I was preoccupied.
Slowly I leaned back against the shower wall and let the steamy torrent beat down upon my reddening flesh. What if they didnāt like me, I worried? What if I failed to live up to my Masterās expectations and humiliated him in front of his friends? How could I live with that?
Lost in the convolutions of my own mind, I squirted bath gel into my palm and began to āsoapā my bodyā¦running my hands over the firm upthrust of my breastsā¦feeling the nipples harden and extend beneath my touch.
I lowered my gaze to the small tattooā¦a tiny rosebud, positioned just over the left nippleā¦over my heart. It was my Masterās markā¦this roseā¦a sign that I, his slave, belonged to him alone. I, in all the world, belonged to William Rosemontā¦to do his bidding unquestioningly, to serve at his pleasure.
By day, my Master worked in an officeā¦one of the many seemingly invisible minions of the business world. But once his feet crossed the threshold of our home, here on the outskirts of New York, he became āMasterā of all he surveyedā¦his desires my ownā¦his needs my command.
I am his.
Softly, gently I finish my ablutionsā¦lathering the fuzzy bath āpuffā with aromatic gel and stroking it sensuously between my thighs. Should I shaveā¦thereā¦for this evening, I wonder? Will he want me in my natural state, or smooth and bareā¦totally nakedā¦exposed?
Uncertainly, I reach for the small safety razor on the side of the shower caddy, then lean once more against the wall for support. My Master will be displeased when he finds that Iāve taken this cherished ritual from him this timeā¦taken the right to lay bare my pink flesh with his long straight razorā¦but I have no choice. Heās not here. Iāll have to take my punishment on this one. Gladly.
Slowly, carefully, I work my way around the edges, feeling the blade slide across my trembling flesh. I musnāt nickā¦no razor burn. Whatever fate awaits me tonightā¦whatever my Masterās wishesā¦I must be as perfect as I can be.
Gently, I slide the fingers of my left hand between my nether lipsā¦offering them to the blade. This is the hard part, the part where I could err, make a mistake, mar my Masterās delicate property.
I slide to the floor, my knees upraised, my thighs spread wide and concentrate on my task. The razor slides almost unhindered across the silken flesh of my opening. It hasnāt been long since I, bound to the headboard by the restraints which I love so dearly, felt my Masterās blade removing the tight, auburn curls from my quivering formā¦not longā¦not long.
The memoryā¦so erotic, causes my finger to slip still farther, to press against the hardening treasure which hides beneath my newly bared flesh. I strokeā¦massageā¦and begin immediately to feel the moisture that lies perpetually just beneath the surfaceā¦tempting my handā¦flooding once again between my thighs. Iām like a coffee machine, I muse. Just press the button, and out comesā¦
I laugh. I have to stop this!
My indelicate musings will have to be delayed until another dayā¦the delicious touch that feeds my hunger must wait. Todayā¦now, I have work to do. I must choose my clothing carefully for the gathering that my Master has deemed to give this eveningā¦this āSuperbowl Partyā to which he has invited his closest friends. What does one wear to such an event, I wonder. Should I cloth myself casually or elegantly. Would my Master prefer me to appear pristine and untouchableā¦or warm and willing? Am I to be his ātrophyā, or a handmaiden to serve at His every whim?
My role there is uncertain, and I vacillate over my preparation for what is to come. Briskly, I run the towel over my pink, moist flesh, reveling in the feel of its abrasivness. One last time I pass the nubby texture over my dusky nipples, my lips parting with the memory of my Masterās touch, and then I cross to my vanity table to choose a scent for the festivities to come. A floralā¦a spiceā¦a musk perhaps? And then I spot itā¦my āTea Roseāā¦His favorite. I smileā¦a good choice. His mouth will water tonight as I pass before himā¦hungering for the moment when we may once more be alone together, bound intimately by our mutual passions.
Smiling, I place a single drop on the tip of my finger, one dab, and the hollows of my throat are transformed into an English rose garden. A second dab, between my breasts this time, knowing His penchant for my rounded orbs, and a third rubbed between my wrists (to leave a scent on my leather cuffs, perhaps?). A fourth and fifth behind my kneesā¦who knows where it might be needed, I muse. Then the last, and most importantā¦one tiny drop imbedded deeply inside the heart of my sex, my passionate coreā¦just a hintā¦enough to heighten but not overwhelm the delicate scent he loves so much.
Again my juices flow, this time into my palm. I must stop. I must! I have things to doā¦preparations to make. Time is fleeing, and so must I.
Quickly, I remove the pins from the thick, wavy strands of my long, red hair, brushing it briskly down the length of my back, watching with satisfaction as it curls across the curve of my buttocks. āWillā, my Master, loves it loose⦠long⦠dragged tantalizingly over his rigid flesh, and so I leave it unpinned.
It tickles between my shoulder blades as I cross to take my short, silver slip-dress from the hanger and lay it on the bedā¦so soft and silky. A bra? Perhaps not. Confusion again. How am I to appear? What is expected of me tonight?
Undecided, I select a bra and panty duo, black laceā¦flimsy, then search the drawer for a pair of pantyhose. But noā¦He prefers my legs bare, and the region between accessibleā¦always accessible. This choice was easy.
Quickly I add a pair of heels to the ensemble...highā¦four inch, then begin to reach for the dress. I must be dressed in less than half an hour. I have to hurry.
Itās only then that I hear him behind me, my Will, my Master.
āWhat are you doing?ā he asks, his voice amusedā¦teasing. āWhy so formal? This is a Superbowl party, Keri, not an evening on the town. This is overkill. Let me choose for you.ā
I sigh in relief as he removes the tortured decision from my grasp. Everything will be all right now. My Master is here. Heāll know what to doā¦what I should do. How can I help but please him when the decision has been his very own all along?
Brushing aside the dress, he opens my dresser drawers one by one, and selects a pair of shorts, my shortest, the red ones that expose the undercurve of my buttocks when I bend, and places them on the bed. To this he adds the pale pink t-shirt he bought for me last weekā¦very tightā¦scoop neckedā¦cropped just below my breasts.
He fondles the silken underwear between his large and rugged palms, then discards them on the pile with the dress. āNo Underwear,ā he orders briefly. āBut keep the heelsā¦I like those.ā
I raise my eyes. A question. Is this what I am to wear in front of Your closest friends, my glance conveys? This?
Immediately He understands my confusion. āThis is what I want,ā He confirms, āā¦what I want you to wear. Weāll have five guests tonightā¦five men that Iāve known for most of my life. I want them to enjoy themselves. Youāre to give them full deference. But always rememberā¦you have one Master. Your orders come from me alone. Do you understand?ā
Yet uncertain, I nod, causing Him to smile almost paternally once more. He wraps His arms around my naked body, drawing me tight against Him. Is he preoccupied? Thoughts of this evening must be filling his mind. He hasnāt noticed my āalterationā yetā¦he hasnāt seen. Perhaps my breach of discipline will go unnoticed after all.
āYouāre going to do fine, Keri. Just do what youāre asked, and the partyāll go perfectly.ā
Mutely, He brushes his lips against my hair, inhaling its scent, running His hands down the length of my spineā¦cupping my buttocks. The fingers of His right hand circle my hip, pressing between usā¦between my thighs. Greedily they probeā¦thrusting deep inside of my body.