to you then this might not be a story for you. Also, there is a bit of character and story development before the "action" really starts, so if you're looking for a quick stroke-story you might also be disappointed. Otherwise, I hope you enjoy it!)
"...and so now we're going to lose the house. I don't know what to do. Riley, is there any way you can help us?" my sister asked me, finally coming to the end of her latest sob story. I gave a long-suffering sigh.
"I really don't think I can, Grace," I told her, and she let out a strangled whimper. Just so you don't think I'm a complete heartless bitch, let me explain. The word my sister forgot to add at the end of her plea was
again
. A very important word, again. The truth is, I had been bailing my sister out of trouble for years. Her and her husband both. Together they don't have the business sense or financial responsibility of a concussed duckling. For years they were borrowing money regularly; they'd be behind with their bills, one of them would lose their job, or some emergency would pop up. They'd pay us back, usually, but no sooner had they than they'd be in trouble again. Whenever they did manage to get ahead, they'd spend it frivolously and end up right back where they started.
My husband, Ben, never said anything but I could tell he was getting tired of it, too. I was beginning to feel like a doormat myself. He wouldn't talk much about it, insisted it was my sister so my choice. Having had enough, I told him I wanted to break the cycle. We talked it over and came to a decision.
The next time Grace came to me for money, $5,000 to pay the property taxes on the house they couldn't afford, I sat my sister down and explained it to her. I gave her a check for $50,000. I told her it was a gift, not a loan, but it was absolutely the last one. That was nine months ago.
"Grace, what happened to the money we gave you?" I swear I
heard
her wince.
"I, we tried to start a business...it didn't work out." Obviously. "It was a flower shop."
"A flower shop?"
"Well, yeah. And, we had other expenses!" she said, starting to sound defensive. I sighed into the phone again.
"Grace, look, I'm sorry your flower shop didn't work out..."
"It's not just that, James got laid off."
James, her husband, was pretty useless. He's had seven jobs in five years, and only one had he left voluntarily.
"I understand, and I'm sorry. But we can't keep doing this, we discussed it, and Ben agrees."
"It's not like you can't afford it," she said, her voice starting to show a little anger.
"That's not the point, Grace."
"I can't believe you won't help us, after all the times I helped you!" The last time I remember Grace helping me was when I was seven, and she put a Band-Aid on my skinned knee.
"I'm sorry, Grace," I told her again, "but we just can't." From there, the conversation pretty much degenerated. Soon she was yelling, crying, and even name-calling. I tried to stay calm and rational, but I could only put up with so much. Finally I apologized again, told her I still loved her, and hung up.
She called again twenty minutes later; then again fifteen minutes after that. I let the voice mail answer. After the third call I turned off my phone. Then she started calling my office, but I had my admin tell her I was unavailable.
I felt awful. I really do love her, I even
like
her most of the time. Playing her safety net was getting old, though. And her acting like she was entitled to it, and getting mad when I told her no, really pissed me off. I really want her to be all right, but I'm not going to let her use me—especially not with that attitude.
I spent so much time brooding over Grace and her problems that I was late leaving work. Before I left, I checked my voice mail and listened to her messages. They started out still angry. After the first few she started getting apologetic. Then she was begging, asking for help or just a place to stay "until they're back on their feet." That's not something I foresaw happening. I was late enough that Ben actually beat me home.
"Your sister called," he told me as I came in, "six times."
"She needs money, again," I said with a sigh. Then I gave him a rundown of her current crisis.
"A flower shop?" he asked, trying not to smile.
"Yeah, well, my sister is a little flaky. I could actually see her doing well with a flower shop, as long as it didn't involve money."
"Aren't the older sisters supposed to be the responsible ones?"
"I guess no one told Grace."
"So, what'd you tell her?"
"I told her no. We agreed: Last time was the end."
"Yeah, but it's hard to say no when someone needs help."
"That's just the thing," I told him, "I'm not really sure giving her money
is
help. It's more like just throwing it away. She doesn't need a loan, she needs a keeper—her and her waste of space husband."
"Well, there's an idea..."
"What?"
"Just, it's not like you've never taken over someone's life before, you know."
At first I didn't get it, then I blinked in surprise. "You're
not
serious," I said.
"Well, no, I wasn't. But, you could, you know."
"She's my
sister
."
"And?"
I'm pretty sure he was just teasing, or at least mostly teasing, and that should have been it. But, once he put it there the damn idea just wouldn't leave my head. It would solve the problem, and let me help her without being a doormat. I have to admit part of me liked the idea too. She'd probably get an attitude adjustment out of it as well.
I talked it over more with Ben. He didn't mind, and thought it might even be a good idea, but insisted it was up to me.
"It doesn't really matter; I can't see her going along with it," I said
"Maybe, but you don't know. So decide if it's something you want to do. If it isn't, then it doesn't matter and we just forget it. If it is, ask her. It's that simple."
I couldn't seem to forget it, so that left asking her. I was almost sure she would refuse. But, as they say, there was only one way to find out. After making up my mind, I decided to go over and talk to her about. I'd call tomorrow and set it up for the next day.
---
The next day was Thursday. I got to work early, and spent some of the morning making arrangements, and working out details, in case Grace decided to accept my offer.
Around eleven, I gave Grace a call back. Her husband answered, his voice rough with sleep. Laid off, house in jeopardy, and is he out bright and early looking for work? Of course not.
When Grace got on the phone, she immediately tried to go into her rehearsed apology.
"Look, I can't talk long now," I said, "I have a meeting soon. There is something I want to talk over with you, it may be a solution of sorts. Can I come by tomorrow?"
"Of course, what is it?"
"Tomorrow, say three-thirty or four," I told her, then made my goodbyes. I had a couple errands to run, and arrangements to make, but it looked like everything would be ready tomorrow.
That night over dinner I told my husband what I had decided. He just chuckled and said again that it was up to me. We went over the specifics a bit more, and he teased me about it a little, but it was in good fun.
The next day I left work a little early so I could stop off at home, change clothes, and gather up everything I might need. I stuffed it all in a brown leather carry-all and headed to see my sister—and maybe change her life.
James answered the door and promptly eyed me up. I was worth I look. I was dressed in snug black leather pants and a tight, sleeveless red t-shirt. While looking me over, his eyes locked on the bag and he blinked.
"You brought it in cash?" he asked, dumbly.
"No," I told him, my voice cold. Before he could say more, though, Grace saw me in the doorway.
"Riley! Come in," she told me, and I pushed past James. She came up and gave me a quick hug. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have gotten upset with you..."
"It's not important," I assured her, "But we do have a something to discuss."
"Of course."
We moved into the living room. I dropped my bag on the table and sat in the big recliner. Grace's lips pursed when she heard the brass feet on the bag click against the table, but I ignored her; this conversation wasn't going to go a way she liked and we best make that clear from the beginning. I stayed silent for a couple minutes, giving them time to stew. Finally, Grace broke the silence.
"You said you thought you could help us?" She began tentatively.
"No," I corrected her, "I said I might have a possible solution."
"But, doesn't that mean..."
"No, I'm not here to give you money. I told you we weren't doing that again, I meant it. We can't keep bailing you out. I'm not even convinced doing it again would count as help. How many times have we been through this? And each time you always end up back in the same position."