We were in the Capitol. Jonathan was the Captain again, and it was the Captain who pushed me none-too-gently out of the carriage, and I stumbled and fell and scraped my shoulder on the pavement, and he pulled me up by my elbow and marched me into the courthouse.
I had been to the Capitol several times, but I'd never seen any of the courthouses, although I knew that each district had one. This one was an imposing stone building standing tall amongst wooden shops, with a bell tower rising high from the center. The Captain pulled me into a courtroom, and sat me on a three-legged stool in the center of the room, and fastened my cuffs to a ring at the back of the stool. Frustrated, I managed to elbow him in the leg before he stepped backwards. I wasn't planning on trying to escape, but it he didn't have to make me feel so damn helpless.
In front of me was a massive carved wooden desk -- on a platform, as though they thought the desk itself was not imposing enough -- and behind it sat a middle-aged man in a crimson robe, leafing through the papers in front of him.
"Marja Pala Mansard," he said. Apparently you get to hear your full name a lot in the criminal justice system.
"Yes," I said.
He had a copy of my paper in front of him, and he held it at arm's length between his thumb and forefinger, an expression of distaste on his face. "You are the person responsible for the publication of this... trash?"
My breath caught in my throat. Am I going to take a stand here, I wondered?
"It's not trash," I heard myself saying. "Sir."
Apparently I was going to take a stand.
***
Jonathan stood in the back of the courtroom, arms folded across his chest, leaning against the wall, next to the bailiff. Red, who was an old friend -- they'd been at the Academy together -- gave him a sidelong glance.
"Not your job to stick around," he murmured.
"Just want to see what happens."
"So."
A pause.
"You mess her up like that?"
"Mm-hm."
"She any good?"
Jonathan merely nodded, although he could have laughed out loud. Was she any good? She had completely undone him. She had left him dizzy and gasping for breath. She had thoroughly astonished him, and he was fascinated with her.
He had meant only to amuse himself. After all, prisoners weren't really people -- they were just things, things that had ended up on the wrong side of the system, things that would soon be dead or enslaved or indentured. And being on warrant-duty was a chore, so if you arrested someone you were attracted to, anything you did on the trip back was just one of the perks of being in the Guard.
Jonathan had always been aroused by a woman kneeling before him, helpless, looking up at him with wide eyes. But he rarely played with any of the attractive women he arrested -- they were usually too frightened, or too naΓ―ve, to have any fun with. Although there had been one extraordinarily luscious girl he had picked up for counterfeiting money. He'd made her strip, slowly, one piece of clothing at a time, and she had enjoyed it as much as he did. And then he'd taken her with his clothes still on, enjoying that little thrill of power, and she'd reciprocated, riding him as hard as he rode her. That had been a good day.
But Marja! He paused for a moment, remembering her delicate little tongue sliding up and down his cock, remembering his cum slowly trickling down her breasts. There had been a moment -- he had felt it when it happened, he could pinpoint it exactly -- when she had given herself over to him. She had surrendered, fully and completely. Not everyone knew how to find that space. Not everyone was capable of finding that space. But she had given herself over to him, and it had been intoxicating.
He could also point to the moment it had left her. He had spent himself, and flung himself back on the bench, and they had looked at each other as though their gazes were as tactile as her lips on his flesh, and he had watched the triumph fade from her eyes, and it was replaced with anger and fear and hatred and shame, and he didn't like it.
He had missed whatever else Marja had said, and the Magistrate was giving the sentence. "I pronounce you guilty on all counts. As such, your life is forfeit to the state. In view of your youth, I will not condemn you to death. However, you are to be flogged, and then sold into an indentured servitude of seven years at the public auction next week. This is so that you may productively contribute to society, and thereby make amends for your misdeeds, so far as you are able."
Marja collapsed. It looked like she had fainted. Jonathan watched silently as a couple of officers carried her out of the courtroom.
Well, it was none of his concern now.
***
Five minutes later, Jonathan strode into the clerk's office. "I want to see the records for one of the proceedings this afternoon. Mansard."
The clerk sighed with the ancient sigh that civil servants have passed down for generations. It is a weary, resigned sigh, one that says, "Let me tear myself away from my present exhausting task in order to help you with your similarly exhausting but frivolous request."
"Authorization," he said.
Jonathan put his icon on the desk.
"Congratulations. You're a Captain. That's not authorization."
Jonathan smiled, a full smile, and even Marja would have known that was dangerous. "I'm the arresting officer. And I'm taking a personal interest. And if you don't bring me those documents, I will personally break every finger on your left hand."
Shortly afterward he was sitting in a cafe across the street, leafing through Marja's file. He merely skimmed the data reports -- really? She was twenty-eight? -- and he didn't even bother with the routine forms and verifications. He was looking for something specific.
When he found it, he glanced over the headlines.
Then he went back and read the articles.
Then he read them again. Carefully.
The little bitch was good. She could gather data. She could verify data. She could write, and write well, damn her. And she could put it all together into four pages that described the worst parts of the country, the worst abuses, the most distressing and problematic situations. In fact, his little stunt in the carriage was exactly the kind of thing she'd indignantly report. She'd call it -- what was the phrase? -- "a shameful and misogynistic abuse of power."
But it wasn't treason.
***
The cell was small, and dark, and underground. A torch sputtered fitfully in the hallway, casting shadows of the bars across the room. There was a cot in one corner, and I was laying on it, hugging my knees to my chest. I wished I hadn't fainted. It was so girly. And more importantly, I had sprained my wrist against the shackles when I fell over.
For a while I had tried, unsuccessfully, to convince myself that being sold into service was better than being dead. The Magistrate might talk about contributing to society, but I was young, and female, and not unattractive. I knew what an indentured servitude would mean.
Now I just stared at the wall, my mind blank.
I heard the door unlock behind me, and then lock again after someone entered the room. I didn't bother to see who it was.