It was such a perfectly mundanely normal day until I walked into that building. I was on a long drive and I hadn't seen a place to stop and get a soda for a hundred miles. When I finally came to a building that looked like it might be open, I could see it was a little run down but there was a soda machine outside the front entrance. Perfect.
If only I had just let the machine eat my dollar bill...it was just a dollar and there would be other places to stop. But I didn't. I went inside to ask for a refund. The bartender was scruffy but kind and he offered me a club soda while he filled out the vending company's form. It was a spacious saloon straight out of Gunsmoke. Everything was all wooden and masculine and smoky. I couldn't help but drink in the atmosphere, looking around at the solitary figures seated at the bar and at the various tables. And that's when I saw him.
I felt a breath catch in my throat. I wanted to laugh at myself, but there was something undeniable about him. Dark rugged jeans, big leather belt, cowboy boots and a well-worn cowboy hat tipped down so his eyes were hidden. He was leaning back against the wall in his chair with his legs stretched out in front of him. With his eyes hidden, I dared to continue drinking in the sight of him. Obviously muscular and tanned body, strong jaw line and full sensuous lips that seemed to make love to the cigarette as he drew in a slow languorous breath, then exhaling in curly mesmerizing circles of smoke. I was still watching his lips when the tiny hairs at the back of my neck all arose in unison when I saw the corners of his mouth lift into a slight smirk. My gaze rose and I realized that he was staring right at me.
I felt my face blush with a deep crimson red. I quickly turned around to face the bar with my back to him. I could feel his eyes on me, roaming my body. Now that I'm pushing 40 and the mother of two children, my body is softer and rounder than it used to be, but still a smallish waist and nice hips and full breasts. My hair is long, dark and curly and my eyes are wide and crystal blue. I still sometimes notice men looking at me in "that way" and am always flattered. But this...this was different.
The bartender came back with my dollar and I signed the form and thanked him with a smile. He nodded at me and then I noticed his gaze rise above my head as he seemed to give a subtle nod to someone else. I sensed someone standing behind me. And they were very close behind me. The bartender gave me one more glance and an indecipherable look before moving back to the other end of the bar. I knew it was him, without a need to look. My mind was racing as I contemplated how and when to make my exit. As I stretched one leg down to the floor, I heard his voice for the first time.
"Don't move," he whispered in a low gruff voice, almost a growl.
Goosebumps rose on my pale smooth skin; it felt as though my heart would beat through my chest. I whispered, my voice sounding weak and small, like a girl's rather than the confident woman that I had been until seconds ago "But, I have to go".
"You need me." He said simply, "You already know it, don't you?"
I was stunned. Unable to speak but knowing he was correct, I nodded. He reached for my hand and held it gently; his palms and fingers were strong and slightly calloused. I glance nervously around; no one seemed to notice, but the bartender seemed almost too fixated on the glass he was cleaning. I thought for a second about asking him to help me get away from this hypnotic stranger...if the bartender had looked at me in that moment, I undoubtedly would have. But he didn't, and I was unable to resist. I heard the gravelly voice in my ear again, his hot breath searing the skin of my neck, "do you see the stairway to your left?" I looked at the stairs and nodded. "Walk up the stairs and down the hallway into the last room. I will be behind you."
I followed his instructions with shaking legs, my heels making a soft clack on each step as I walked up and up and up. I walked down the hall and then stopped as we reached the last door. I put my hand on the doorknob and froze again. His voice was instantly in my ear, "Choose now, beautiful. Once you walk through this door, you've consented to give yourself to me. There will be no opportunity to turn back and no consideration if you change your mind after this"
My logical mind screamed violently for me to race down the stairs and get back in my car! But my body was in charge in this moment. I turned the knob and walked into the dusky room. He followed me into the room and I heard the sound of the heavy wooden door closing followed by the sound of keys turning in multiple rusty-sounding locks. This was truly my point of no return.
His strong hand made contact with my waist and gently shepherded me into the room. The late afternoon light filtered in through dusty window shades. The room was enormous and somewhat circular or perhaps hexagonally shaped. There were large hulking objects, machinery or perhaps furniture? It was hard to tell with everything draped with cloth canvas. They were arranged in a circle around the otherwise barren room. In the far corner, there was a door, possibly leading to a bathroom, I thought. And I was able to make out a large carved wooden cabinet beside a small kitchenette with a refrigerator. I licked my lips, remembering the thirst that led me to stop here in the first place.
The Saddle Tramp steered me to the nearest apparatus, his hand still on the small of my back. "Remove the drape, my dear," He said with a lilt, almost a laugh, in his voice. I did as he asked, my hands trembling uncontrollably. I gasped as I got my first view of the apparatus in the dim light. It was a gigantic "X" with thick leather straps toward the end of each leg and another at the intersection.
I tried to step back, but I might as well have tried to step back while leaning against a brick wall. "Tsk, tsk, tsk." he clicked sarcastically. "There is no turning back. Remember?"
I swallowed hard and managed to squeak out "Yes".
"Good girl" he said with obvious pleasure. "I take from your reaction that you know what this is used for?" I nodded. "Excellent," he said.